
With such a devastated taste Azhar leaves from Shinta's house, along the way she feels desperate to get Shinta's love.
“Why should this love punish me?did I wrongly love you Shinta? why degrees should be a condition in love?” azhar said in her heart and threw flowers and rings for Shinta into the trash.
Nilam accidentally saw it and took the flowers and the ring back.
“Nilam?how are you here?“ azhar asked and wiped her tears.
Nilam smiled sweetly at Azhar.
“Why are you throwing away these flowers and rings?“ ask Nilam.
“For what do I keep the flowers and the ring?Shinta has already rejected my proposal, just because of my appearance she rejected my love,“ replied Azhar.
“Don't you love Shinta so much? if indeed you love Shinta waiting is the best way for you,“ said Nilam smiled.
“What do you mean?” ask Azhar.
“Love is beautiful Azhar, I'm sure one day Shinta will love you. Maybe you should patiently wait until he opens his heart to you, only fate can change all these circumstances. If Shinta is your soul mate, surely you will be met on the path of destiny,“ replied Nilam advising Azhar.
“You're right Nilam maybe right now I have to wait for him but Nilam don't you hate me?though I have already rejected your love?“ azhar said, then looked at Nilam.
“I realize that love doesn't have to have, let go of you to choose. If indeed you choose Shinta, I can only pray that God will bring you together on the path of his destiny. If you are happy I am happy,“ replied Nilam smiling.
“Thank you Nilam forgive me for not being able to repay your love" Azhar said, hugging Nilam.
“I must be able to forget you because I want to see you happy even if it is not with me,“ Nilam said in his heart and then filled with tears.
Since then Azhar has a new spirit to get the love of Shinta, every day she always waits for Shinta in the campus parking lot. Seeing Azhar who was always waiting made Shinta angry.
“Why are you here?it's not like I told you I don't want to be your girlfriend,” said Shinta and left.
“But Shinta I will always wait for you, no matter what happens I will wait for you,” replied Azhar.
Shinta ignored his words and left. Azhar always helps Shinta with her homework.
“This is your job I have done," said Azhar smiling.
“There is also a good thing that you have become my friend,“ replied Shinta and left.
One day Azhar went with Shinta and Evan to a mall. Shinta told Azhar to bring her shopping and innocently Azhar wanted to bring it, seeing their affection in front of her eyes broke Azhar's heart.
“It looks like Shinta is very happy with Evan,” Azhar said inwardly then sadly. Azhar walks with the groceries behind Shinta and Evan.
He is willing to do anything for Shinta, after finishing their shopping home. Azhar follows Evan and Shinta's car from behind with her butut motorbike, when Evan's car breaks down. Shinta tells Azhar to take her to the workshop.
“Azhar Evan car broke down so you have to take this car to the workshop,“ Shinta said.
“But Shinta I can not use the car, you better go home with me so Evan who brought his own car, “ replied Azhar.
“Evan is my girlfriend you should have brought this car to the workshop because you are my maid. Anyway I don't want to know take this car to work any way,“ Shinta said then went with Evan to take a taxi.
With forced Azhar to find a mechanic to bring Evan's car. a few months later Shinta experienced pain until his face was very pale. Azhar who saw him was so worried.
“Shinta you why? you sick?” tanya Azhar then held Shinta's forehead which was so hot.
“I don't need any attention from you,“ replied Shinta then fainted.
Azhar immediately took him to the hospital, when she arrived at the hospital the doctor immediately treated Shinta. After that the doctor said that Shinta had dengue fever and had to be treated.
Both of Shinta's parents thanked Azhar who had brought Shinta to the hospital.
“Thank you Azhar you are a good man and sincerely love Shinta,“ said Mr. Fandi then hugged Azhar teary-eyed.
“I really love Shinta anything I will do for Shinta,“ replied Azhar smiling.
Since Shinta was treated Azhar willingly did not go to college to keep Shinta in the hospital, although Shinta's attitude is very rude but because of Azhar's love willing to survive.
“Better you go from here!I want Evan here not you!!” shinta said harshly.
