WAITING FOR LOVE BETWEEN THEIR LOVE

WAITING FOR LOVE BETWEEN THEIR LOVE
Chapter 72: Regret is useless



Alvino and Helena are on their way back to the hospital.


"I've received a message from the doctor saying that you're ready to leave the hospital, so after this it's up to you where you're going," alvino said as they reached the hospital.


"Al, don't tell me that you're going to keep divorcing me."


"Helena, I've had your mentalityhe's now we're opening another couple's husband and wife."


"I..."


Alvino chose to get out of the car immediately and work on the door for Helena.


"I don't want to leave here before you say that you're just messing around when you say that word to me."


"Whatever, I don't want to have this time to continue serving him for 1 day. I have work to finish today. If you don't want to get out of my car then it's up."


Alvino then chooses to leave Helena and goes straight to the elevator to meet her sister and mother Helena.


Alvino gave them a ticket and some pocket money for their return home.


"Thank you Alvino, you've helped our family so much from the beginning to the present."


"The same."


"Where's Helena?" ask Mama.


"I'm here." Helena opened the door because Helena was outside the door to listen to the conversation between Alvino and her mother.


Helena looked at Alvino, from her gaze it could be seen that Helena was very hopeful that Alvino was not really serious with her words.


But all of that was in Helena's shadow, feeling that her business was done with Helena's family, Alvino chose to get out of the room and into the office.


Al, why can't you see a speck of honesty that I'm saying. I know I may have incised quite a deep wound, but you should have found out the truth when I said I was pregnant.


Helena held her stomach with a straight forward look, it felt like there was no longer any hope of being able to restore Alvino's trust.


Could this be the end of my dream to build a happy little family with Alvino?


Family is the most precious treasure. Because the family should be the most comfortable place and missed by someone. The family is also able to be the most powerful medicine and solace in every difficulty. In fact, the family is also able to restore the mood to be cheerful and peaceful.


Now, I've lost it all in the blink of an eye.


"Never again do you regret what happened. It's free that you regret everything because everything won't come back like before. Just enjoy what you've sown before," said Mama.


Lalisa and Mama then walked first to leave the room where Helena used to be treated and left Helena who was still silent while holding her stomach.


Lalisa actually wants to hug her brother and strengthen him for what has happened to his life, but if you remember the events committed by Helena and make him have to lose his father figure. Lalisa chooses to go with her mother and leave Helena.


Pleasure, passion, even sadness, become a feeling that is present in life. No exception to the sense of disappointment, which can be present because of others or from themselves. As if being a friend that is difficult to separate, disappointment can come without us knowing. It feels, the self has given everything its best, adding a lot of hope for good, but it turns out reality says differently. Heavy must feel, it cannot be denied there is a sense of despair that often perch in the chest.


Helena wiped away her tears as she was already aware that there was no longer any chance she could repair her relationship with Alvino.


Helena still does not believe that she will leave the country where she started a new life together with Alvino.


"Sister..." Lalisa called Helena because all the passengers and cabin were ready to enter.


Helena was unconscious from her daydream and immediately entered the plane.


Helena continued to look towards the window as the plane began to take off, a sign that it was the moments Helena left the country.


Disappointment is when you feel a sense of loss, even though you didn't have it in the first place. I thought that was his disappointment - a sense of loss for something he never had.


Helena closed her eyes and let tears run down her cheeks, Lalisa who could no longer bear to hold Helena's hand as if giving her strength.


"I'm sorry that my stupid behavior has caused my father to die" Helena said.


Lalisa said nothing but leaning her head on Helena's shoulder.


Due to the high cost of repatriating the body from Alvino state to Helena country, Mama Helena agreed when Alvino said that her husband would be buried in the country.


Mama, who was sitting in the back seat of Lalisa and Helena, cried as the plane started flying. She cried because she had to part with her husband.


A few months later....


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Every time I think of you..


(Every time I think of you)


I get a shot right through the light...


(I get a shot right through)


It becomes a blue flash..


(Into a bolt of blue)


That's not my problem


(It's no problem of mine)


But that's the problem I found


(But it's a problem I find)


Living a life I cannot leave behind


(Living the life that I can't leave behind)


There's no point in telling me


(There's no sense in telling me)


The wisdom of a fool will not set you free,


(The wisdom of a fool won't set you free)


(But that's the way that it goes)


And that no one knows..


(And it's what nobody knows)


And every day my confusion grows


(And every day my confusion grows)


Every time I see you fall


(Every time I see you falling)


I knelt down and prayed


(I get down on my knees and pray)


I waited for the last moment..


(I'm waiting for the final moment)


You say words I can't say


(You say the words that I can't say)


I feel fine and I feel good


(I feel fine and I feel good)


I feel I shouldn't


(I feel like I never should)


Every time I get this way


(Whenever I get this way)


I just don't know what to say


(I just don't know what to say)


Why can't we be ourselves like yesterday


(Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday)


I'm not sure what this means


(I'm not sure what this could mean)


I don't think you're as it seems


(I don't think you're what you see)


I admit to myself


(I am willing to admit to myself)


That if I hurt someone else


(That if I hurt someone else)


Then I'll never see what we're supposed to be like


(Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be)


Every time I see you fall


(Every time I see you falling)


I knelt down and prayed


(I get down on my knees and pray)


I wait for the last moment


(I'm waiting for the final moment)


You'll say words I can't say


(You'll say the words that I can't say)


Every time I see you fall


(Every time I see you falling)


I will kneel down and pray


(I'll get down on my knees and pray)


I wait for the last moment


(I'm waiting for the final moment)


You will say words I cannot say..


(You'll say the words that I can't say)


Lalisa put the baby girl who was about 40 days old, next to Helena's body who had been lying in a coma for 2 months.


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