Vortice In Vendetta

CHAPTER 19: Yudha Sandia

(THE STORY IN THIS CHAPTER IS MADE FROM THE POINT OF VIEW OF JUDHA)

I'm Yudha. I am a Predator…

Her name is Inara Sandia Wirabraja. She was seventeen at the time.she was my only older sister and she obliterated herself right before my eyes.

You know, it's heavy. Close your eyes and assume I never existed. Don't remember me, Jud. My time is up and this is God's will for us.

He was so calm when he sliced his own wrist right in front of my eyes.

I was shaking, my lips were completely silent. I don't even have the strength to scream. I watched it with my own eyes. How Inara came home that night with messy clothes and scars scattered all over her body.

I was thirteen years old at the time. I completely failed to understand all my frustration and fear. I was upset that he left me when I was so dependent on him. I was also terrified when I saw them bury Inara's body right in front of my eyes. I was also scared when I saw my mother fall unconscious so many times. Even the flames of anger that raged in Papa's eyes also gushed with him.

I was scared, I was upset and I was angry. That's why I think other people should feel it too. Feeling my annoyance, my anger and Inara's fear at that moment.

I started by leaving the house. One day, two days, three days. The period is increasing. I even started disappearing for weeks, months and even years.

I'm sure that even Papa and Mama might have forgotten that they also had me as their child and not just Inara.

I started hurting them on my run. Those who are innocent but are the reason for one's guilt.

I remember exactly what I was thinking at the time. I basically thought that this was all the fault of my parents. For those who are so indifferent to us because of their work.

Since then Inara has often forgotten home, as well as me. she lived a tormented life for the rest of her life. I have seen him cry many times. But unfortunately, he always smiled when he was in front of me.

You Stupid Girl! I thought he didn't even care about his own feelings. Then why should he think of me.

I started hurting girls one by one by kidnapping them and giving them to a predator's nest. I was young enough to never even be suspected. I slowly became someone's right hand. I had the strength and pain of a dagger accidentally stabbing its owner out of their back pocket.

I'm really dangerous. A teenager who has a soul like a lion. I'm at the top of the food chain you know. I hurt everyone who hurt. I'm just after the daughter of a criminal. Either they're an asshole or maybe a demon who plays the role of an angel.

Just as Inara was being harassed by Papa's business opponents and crushed her pride to pieces. It was almost sold at the time. If only he had not put himself in danger by running away from the place at the stake of his own life.

But she was a stupid girl. Why would he bother to run away if he also chose to end his own life.

Inara fuck! Even I still cursed him even though his soul might already be very calm up there. He really made me feel sorry and angry at the same time.

One by one the years began to pass, and I began to like my job as the top of the food chain. I became their leader. Because one by one the leaders who were against me also felt my safest that could never be avoided.

“Because everyone has a weakness in the form of people they love very much.” but I am different. Inara has long gone and I have stood firm without any weakness tucked away in my heart or conscience.

“What's up?” my question was very indifferent once a young man named Adelio came up to me to offer me a job.

“I want you to play. Play on! If necessary for a long time. You know the longer the game, the more fun it will be, right?” it's the more interesting it gets me.

I remembered that the last time I had been quite content playing with ending the life of a boy and not a woman from my target enemy. Maybe by living in his identity will be able to help me have more fun.

Taking care of an enemy as your own biological child, will not it invite a very expressive and emotional game. I can play two games at a time.

“OK!” answer's short.

I really didn't think the game would go on to this day.

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“You're scared of your brother?”

“I heard everything. I know who you are. I'm afraid they'll do you a favor Yud.” That girl could have just been holding me so tightly.she really confused me for a moment.

This is actually the thing I like. When my enemies cry for my help. Then it will be the most appropriate moment for me to make it feel more painful. But this time it felt different.  The girl said if she was afraid I'd get hurt. The girl tore my pride apart, but I might even feel warm.

What kind of feeling is this, Yudha? my curse is silent.

My hands clenched so hard as the girl tightened her arms.

“He who was kidnapped, sold and harassed to end his own life.he is indeed your brother. I understand you are upset, you are disappointed.but by doing the same, then what is your difference with them?” said the girl who made my emotions run high.

“Know what you know about my feelings! I'm happy and I'm happy, what do you want to say? A regret? It was never in Yudha.” dictionary My atonement.

“Don't be a demon to avenge them. You're just gonna add another victim, remember they're innocent. Being the dearest of a savage is not a mistake bang.” I gasped, my tongue frozen as well as my body. There was an unusual vibration that suddenly overwhelmed me at that moment.

“You know, I took you for the same reason?” I tried to make him intimidated.

“I know, and I agree. Therefore I am always by your side. “ replied the girl steadily.

“You know?” I really don't understand what's on that girl's mind right now. Why is he so stupid? If he knew, then why didn't he run away?

“If it can make Bang Lio's grudge disappear, and make you stop I don't matter. I just believe that you are a good person and I can feel it.”

My body's squeezing. I dropped my body next to the girl. We shared tears for a long time. He even hugged me and calmed me down. He knew that I wanted to eliminate him.

It really reminded me of Inara that night. Their eyes are similar. They sacrifice themselves for the person they love. At least that's what I found when I came back to this house a while ago.

Love letter from Inara to papa, that she loves him so much and does not want to be his weak point. They're both stupid, and that really makes me weak.