
"What the fuck is this Je? You didn't even discuss it with me?" as expected Yudha questioned her role in the drama written and in her own screenplay by Jeana.
"What does it mean to me as your husband? If I never really understood who you are."
I am the brother of the man who killed your brother Jud. What can I say to make you hate me?
"I've arranged everything maturely. And I hope Brother Yudha supports me." said the girl as if she did not need any approval.
"What are you really looking for Je? Why should I go so far? Has everything been lacking, is our happiness lacking until you have to disturb the lives of others?"
"I'm messing with whose life is Sis?" jeana's tone of voice suddenly shot up. He seems to reject Yudha's statement against him.
"Happiness Aksa. You did it for Aksa, right? What's that important now? Our family is happy now." Yudha grabbed Jeana's hand, but the girl brusquely brushed her aside.
"Its important to me, brother. As long as Brother Aksa still thinks I'm Jeana, then that's all a problem. I don't want him hanging up his life just for me.
Until when will he continue to hope and stop fighting for his life? He also deserves to be happy, brother." replied the girl as if she was about to start a fight.
"That's important to you Je. You are my wife and you chose me. Are you sorry now? You're sorry after giving up all your life for me Je? Huh yeah?" yudha made an assumption.
"Right, and I'm sorry that I had to live in someone else's identity. Living in hiding forever." Jeana started playing with her tears and shook Yudha's heart.
"Do you think I'm happy when I see my mother and sister living without identity while another woman is casually sitting on her throne?
You think I forgot, same Mother Clara who made Jason live like crazy?
And you think I accepted too, lost all my childhood and sacrificed my marriage at a young age. They insulted me as a girl who conceived out of wedlock. Marrying at a young age and hiding all identities. I want to bury it all, brother.
I want everyone to think that Jeana's dead. Because that's all that makes me think that my true destiny is different. I hate my own destiny, I hate it."
The girl was crying but Yudha just looked at her. He really could not understand his heart at this moment. On the one hand, he understood so much the girl's overflowing feelings after all this time he held everything back by himself.
But on the other hand, it was like seeing someone else. The Jeana he knew would always be mature and face problems with a cool head.
The girl even understood all her previous actions. And what he is doing now, he is acting like a sulking child. He tried to destroy what was in front of his eyes in one strike. He really did not understand the girl at this time.
He left it alone. He also needs time to examine everything, and they are both in an emotional state at the moment. There will be no good fruitful conversation in emotional conditions.
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"Mama understands what Jea is going through right now. Everything around her is currently related to her past as Jeana. He has to live with a different identity. That must have tortured him so much.
Moreover, he had just lost his son. Someone he believed to be part of the original. He even left before he could greet her. It was only natural that his emotions were as unstable as that. I hope you understand Yudha" said Angela trying to calm her angry daughter-in-law.
I can what? I'm frustrated, Ma." Yudha ruffled her coarse hair. His emotions are really peaking at the moment.
Angela prepared a glass of green tea to help Yudha relax a bit. The young man took a sip of it and examined all the words of his in-laws.
She did not act as the mother of the girl. He was just trying to be the middleman between the two.
Even Yudha thought Angela was right. With all the conditions, starting from the hormones of pregnancy, to the feeling of depression due to the loss of a child. His wife must have suffered more.
He also just got his memory. Coupled with his unstable emotions about their household. In retrospect, it was Yudha who gave him a lot of trouble from the start.
As expected Yudha also chose to give up and apologize to his wife. But when he arrived in his private room, his wife was not there. He disappeared and left, and again without his permission.
Brother Yudha, I went to see Papa.
He just left a note that he put on the glass of the dresser. Again, he managed to make Yudha's emotions explode and rose to the top of his head.
The girl had always asked for his permission before. But not anymore, it's completely changed. Fortunately, he had already asked one of his men to follow Jeana secretly.
"Hurry and tell me where my wife is!" he snapped it to someone across the phone, before even having time to say the word 'Hello'.
"All right, I'll be right there." He immediately closed his phone and left for the location mentioned.
Jeana feels frustrated for a moment, she starts acting rashly by going to the hut where Mr. Sanjaya is alone without any escort from his confidant.
He still locked Jason in there. No one has realized that he disappeared, because of his habit of rarely going home.
He arrived at the hut almost at night. He brought food for Mr. Sanjaya and Jason.
Jason is no longer tied up, he can be free and move as he pleases. But just in case he installed a hidden camera and also locked the door from the inside.
"Sister Ray's sorry." he hugged Jason's body very tightly and cried there. Mr. Sanjaya could only smile warmly when he saw the brotherhood of the two of them that was so strong even after being separated for a long time.
"I'm the one who's sorry. I made it hard for you." Jason returned his brother's embrace.
They hugged for so long that they did not realize there was the presence of an unwanted person.
"Jea, what are you doing?" yudha said in a voice full of disappointment when she saw his wife hugging another man.
He caught her from the back of the girl. He could not see Jason's face clearly.