“But Shinta I sincerely take care of you. I love you more than myself,“ Azhar replied gently.
Shinta is very unhappy with Azhar's presence in the hospital, as Azhar's dinner prepares food for Shinta.
“I don't want to eat, I want Evan who is here not you,“ Shinta said rudely.
“But Shinta I don't know where Evan is, you better eat so you get well,” replied Azhar then took her food on the table, but Shinta dropped her food
“Better I am sick than I have to eat with you,“ Shinta said then told Azhar to leave.
With Azhar innocently gone, she was so sad to see Shinta's rude attitude. He sat on the hospital bench to reflect on everything, the woman he loved so much was always rude to him. Her love for Shinta is so sincere whatever she will do for Shinta.
“You're the woman I love so much but why do you hate me?does the feeling I have is wrong for you?” azhar said in her heart and shed tears.
Unwittingly Nilam saw Azhar who was in the hospital and shed tears
“So great is your love for Shinta, until you forget there are women who are so expecting you. I hope Shinta's heart will be open to you" Nilam said in his heart and left.
The next day Azhar left for the village, and she saw Nilam who was about to leave with a suitcase.
“Nilam where are you going?I know for sure you want a vacation?“ tanya Azhar smiled.
Nilam could not see Azhar's face let alone her smile that was so painful for her.
“I'm not going for vacation Azhar,“ replied Nilam then shed tears.
“So where are you going Nilam?” ask Azhar again.
“I want to leave this campus and want to get away from your life, Azhar.“
“What do you mean Nilam?“ tanya Azhar then held Nilam's hand.
“I'll let you go for Shinta, may you be happy with Shinta. I pray that Shinta will open her heart to you,“ Nilam said and embraced Azhar with sadness.
Nilam chooses away from Azhar's life, he realizes Azhar's love is so great for Shinta.
“Never forget I am Azhar, though your heart and love are not for me but I want us to remain friends. My prayer is always with you,“ Nilam said and left with a wound in his heart.
Seeing Nilam's departure leaves Azhar shackled with love, the woman he hoped never to love him. The woman he never loved was so eager to love him.
“Why is love so complicated?I didn't want to hurt her, but the feeling had already made a wound in her. I'm sorry Nilam I hope you will find your happiness with another man,“ Azhar said in tears at the passing of Nilam.
Love must make a wound in his heart. Azhar could not force her love for Nilam because the woman she loved was Shinta instead of Nilam.
Ever since Evan was sick, he never saw her.
2 Weeks Shinta was treated, now he is allowed to go home by the hospital.
Evan comes to pick her up, in the hospital lobby Evan meets Azhar and Shinta. They are very friendly in front of Azhar, he forgives Evan because he believes Evan loves him very much.
“Azhar me and Evan will go home together so you bring home my stuff,” Shinta said telling her.
“But Shinta you just recovered better you go home with me,” replied Azhar forbid it.
“I don't want to go home with you!I'll keep going with Evan!!“ shinta said and left with Evan.
Often Azhar is never appreciated by Shinta, the two go to a restaurant and dine together until late at night. They also let go of longing because they did not meet.
At home Mr. Fandi reprimanded his daughter who came home late at night
“Where are you Shinta?tega you told Azhar to bring your stuff while you go with the man,“ said Mr. Fandi emotionally.
“Evan is my girlfriend's father, so it's only natural that I go and spend time with him,“ Shinta replied rudely.
“But Azhar also loves you, I would rather agree you with Azhar because she is a good man. Open your heart to Azhar,“ said Ms. Maryam softly.
Shinta is getting angry at the attitude of his parents who always defend Azhar, for him Evan is the best man for him.
“I have never loved Azhar and I only love Evan and just assume she's no more maid,“ Shinta replied then closed her room door loudly. It was sad to see his daughter's attitude being so selfish and rude.
Birds chirp in the morning and the clear sky welcomes the beauty today, as usual Azhar goes to Shinta's house to pick her up. This time Shinta refuses Azhar to go to the campus with her.
