WAITING FOR LOVE BETWEEN THEIR LOVE

Chapter 17: Split

Once he got permission from Husna, Alvino immediately set his departure schedule.

Alvino did not want to waste time, The next day, after taking Husna to the family mansion. Alvino immediately headed to the country where Helena was.

Husna, I'm sorry I lied to you. Helena, I'm coming...

"Husna, are you okay, son?" mama asked, when she saw Husna was silent and sitting alone in the garden of the mansion.

"Husna, fine ma. This feeling, probably because Husna first parted ways with Mas Alvino" Husna said with embarrassment.

"Mama Seneng, because Alvino who became your husband, because honestly Mama can not imagine if Alvino is not willing to marry you and you will go away from this family."

"Should be, Husna who is grateful because Alvino wants to make Husna as wife. So Husna remained and became part of this family."

"Darling, from the beginning you came into this family. We consider you to be part of the family. When the late Papa asked Alvino to marry you and still did not give an answer. Mama's afraid that Alvino won't."

"Now, there's no one to worry about."

Husna smiled as she returned Mama's embrace.

"Hopefully after this you and Alvino give mama some good news."

"Amen..."

Husna himself only realized that he had arrived late this month. But, Husna hesitated to do the test.

Meanwhile...

Alvino was on his way and had already reached the border of the place where Helena was.

Lalisa, who picked up Alvino, smiled happily because she did not think that Alvino would actually come.

"Sister, I was sorry earlier because I asked brother to come. Also, I want to thank you for your brother's willingness to come."

"Thank you later. Now, take Brother to see Helena." Alvino.

Lalisa smiled and nodded her head, before she finally walked first.

Alvino followed Lalisa's footsteps into a simple house.

"Sister, it's in the room" Lalisa said, pointing to a room that was open but covered by curtains.

"Where are uncle and aunt?"

"Mama and Papa are at work and they usually come back when it's late at night. I'll meet them and tell them that Brother Alvino is coming so they can make a report that a guest is coming."

Alvino nodded his head, after Lalisa left, Alvino let out a long sigh before he finally stepped foot closer to the room where Helena was.

Alvino opened the curtains of the room, Alvino was sad and sad to see the state of Helena.

"Hiks, why is destiny never on my side. Why do I always fail to find happiness in my love." Helena screamed while crying and hugged the shawl she used to cover her head like a hijab.

“The only relationship that is guaranteed not to hurt you is the relationship between you and Allah.”

Hearing Alvino's voice, Helena was shocked. He immediately sat down and put up his head covering, then turned to look at Alvino.

"I ..." Scream Helena with a smile.

Alvino walked up to Helena and she sat on the edge of the bed, Alvino's eyes looking red, perhaps if Alvino a woman's tears had long wetted her cheeks.

"Do you know that God does not like his people who torture themselves."

"I'm sorry Al, I didn't mean to torture myself. It made me feel like there was no place for me to feel the happiness of love like when I was with you." Helena said, holding Alvino's face.

"I'm like cotton in the wind, I want to float but I can't get anything I've been through. I'm empty without you." Lirih Helena's.

"The marriage I wanted, didn't happen the way I expected."

"Marriage is a bond that is agreed by two human beings to live together and love each other in every path of life passed."

"I've tried to be honest, but she can't accept the fact that I still love you." Helena.

Silent...

For a while quiet..

"Take me with you, Alvino.."

"I can't Helena..."

"Why? I promise I won't do anything that'll hurt Husna."

"Pairs are described as clothing for each other which means they are protective and defensive of each other through thick and thin. They meet each other and hide each other's flaws and cover up imperfections."

"I can't take you, because I can't stand to see my Husna get hurt. You know, he can even still smile and cheer me up, when I tell him and praise you in front of him."

"Have you loved Husna?"

"Of course, I am a husband now, and it is my duty to love my wife."

"I ask, have you loved Husna from your heart?"

"Love is sometimes difficult to express and cannot be conveyed. Various reasons make someone just harbored his feelings. Although heavy and sometimes sad, but some people choose this way. Maybe it's because the heart is still unsure and worried."

"That doesn't give an answer to my question, Al..."

Alvino...

"This feeling is so deep, that I choose to harbor it" Alvino said.

"Feelings to me?"

"Damour..."

"I'll admit Alvino, if you still love me."

"The most beautiful love between two people who have not been lawful is to pray for each other in silence without knowing each other."

"Then I am halal. Until this moment at least I know what it's like to love in silence, to harbor the feeling of longing alone."

"You came just for me. That's enough to prove that you're still deeply in love with me."

Helena held onto Alvino's shoulder, and closed her eyes, as if Helena was hugging Alvino.

"Sorry brother, it's time for you to eat and take your medicine." Lalisa said after she told her parents that Alvino had come, and went into Helena's room with a tray of food.

"I'm not hungry yet, just bring the food." Helena.

"Lalisa, bring it here." said Alvino when Lalisa would take the food back.

Lalisa smiled and put the tray on the table.

"I've come a long way, are you also going to refuse the food that I'm going to bribe for you?"

Helena looked at the spoon, then looked at the smiling Alvino. Helena was happy, then she started eating until the food was gone.

Alvino cleaned up the leftover food that was stuck to Helena's lips.

Helena held Alvino's hand that was about to go off her face.

"I..."

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