WAITING FOR YOU ON THE PATH OF DESTINY

I'm Not Your Heart's Choice

Since Zidan, Nilam has been happy there is no fear anymore when he went through chemo.

“Nilam you should not be afraid as long as you chemo, I will always be beside you,“ said Zidan smiling.

“Thanks Zidan,“ replied Nilam

“While my heart is broken I have to accept this fact but I realize that I am not the choice of his heart. I am only a pseudo-shadow for my husband,“ Nilam said in his heart.

Zidan was so sincere to take care of Nilam, because the shampoo of Nilam's hair so damaged it even had to be bald.

“I'm sorry to be greeted as a result of the chemo your hair should be lost,“ said Zidan sadly.

“I sincerely Zidan maybe from now on I will wear hijab, I want to hijrah before death picks me up,“ replied Nilam smiling.

Nilam decided to hijab, with the Nilam hijab getting more beautiful.

“Subhanallah Nilam you are very beautiful, lucky Azhar has you,“ said Zidan smiled.

“Thank you Zidan I promise from now on I will hijab,“ replied Nilam.

On the bright side Nilam and Zidan came to Cafe.  With her hijab Nilam looks so beautiful. Everyone was amazed to see the beauty of Nilam with his hijab.

“Mba Nilam very beautiful,“ said Shinta amazed.

“Thank you Shinta from now on I will close my aurat,“ replied Nilam smiling.

Not long after, Azhar came and was surprised to see Nilam wearing a hijab.

“Nilam” Say Azhar surprised.

“You are now hijab?” Ask Azhar.

“God willing from now on and forever I will be hijab,“ replied Nilam and left.

“Stupidly you Azhar hurt such a good wife like Nilam,“ said Zidan then left.

Hearing that Azhar just fell silent and thought.

“Nilam is indeed very beautiful especially with her hijab,“ said Azhar praised her in heart.

Azhar approached Nilam in his room.

“Nilam forgive me,” said Azhar.

“I'm sorry that I can't maintain this marriage, you deserve to be happy with another man,“ Azhar said.

“What do you mean Azhar?” Ask Nilam.

“Maybe farewell is the best path for us,“ said Azhar shedding tears.

“Azhar can't you love me?“ Ask Nilam and hold his hand.

“No Patchouli my heart is not for you,” said Azhar let go of Nilam's hand and left.

Nilam was so devastated to hear all his words.

“Azhar I don't want to part from you, I love you so much,“ Nilam said in a tearful heart.

Shinta sees Nilam crying because of Azhar.

“Poor mba Nilam because of me she had to part with Azhar, why should love be like this?” Shinta asked in her heart which also shed tears.

Nilam cried hearing Azhar who wanted to part from him.

“It turns out I am not your heart Azhar choice but to me you are my heart's choice. I love you so much Azhar,“ Nilam said in his heart crying.  

While Azhar his heart was so broken because of love.

“I'm sorry Nilam, I don't want to hurt you. Maybe goodbye is the best way for us,“ said Azhar shedding tears.

After that Azhar looked at her picture with Shinta.

“Shinta you are the woman I love so much but feel like I will never have with you. There have been too many wounds between us because of love,” Azhar said in tears.

Not only was Nilam devastated, Azhar also felt devastated by the love she had for Shinta.

She decided to end her marriage with Nilam. While Nilam he felt very hit with the decision of Azhar who wanted to separate from him.

“I think you will learn to love me Azhar but the farewell you want, I love you so much,” Nilam said then cried.

It is not easy for Azhar to live with a wife she has never loved in her life.

Farewell was the best road decision for Azhar and Nilam.