WAITING FOR LOVE BETWEEN THEIR LOVE

Chapter 74: Helena's Desire

"Are you sure you want to go back to being a nurse at the hospital where you started your career?" ask your mother when she comes to visit her first grandchild.

"Life is not always going well, there are times when someone is faced with a problem that often makes him sad to the point of disappointment. But it's natural. Because everyone must have felt that life is not okay."

"Lost how we deal with every problem that occurs in life. There are people who easily get up there are also people who take longer to recover from disappointment. Regardless of that life must go on, we must equip ourselves with high spirits."

"Husna had learned a lot during her stay here, especially Husna who wanted to start independent after Husna gave birth. Husna did not want to continue to burden Mama and Elvio."

"Son, you're part of the family. In the family there is no such thing as burdened and burdened. Wasn't it during your stay here that you also became a nurse in one of the puskesmas in this village?"

"Husna works as a volunteer, Ma. Now, Husna has a little angel that Husna must think of her future."

"As long as you allow Mama to take care of your daughter while you work in the hospital, you will allow it."

"Well Ma, but also allow Husna to stay in Husna's old apartment."

"Why? don't you want to live with your mom in the mansion?"

"Ma..."

Mama closed her eyes as she remembered that Husna might not want to meet Alvino.

"I'm sorry, a few months of not meeting her made Mama a little forget that you've actually.."

"So, is it okay if after returning to the city Husna lived in Husna's own apartment?"

"Of course, son."

"Thank you, Mama."

Husna hugged her mother, not knowing whether Alvino had prepared her divorce papers. All Husna knew was, she had already sent a letter of approval for Alvino and Helena to record her marriage to the country. Husna also attached a divorce letter that must be signed by Alvino.

Husna looked at the face of the baby girl who was currently in Mama's arms.

Anisa Rahma Azhari's.

It is the name of Husna's baby girl, who is about 40 days old.

"In life, you will meet two types of people, the one who builds you up and the one who takes you down. But in the end you will thank them both" said Grandma with a smile and sat down with mom and Husna.

"Did Elvio already know about your decision?" ask the grandmother who was returned by Husna's head.

"If you have a good support system such as family and friends around you, then you will not be wrong. So believe in yourself, do what you want, and stay strong on what you believe in."

"God, Husna will live a strong life after this."

"God has blessed me with wonderful family, friends and co-workers who have been my joy, support and sanity. I don't know what I would do without them." Husna was so moved given the support from her friends and co-workers that Husna would return to her process as a nurse.

In the end, life is about being happy being yourself, and I feel we are so blessed to have the best support system and family to really support each other, she said, whatever we do will be done.

I was prepared for any risks I might accept or encounter, when I decided to return to the city.

Later that night, Husna conveys her purpose to Elvio.

"Be strong, be fearless, be beautiful. And believe that anything is possible when you have the right people there to support you."

"Thank you..,"

"The same."

Husna forbade Elvio to call him Big Brother again after they became partners as volunteers in the village.

Both are now like friends. Elvio begins to lose hope of having Husna, eventually choosing to stay by her side until Husna gains happiness. Although it won't be with him.

"Well, if there's nothing else to talk about. I have to go because I have an appointment to accompany Melia to her friend's birthday party."

Husna smiled and nodded her head.

Elvio is in a new relationship with a woman who is a midwife at the local Puskesmas. It made Husna feel happy, at least Elvio would never hope that he could have a more than sibling relationship with Husna.

"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim, I hope that this decision of mine does not lead me into such complicated things as I did when I first set foot on the spot" Husna said.

"Liver wounds may not heal. But, we cannot just sit and look at that wound forever. Love is worth fighting for, but it's not worth it if you fight alone."

"I have sincerely broken the bond that will never be able to unite. I'm tired of waiting for the love I'll never get until when."

I must admit I miss you so much. The world feels so lonely without you near me. Let this longing I keep and I will pour all the love and affection I have for you, into our children. Anisa Rahma Azhari's.

I thought I still loved you, but I realized I only loved the memories of who you were.

Now I realize, if we love someone and express and leave all that love to God, we will not feel too disappointed when love does not match what we expect.

I'm ready for my new life. With Anisa.

Next day..

As Elvio had said earlier, he and mom drove Husna to the apartment where she used to live.

The apartment, which was once rented by Husna, is now empty because its residents just came out a few days ago after learning that Husna would not extend the rent of her apartment.

Husna was surprised because when he entered the apartment, all his belongings were still neat and nothing was damaged in the slightest.

"I think by renting out the apartment and its belongings, the residents will damage or take the goods that are here. It turned out that I was wrong, I had to thank the person who occupied my apartment for keeping my belongings as awake as before" Lirih Husna.

Elvio then showed the room he had just decorated to be Anisa's room.

"Thank you, Mama, Elvio."

"The same."

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