“I ask you never come to my house again,” said Shinta rudely
“But Shinta I love you so much. I'm willing to be your maid as long as I can be your girlfriend, " replied Azhar.
Shinta violently spilled Azhar's water.
“Don't you ever dream of being my girlfriend because whenever I'll never love you,“ Shinta said and closed the door hard.
Heartbroken Azhar saw Shinta's attitude that was so rude and so hard to reject her love even also insulted her.
“Do I wrongly love you Shinta?” ask Azhar inwardly and leave.
Every day Shinta always does not go to class she prefers to go with Evan, they spend time together until late at night and it makes Azhar sad to see Shinta who is getting free in the association.
2 Months Shinta did not go to college and it made the campus decided to remove Shinta from the campus. Mr. Fandi is deeply saddened to see Shinta's future shattered by love
“Dad disappointed with you since you dated Evan your relationship is getting free,“ said Mr. Fandi full of emotions.
“I love Evan Daddy so much! whatever I will do for Evan even if it's my own future,“ Shinta said and left.
The next day Azhar comes to Shinta's house
“Shinta I beg you to leave Evan he is not a good man for you,” Azhar said
“You do not need to advise me because I know which is best for me, you better go because whenever I will never choose you,“ replied Shinta and left.
Azhar is expecting Shinta in her life, only Shinta the woman she loves
“While you reject me but I will always wait for you on the path of destiny, I believe prayer will change the hardness of your heart,“ Azhar said in her heart and left.
The bespectacled man leaves Shinta's house, often Azhar sees Evan leaving with another woman but Shinta never believes his words.
Love the one who has closed Shinta's heart to see what is right and wrong. Azhar tries to toughen up against all this.
Until one day what was feared by both parents Shinta happened, Shinta tested positive for pregnancy by the Doctor heard that Mr. Fandi was so angry and very embarrassed by his daughter's attitude.
“Who has impregnated you?” ask Mr. Fandi.
“This son Evan my father and Evan have been .... ” Shinta answered and cried.
As they storm Azhar comes bearing a rose for Shinta.
“Shinta you why?what happened to you?” tanya Azhar saw Shinta crying.
“Azhar you better forget about Shinta,“ replied Mr. Fandi then teary-eyed.
“Why sir?I love Shinta so much,” replied Azhar smiling.
“Shinta is already pregnant out of wedlock, she and Evan have been hanging out outside the limits,“ replied Mr. Fandi and left. Hearing that Azhar dropped the flowers she was carrying.
“Cannot be!Shinta are you really pregnant?” ask Azhar
“Iya I'm Pregnant!his son Evan!“ shinta replied sadly
It felt so heartbroken that Azhar, the woman she loved so much was already tarnished by another man. Unable to see Azhar and then she left in complete destruction. Azhar left with a heart so broken.
“It hurts to see Shinta the woman I love has been tarnished, is my waiting too late?why does all this have to happen?“ azhar asked and cried hysterically.
As she was sad she remembered Nilam's advice that she should be willing to wait for Shinta's heart.
Shinta and Evan are getting married soon, they got married at a young age. Everything they had prepared and Azhar could only witness their happiness even though her heart was deeply broken by love.
Looking at their prewedding photos made Azhar's heart break into pieces.
“Shinta feels very hard to take you off, but this is the reality I have to accept. Your smile is a sword for me, you forget me for the sake of a man who has never been loyal to you,“ Azhar said and left in tears.
A few months later Shinta and Evan come to Azhar's house to give her a wedding invitation.
“Me and Evan are getting married soon so you don't expect me again! you have to come because at the party later there is free food for poor men like you,“ Shinta taunted and laughed very satisfied.
Azhar simply fell silent without a word, her heart silent withstanding the pain of love.
“Should I let you go Shinta?while this love is so great for you,“ said Azhar then filled with tears.
is Azhar's heart waiting for Shinta? or go back to chasing after the love Nilam had been waiting for him?
who is the woman Azhar will choose?
is Shinta a woman who so vehemently rejects her love?
or is it the woman who prefers to go with her love clapping her hands?
who is the woman he is waiting for on the path of fate?