Vortice In Vendetta

CHAPTER 52: Jeana's Sadness

"I why Brother?" Jea tried to get up, but Yudha prevented him.

“Nothing. Rest first huh?”

“If it's okay, why are you crying?” Jeana urged him to give an answer. Yudha's crying broke out.

"You are pregnant Je." replied Yudha who made the girl freeze.

"But we just lost it. I'm negligent Je, I'm sorry." isak Yudha sounded desperate.

Jeana still did not show any expression. He just fell silent and froze in place. He was completely overwhelmed to interpret his feelings.

Just yesterday she was so sure not to give birth to the baby. But now, he was haunted by a huge feeling of guilt, because of the departure of his flesh and blood.

He is not even alive. But if he decides to take her to this cruel world. Then he will be more worried about the condition of the child later.

Three days passed. The girl is still under the close supervision of a team of hospital doctors. According to them, his condition worsened due to the mental pressure he was experiencing.

Yudha thought it was because of the passing of her son. But for Jeana it all happened because of her dilemma and also the guilt that was embedded in her.

“You know you're pregnant deck?” rana asked him one night where he asked Yudha to look after Jeana. The girl nodded.

“Terus why? Why use that extreme way. You know, if the age of the womb is so vulnerable. Why should we make such a plan?”

“I have no choice Brother. She'll suffer more if I give birth to her now. I don't want it to be my weakness and destroy all the plans I've been putting together so thoroughly all these years.”

“And now you are sorry?” asked Rana who made the girl shut up.

“I will definitely make up for all my mistakes later. But I can't risk it now. I must not have any weaknesses when facing Surya Kak.”

Rana had run out of words to convince the girl. He just hugged Jeana tightly and made the girl sob so strongly in his arms.

Yudha saw all of that. He saw his wife crying for the first time in three days. He did not hear all their conversations. But still, seeing his wife crying when not with him. Heart hurts.

That girl, she hid all her tears in front of her. He was afraid to share his wounds because he did not want to hurt him so far.

Yudha brought him home at night. Yudha decided to take him back to their residence rather than to his father's private island. According to Yudha, he will definitely need his family and his brother very much at this time. He didn't want the girl to be alone and swallow all her own wounds.

“Je, break yuk?” the girl was staring at the night ceiling with her eyes still blank.

His phone suddenly rang. There's a message coming in from Diandra for him.

I gave Jason the antidote. It's calmer now. His word.

The girl breathed in rough breathing.she put her phone back in her pocket.

“Je?” yudha again.

“Yuk break? It's night. Outside cold.” Yudha approached him and pulled his wife's body in.

He locked the balcony door before bringing his wife back in. He sat the girl on their bed and began to rest in front of her.

“I'm sorry, if I haven't been able to be a good husband to you.” He held Jeana's hand warmly.

The girl's cry broke. He shook his head strongly. She knew that it was her fault, not her husband's. But he could not tell all the truth to Yudha at this time. He was so afraid of all the truth. It would severely hurt Yudha later.

“Kak Yudha, hug.” The girl put her lips together and raised her hands towards Yudha. A drop after another tear began to escape out of his eye patch.

“Je.” Yudha chuckled at the attitude of the girl who looked very sweet in her eyes. He no longer wasted the opportunity and immediately welcomed the hand of his wife who was always considered tiny.

They hugged very tightly. Yudha lifted the girl's body onto her lap without a second taking off their arms. The girl still continued to cry and made Yudha's shoulder wet with her tears welling up.

“Hey, don't cry for long. His head hurts later.” He seduces his wife. But the sentence actually made the girl's sobbing louder.

Yudha patted the girl's shoulder trying to calm her down. And sure enough, so calm, he even fell asleep in that position. He looked like a little boy who had fallen asleep after crying in his mother's arms.

Yudha moved Jea's body onto the bed and wrapped it properly. As usual, he wears his arm as a pillow so that the girl can feel the warmth and comfort from him.

He fell asleep like a tired baby after playing. His breathing sounds smoother than before. He really is calm at the moment.

Yudha held him closer and tighter. He inhaled the scent of the girl deeply. It's been a long time since he's spent the night with his little wife.

He had been sulking for too long and left. And stupidly he just let it go.

He knew exactly what stubborn Jea was. He didn't want to disturb her just so they could get further away. He should give her space. Because if not, then the girl will go very far away from him. He does not want to repeat the mistakes made by Aksa until he lost his little girl.

And for Jeana, he thought the same. Suppose that Yudha was harsh and urged him from the beginning. Maybe his last path is to leave. And her husband would never know anything about her pregnancy.

Even though they may have lost it by now. The fruit of their love, and it's all because of his selfishness.

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Jeana restarts all her activities along with all the condolences from her fans over the news of her loss.

They denounced his personal assistant who was none other than Aini. Inevitably, he indeed had to make the girl a victim. It would be too risky for the girl to always be next to him.

His love for Arsen never really reciprocated. Arsen just used his feelings to take care of his sister. Now he has failed, and that means his mission time is over.

He had to leave from the girl's side. Diandra will replace him. And this is the best option ever.

“I'm sorry, but I'm really disappointed. I can't let you take care of Jeana anymore. He's the most precious treasure of my life Ai.” Reject Arsen without further ado.

He wished the girl was hurt and no longer expected it. It was better, because he always thought he was not a good person.