
"Jea.." Everyone mourned the poor girl's departure. All of his belongings were revealed including the last letter he wrote to his family members.
Brother Yudha,
Brother how are you? Must be good huh?
Don't be sad, or I'll be sadder.
Brother Yudha, I am finally brave. I have the power to admit everything and I want Brother Yudha to be the first to know.
I want to be honest, about all the feelings I've been holding back and never been able to express. About all the moments that ruined me most in my life, but I always pretended to be tough.
I hope, if anyone should know about this secret. Then it's you.
Sis, today I am broken. I intend to abort my own son. I want to abort our son, our son. But I can assure him that I did it because I had to. Because I never had a choice.
He would regret being born to a mother like me. My fight is still very long and it will be hard. I don't want to make it difficult later.
I'm sorry, brother, for having intended to sacrifice someone who isn't even alive. He is a part of you. It was my whole life.
Let them know that he is gone, but I will always take care of him with me. With an unlucky mother like me.
Yudha. He spent all his time alone in his room. He caught up with Jea at the time, but it was too late. It came at an inopportune time.
He's already lost it. Someone he loved very much. And it's all because of his demeanor.
He opened strands after strands of the diary the girl had left behind. He acted as if he was repeating his moment with them. Even if only in his imagination.
Today, the first day of shooting. Although known as Aylana and not Jea, I am very happy because Yudha is with me.
The man I always wanted and asked God for his presence.
Lord, I will not complain of being born in this state. I won't be sad because all my family members are away. But I'd be so sad, if you took it from me.
Yudha turned the pages of the diary. Everything is about him. About him who was always in the heart of the girl, even though he never revealed it.
The one who eliminated Inara was my sister. My father did it. He took Inara to make her an object of practice.
My father was a demon, and he involved my brother in it. How could he let Inara off guard and
hallucinate that badly.
He was trying to lure him to end his life. And then skin her to take the contours of her beautiful face.
That face is on Diandra. What am I gonna do now? I can't even hate Diandra because she's helpless. Brother Yudha, please help me.
There were so many tears in the yard. Yudha could very clearly imagine how she felt when she wrote it all down.
“You are not wrong Je. Born from the wrong person is not a mistake.” His issue is becoming.
Life without Jeana really feels hard for her. He has spent almost half his life with the girl. The sudden feeling of loss was indeed very torturing to him.
No one can comfort him. Not even his family. He just keeps himself busy with his work. He often spends his time melting and very rarely goes home.
Sometimes Aksa comes to see him and spends time drinking together. Only alcohol can soothe both wounds. The two of them were people who fell so deeply into the charm of a Jeana. Nothing could replace the presence of the girl.
******THE END******
Hi guys. I do have plans to make this chapter not too long. Going straight to the point. Hopefully you all like it.
Next I'll go on to detail it.
See you in Chapter 2:)