
Time after time the condition of Patchouli began to decline. The doctor advised her to undergo chemotherapy. Nilam decides to lie to Azhar, asking for permission to go out on work.
“Azhar tomorrow I want to go out of town for two weeks. There is work to be done,“ said Nilam.
“If you want to go please go! no need to say goodbye,“ replied Azhar.
“But I'm your wife and it's my duty to have permission with you,“ Nilam said.
“Your wife said? you mean wife on paper?“ azhar replied and left.
It's sad to see a much loved husband have to be cold and indifferent to her.
“Is that your heart Azhar? until you hate our wedding?“ nilam said in his heart and then shed tears.
At the hospital Nilam was devastated. When he was sick, no one noticed him. As Azhar's husband did not care about her at all.
“Azhar if you knew so much of my love for you, but why should you love Shinta. Why not me? as a wife I just want to be appreciated and loved,“ Nilam said and cried.
“When I lay weak in the hospital there was no one beside me. My husband does not want to pay attention to me at all,“ Nilam said with pain.
Chemotherapy that was so painful made her cry to endure the pain, Nilam had to fight alone without her husband beside her. Lovely love always torments her, Nilam realizes that Azhar's love is so great for Shinta.
“Although you are my husband but your heart is not for me. I'm just a moon crying out for love. The light is dim because of a feeling that is so excruciating,“ said Nilam in his heart and then cried.
During the hospital, Nilam was devastated to see the patient who was accompanied by her husband during chemotherapy.
“If Azhar wanted to love me sincerely, I would be honest if I was sick,“ Nilam said in his heart and shed tears.
A nurse approached her
“Mother why are you crying? does anyone hurt?” ask the sister in a panic.
“No nurse my heart is sick, when I am sick my husband is not beside me,“ said Nilam then shed tears.
“Patient mom huh? I am sure someday Mother's husband will realize everything, that he is very lucky to have a wife like Mother who sincerely and sincerely loves him,“ replied the sister then smiled.
Nilam felt motivated by the nurse, every day the nurse always accompanied him.
“Suster if I go later can I ask one thing to sister?” ask Nilam.
“If I can help for sure I will help,“ replied the nurse then smiled.
Two weeks already Nilam undergoing chemo, before chemo Nilam bought a material to make kebaya clothes.
Why did Nilam buy kebaya?
“I will sew the most beautiful kebaya dress for her, as a love I want her to be happy, ”
After that Nilam with a face that is so beautiful because of make up. Nilam saw Azhar sitting alone without welcoming herself.
“When I came home my husband did not care about me at all,” Nilam said in his heart and went to his room.
“Until when am I like this? enduring the pain of loving without being loved" Nilam said in his heart.
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