Vortice In Vendetta

Season 2: 003. The Hidden Feelings

One day passed. Twenty-four hours later, Yudha accompanied his wife and accepted all the hatred Jeana had shown her. Jea doesn't hate him. He was only so afraid of the grudges that had haunted him all along.

Twenty years. It was enough for him to accept all the hatred Surya had done. His patience is over. His emotions are no longer there. He chose to budge and keep it all in silence for the past two years.

Benat said Sanjaya, his daughter is a strong man. He was not traumatized by the explosion. She is only in shock and returns to her identity shortly after Surya decides to make her a real princess.

The girl was just scared. He was afraid that Sanjaya who had loved him so much would turn to hate him if he came to his senses. He uses his weaknesses to gain Surya's love.

But now everything is different. There was a change he hadn't thought of in a long time. 'Yudha'. The man is back. He returned just after he managed to mengikhlaskan and stopped looking at his photos in every day.

The night was on the second day of their meeting. He was once again among the men who claimed to love him very much. 'Sanjaya the stepfather and also Yudha who is still his legal husband.'

"I'm sorry Brother. I can no longer bear to accept all your hatred." she stroked the face of her husband who looked so lethargic.

He had already heard the news of Yudha's depression after her loss. He is grateful that it has improved. But his body was so thin and his face looked very lethargic.

Sunken eyes with a black circumference around the eyes that are getting dark. There were scars on almost every inch of his body.

"The condition is worse than the condition of Jason and Raga first." he concluded.

Honest in the depths of her heart, she felt guilty because she caused the condition to her husband. But on the other hand, on the side of humanity that still remains. He was scared and still feeling guilty.

"I caused his brother's departure. Her brother sacrificed himself for my brother and my father was the main culprit. His whole life was just spent on revenge and I was the main object of that revenge." he murmured.

His heart was still too sore to remember all the suffering of Yudha. He was so afraid that if the man returned all his instincts, then hate would overpower all the feelings Yudha had for him.

"I was so afraid to face it. I was afraid to see his hatred. I'm afraid, even though I deserve all that hate." Jea pulled his hand back.

He intended to turn his body and face the ceiling of the room that was about to collapse. But the hand grabbed it. The hand held him in his deep sleep.

"Don't go again, please." Gigau Yudha in his sleep.

Jea couldn't get rid of that hand. The hand that she missed so much, but also made her tight because she hugged him too tightly.

"Do I deserve this love?". the girl took pains to neutralize her feelings and went back to sleep.

He only hoped that the sun would quickly rise and he could let go of the deck.

"not yet. I'm not ready to fight." Jea closed his eyes forcibly, and Yudha smiled because of it.

Yudha even peeked out from behind her mischievous eyelids. The girl looked at him with love. Just like the previous nights they had spent together.

Yudha was determined to put the girl down. He just has to wait for tomorrow and get his attention back. He just had to wait for the night to catch it. That's what's going around in his mind right now, until his hands get naughty and hold the girl. Even if Sanjaya was beside him.

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"Do you regret marrying me?" diandra asked a man who was asleep next to her. The man shook his head weakly and turned to face him.

"You just stare at the ceiling before going to bed and go straight into the realms of your dreams after a few minutes. Did I have no influence at all? Am I not flirting at all as a woman?" his insistence that made Aksa exhale was rough.

"Actually what are you trying to say? You know, you sound like a j*l***g when you say it." said Aksa who sounded quite rude in her ear.

"You married me only for Akeno's status behind your name. Am I wrong? Would I be wrong if I said that getting married was just that status, and not you?" Diandra got up from her position and sat facing Aksa who was looking at her with eyes that had started to turn red.

"What you meant earlier, I understand what you mean. But can I do that?" he asked softly while changing his position to sit next to Diandra.

"What do you mean?" diandra didn't understand.

"Shouldn't that be the question I said?" he shouted back still with a tone of voice that sounded sweet.

"You know, you married me only for the sake of Akeno's status to appear behind your name. I was depressed because of that too. I'm your husband and I have to face you like this every day. With you so beautiful and so pampering me."

"You took care of my every need and carried out your duties as a wife. I honestly feel burdened because of that. I wanted to make you all mine, but Akeno's status again reminded me that this relationship is fake. I didn't even dare to look at you because of that unreachable status." sobbed Aksa who had begun to shed one tear after another.

"You, all this time...?" diandra asked with a trembling voice. Aksa nodded steadily.

"I know you still think that my heart still belongs to Jeana. But whenever that girl never leaves, because she's my sister. And I know that."

I will give him to be ready as long as he promises to be happy. But the girl is gone now." Aksa's is sounding louder.

"If he were here at this time, I would ask his permission to put your name in one of the places in my heart. Suppose I could, you guys have a different place that I should fight for. But I'm helpless." Diandra clasped Aksa's hand warmly.

"Yudha had said it when they realized that they loved each other. Yudha asked for her blessing directly from me. He will take care of her and make her happy. But he left, and made us unable to keep that promise."

"You know, he's known it a long time ago. He knew, and so I never touched him during that fake wedding. He positioned himself well and tried not to hurt my ego. You know Di, Jeana would be so happy to know I found my love and I'm with her now."

Aksa's cry sounded louder and louder. Diandra pulled the young man into his arms. Her heart ached because she misunderstood her husband. He had even been selfish by separating the man from his sister.