WAITING FOR LOVE BETWEEN THEIR LOVE

Chapter 71: Surviving One Love (POV Husna)

Some say, love will not come as easily as when you go shopping.

Some say love should be pursued just as you would a bus to go to work.

Some say, love must be awaited so that happiness can come and make love more colorful.

But, what I want to ask here is..

How many times do I have to keep saying love?

How long do I have to wait for her?

On the other end I can't even remember you for a second..

But you still are, ignoring me, as if not wanting to know..

Wounds, wounds, wounds..

It's just the hurt I feel..

Over and over, what you give..

I didn't realize my love was clapping one hand..

I can only smile at beauty..

Survive one love..

Yep.

Survive one Love..

Survive one love

Survive one Ce, i, en, te, A

Love's.

I am patiently waiting for the love between you, now my patience is beginning to fade away in time. Every now and then, a storm sweeps my patience and takes me away to fly far away and give me new hope.

Mas Alvino, My husband..

Have you ever remembered me for a moment?

Do you remember it as though the wind passed?

Every night, I don't remember you for a second..

But you still are, ignore me, don't want to know. You might not even try to find me.

Then why do I keep thinking about you? what stupidity has possessed me?

"Netizen, don't judge me because I'm still expecting love from my husband. Naturally I did that, when I had no one but my husband's status."

Husna was crying and it caused a sense of kepo from the grandmother.

"Husna, don't blame the netizens who think you're stupid for waiting for the love of a man who won't really give you love.'

"grandmother..."

"Grandmother agrees with the netizens, you should not continue to expect Alvino. What's more, he who immediately thinks negatively without first finding out the cause and effect."

"Why do I keep feeling the wounds. God gave me the test of love in my home life. God made my love clap one hand. Although I smile back at beauty, but I'm an ordinary woman who's very hurt."

"Don't fool yourself by waiting for endless expectations."

Grandma then left Husna, letting him think not to expect anything uncertain.

Husna looked up at the sky which was beginning to rain..

What if I'm not meant to be happy?..

(What if I wasn't meant to be happy?)

And what if I believed more in lies than the stars in the sky?..

(And what if I believe in more lies than the stars up in the sky?)

Don't shine too brightly..

(Don't shine so bright)

Now you're not mine..

(Now that you're not mine)

Don't tell me you're sorry and don't tell me I'm yours...

(Don't say you're sorry and don't say I'm yours)

When I'm not the only one who made you fall in love..

(When I'm not the only one that you're falling for love)

Don't tell me you love me because it only makes things worse..

(Don't say you love me 'cause it just makes it wise)

I lost my balance at the end of your words..

(I'm losing my balance on the edge of your words)

I'm friends with the ceiling..

(I'm making friends with the ceiling)

While you are busy sleeping..

(While you're busy sleeping)

On the other side..

From someone's bed tonight..

(Of someone's bed tonnage)

Hate because I miss you..

(Hate that I miss you)

After everything you've done..

(After all that you've done)

I'll never forget how you forgot us..

(I'll never forget how you forgot about us)

Forget about us. Only thou...

(Forgot about us. Only you)

Know how to break my heart..

(Know how to make my heart break)

Know the words to say so that everything is fine..

(Know the words to say to make it all right)

You should never put down your phone..

(You should never put your phone down)

What a stupid way to find out..

(What a stupid way to find out)

Better leave this place and lose my mind..

(Better leave this place and get you off my mind)

Now you're not mine..

(Now that you're not mine)

I lost my balance at the end of your words..

(I'm losing my balance on the edge of your words)

I'm friends with the ceiling..

(I'm making friends with the ceiling)

After everything you've done..

(After all that you've done)

I'll never forget how you forgot us..

(I'll never forget how you forgot about us)

Forget about us.

(Forgot about us.)

I pray to God that I will never see you again..

(I pray to God that I never met you again)

You underestimate the things that keep your hands out of my hands..

(You trivialize the things that keep your hand from mine)

Do I want to forget life?

(Did you want to forget about life?)

If you ask me, then my answer is yes...

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The next day, Husna signed a permit file for Alvino and Helena to record their marriage in the eyes of the state, as a complement to the marriage file that Alvino had entered into the state KUA record. The day after Helena and Alvino returned to Bali on their honeymoon.

Husna asked Elvio to send the file to Alvino's office address.

Elvio smiles when he finds out that it is the marriage license file of Helena and Alvino, as well as the divorce filing file of Husna for Alvino.

"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim, God willing I was sincere and strong to live my life. I'm going to be the most powerful single Mom ever had. Hopefully one day I will be reunited with a great woman, so that I can learn a lot from her."

Husna chose to let go of all forms of Alvino's shadow in her and start the day with a new person.

Grandma and grandfather were happy because Husna had completely abandoned what was hurting her.

"Hopefully this first step you take will lead you to the path of true happiness" said the grandmother after Elvio left.

"Thank you, grandma."

"Remember. The pursuit of happiness is the most ridiculous expression, if you pursue happiness, you will never find it. All you need is to create happiness itself" said grandfather.

Husna smiled as she alternately looked towards her grandfather and grandmother.

Ah, why do I keep falling apart from losing my husband's love, if I can get more here.

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