Very Painful Feelings

section 9

Heartlifia pov amulet ***

When I took lessons at that time, I really could not concentrate because my mass shadow was quite dark in High School

The flash back

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When I first entered high school, I did not have a friend, I was really cute at that time

Wherever I am alone. I really want to have a friend but why no one wants to be friends with me

"Luna why is the picket schedule Monday and Thursday just me? I couldn't possibly finish it all by myself.I need two or three more people for the picket" I told Luna who was the class leader at the time

He is also the vice-chairman of the isis

in that time

"Luna's decision can no longer be disputed. Luna's decision is absolute! You're in the law!" luna said to me

"On law? What am I wrong?" much

"You have dared to dispute the rules I made" said Luna

Both of Luna's friends dragged me to the bathroom.

I screamed for help to anyone but they just kept quiet and looked at me with disdainful eyes

I was doused with various detergents and water from the bath, at that time I looked as hard as I could. After the incident I just kept quiet and didn't say anything at school.

I went through all of Luna's crimes alone for two years, I didn't report to the teacher or tell my own parents. I could have avenged their actions more cruelly and much more easily, and stupidly I. I don't want to do it, somehow I don't know.

At that time I thought that the power's punishment was far more appropriate. And when I went up to the 12th grade Arisa came to that school, every time I came home to her, I also told Arisa everything I experienced at school.

When she moved to High School where I did not expect much, I really did not think that Arisa would do that. I was breathing softly then, but I was again tormented when papa decided to marry a second time.

"Is aunt Himeko pretty?" much

"Yes." said papa.

"Tomorrow Aunt Himeko will come here, won't you?" me

"Yes, he'll come with his son tomorrow" he said

"Tante Himeko has a child?" I'm keget

"Honey she'll be your sister, her name is Himiko. The name is similar" said papa

"Himiko? But Aunt Himeko is still young pa" I said

"The face may be young but the age of my dear Silva" papa

Since then my life began to be haunted by a new demon in my own home

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Flash back off

"Okay our lesson until here first." said the lecturer.

"So what's the job?" ask Renata to me

"What duty?" ask me back to him

"The task of the lecturer" said Renata

"Tasks?" I still don't understand, my mind was big at the time

"You're not thinking about the prince of Europe, are you?" Arisa

"Yes, it's not Ar" me

"Keep you think what the fuck isn't that concentration?" Arisa

"Gue... I´m... I´m... I miss papa" I said to my friends

"Today Renata hugged" said Renata hugging Silva

"To yuk's library" said Arisa

"Create a task, right?" Renata

"Yes" Arisa

"Let's go" I

We went to the library and suddenly our eyes were on Rachael who was sitting together with Steinar

"Burrack"

I jatoh nabrak people because I see them continue.

When I see the guy I hit

"The devil" said Arisa with a faint look at Himiko

Renata helped me wake up

Then Himiko whispered something in my ear

My heart flinched after hearing what Himiko whispered to me. After that he left, I was the same Renata and Arisa entered the library which happened to be very quiet

"Aakhs!" I screamed out of annoyance

"Why? What did the devil say?" Arisa

"Try the story to me? What's up?" ask Renata

"That's something ordinary. He said I was still under his supervision" I said

"Gue still belom can be free, I think I can be free. He also said, "I stopped talking.

"What did he say?" ask Renata curiously

"He said what Sil?" asked Arisa who kept urging me

"She said let's go back to how it was" I replied

"Have you?" ask Renata

"That means that the attitude of the demon killing the highest level of Himiko has returned when your condition is better?" ask Arisa who is still thinking about it

"The time where I got my guidance is over. Starting tonight I'm back in torment isn't it? Oh no" I

"Silva Heartlifia huh?"

I saw who had come, and it was Rachael alone without her two loyal bodyguards

"Ah yes." said I.

"You seem to have a close relationship with Himiko?" ask Rachael

"Close relationship?" ask me to pretend I don't know

Last time I saw the Rachael was talking to the prince of Europe, and now he's my friend to ask me I have a close relationship ma Himiko

Maybe she saw Himiko whisking something to me? And after that, Rachael suspects that I have a relationship with Himiko?

"Gue doesn't even know Himiko I don't know who she is" I told Rachael

"What does Himiko's sister whisper in your ear?" ask Rachael

"She said I should be careful" I said

"It happened to hit him on purpose, didn't it? So that you can deket Himiko's sister?" ask Rachael

"Yesum! I really did not intentionally. Make me mode so I can decet the same ice cubes" I

Renata laughed

"Solva has a boyfriend, Himiko has nothing compared to Silva" Renata said

Kampret nih son very late to talk about it

"Interesting drama" Arisa's inner

"Yes Sil" said Renata

"That's how" I am

"That's yeah... I'm sorry I misunderstood you, so I'll go see you" Rachael said

Rachael goes

"You mean what anjir" I said to Renata

"Let's get the problem" Renata said

Then the three of us were silent, Arisa took out her laptop to do the task that the lecturer gave her earlier. Because I do not understand the task why Renata explained what the lecturer explained from beginning to end

"Don't you?" ask Renata

"I know now" I

After we had done the work, we went outside to find lunch

"What's good to eat?" Renata

"Gue wants to eat soto nih" said Arisa looking around her

"Gue wants to eat sweet" Renata said

"Silva"

I see who called my name

"Any european prince?" much

"I'm Ingvar.Temen deketnya Steinar" said Ingvar.

"What's wrong Ing?" much

"You want lunch, right?" ask Ingvar

"Ehem... " Renata started to focus on her cellphone

"Yes, we want lunch" I

"Why do we have lunch with me just like Steinar?" Ingvar

"Oh... Where are we going to have lunch?" Renata aborigin nyahut

"Okay, you're coming with me now" Ingvar

We followed where Ingvar went and soon we reached a restaurant where Steinar was sitting

Steinar smiles at me

"Please sit down" Ingvar said

I was sitting right in front of Steinar at the time

"You're the pesen I paid for everything" Steinar said

To be continue

By: Kousei