WAITING FOR LOVE BETWEEN THEIR LOVE

Chapter 64: The Records of Husna.

Some days Husna's condition is getting better, he began to be able to do his own activities.

Elvio told his grandmother everything about Husna and Alvino.

Grandma and grandfather alike felt disappointed by Alvino's attitude.

"Awas ae nek Alvino teapot mrene. It will not oser. Ora sudi I nduwe putu koyok Alvino."

(Be careful that Alvino comes here. I must have kicked him out, where I would have a grandson like him).

"Grandmother, I must turn to katha kanggo business. Please Husna be guarded kanthi becik."

(Grandmother, I have to go back to the city on business. Please take good care of Husna.) Elvio said.

"Sampeyan kaya karo sapa wae. temtu we will do the art of Husna kanthi becik, mbah kakung ora mung nglilani Husna, what maneh Husna digawa Alvino. serene wae. sakdurunge Mamu nglilani Husna karo Alvino. mbah lan mbah kakung ora will not be Alvino njupuk Husna adoh."

(You are like talking to anyone. Of course we will take good care of Husna, grandma and grandpa will not let Husna go, just like that, let alone let Husna brought by Alvino calm down. Before your own mother allowed Husna to go along with Alvino. Grandmother and grandfather would never allow Alvino to take Husna away.)

Her night...

Elvio and Naomi say goodbye to Husna, at first Elvio asks Naomi to stay here with Husna. But Husna refused on the grounds that he could already do his activities.

"Mister Husna, I don't mind if I have to accompany you longer here."

"It's okay Naomi. You can go back to town. I'm fine, really."

Elvio finally asks Naomi to come back to town with him tomorrow morning.

The main reason Husna did not want Naomi to stay with him longer was because, Husna was not ready if her pregnancy was known to Elvio.

Husna was afraid that Elvio would tell Alvino about her pregnancy.

I'm sorry Elvio, it's not that I refuse your help to keep my condition really good. But, I was afraid that Naomi would stay here longer and accompany me. Naomi will find out if I'm actually pregnant. I don't want you to tell Alvino about this.

"People say "never give up" but sometimes giving up is the best option because you realize you're wasting your time." Grandma smiled as she approached Helena who saw the departure of Elvio and Naomi.

"grandmother.." Husna who sat down intended to rise from her seat to help the grandmother who was bringing food for her.

"Just sit down."

Husna finally sat back down and only saw the grandmother walking up to him and putting down a tray filled with food.

"Try now tell grandma, are you sorry that you left her?"

"Sometimes you have to fight for what you love and care about, but sometimes you have to find the strength to let it go." Husna smiled as she looked at grandma.

"I gave him so many opportunities to show him that I was the priority. I think it's time to realize that I'm not his priority" Husna said.

"If you put someone at the top of your priority list and they put you at the bottom of them, it might be time to take your eraser out." Say Grandma while giving fruit salad to Husna.

"It's confusing, when you can't determine whether the signs are you giving up or just a test to see how long you can last…"

Husna was silent, and she realized that she was feeling what her grandmother had just said.

Husna could not understand whether he should really give up now or this was just a test from God.

"Grandmothers believe in fighting for a relationship, but when you struggle alone, it's not a relationship anymore... "

Husna looked at the grandmother and the grandmother returned with a smile.

"Stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it. Sometimes, surviving is more destructive than letting go."

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"Al, I'm really very sorry and I hope you won't testify against me. Please, do something for the baby in my womb."

"Stop talking Helena nonsense."

"Al, why can't you believe that I'm saying the right thing?"

"It's because you lie so often that when you say something even if it's the truth, people find it hard to believe it."

Shortly afterwards, Helena's mother and sister also came to give their testimony. Helena was shocked when none of her mother or sister defended Helena. They all said things that were inversely proportional to Helena's wishes.

Helena was only able to resign when two policewomen brought her back to the detention cell.

"Al, help me. I don't want to be here. I want to go home. I'm pregnant with your son Al. Do you want to see our son born in prison?"

"I..."

Alvino, Mama and Lalisa. No one cared about the screams and pleas from Helena.

They then decided to leave the police station.

Alvino returned home after she was a witness to the charges against Helena.

Alvino actually felt sorry to see Helena having to sleep behind bars. But Alvino had no choice but to allow it. Helena has to take responsibility for what she did.

Alvino kept remembering the words of Helena who said that she was pregnant.

It is impossible, did not previously Helena said that doctors forbid her to get pregnant because it is very risky against nasopharyngeal cancer that is being suffered.

Alvino chooses to go into the bathroom and clear his mind.

Alvino suddenly recalled the notebook he found in Husna's closet.

Hah, why do I feel that the notebook was deliberately left by Husna for me?

Alvino then chose to open the note.

I choose to stop loving you..

Losing My Beloved is something I never imagined before..

Maybe, I'm Too In Love..

I'm Too Babe to feel hurt...

I admit I was wrong..

Trusting Too Much in Something..

Seeing her appearance made me realize,

Too Stupid to Love You..

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My husband's..

I will no longer force you to share your love with me either..

I began to feel that I did not deserve to wait for the love between your loves..

I pray that the woman you love will soon find healing and paint the history of happiness you have always dreamed of..

Sometimes tired of trying and failing. Try hard at work, in relationships, and in different life situations. But, when all efforts do not go well, feel sad and disappointed.

We feel it may be time to give up and stop trying, and stop giving your time, love, effort in the relationship..

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"We? Why did Husna write our words on the last verse of the words he wrote?" Alvino.

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