Very Painful Feelings
section 15
In the past when he was in the 11th grade of Farida High School, he had been proposed by a very rich son of a pengusha.They planned to get married when Farida graduated from High School
But when Farida climbs into 12th grade High School there is news that her future husband is in a traffic accident and dies. It was after this that Farida decided to focus on her education.
Back to Himiko who got home very tired
"I shouldn't wear a ring" he said, looking annoyed at his finger
He was still trying to remove the ring starting with soap, oil, etc but still not off
"My clothes almost all day long have not come off as well" said Himiko annoyed at the sight of his finger
Farida herself had arrived at her dormitory she saw her ring finger where there was the same ring as Himiko.
"This ring is given to Dani... When he was alive, it used to fit my finger just the same size but when I tried to take it off... Suddenly not coming off. It was hard to get away" Farida said in her heart as she pulled the ring on her finger that never left
Then the sound came, Farida saw who was calling
"Sister?" inner Farida
Farida answered the phone from her sister
"Hello brother? Yes, I was in the dorm... Yes, I understand, you don't have to worry... Okay" said Farida, who hung up the phone from her sister
Triana, who was still busy writing, remembered Himiko, then she looked at the photo of Himiko that was taken last time. After looking at Himiko's photo, Triana resumed her activities
"It looks like the story I made this time will be longer... I can't finish this story alone... Do I have to find an editor?" said Triana who stopped writing and looked at her laptop screen
Suddenly the sound
Without seeing who called Triana directly answered the phone
Triana thought it was a call from her book publishing team or customer.
"Hello here Triana can I help you?" ask Triana
How are you?- Himiko
Triana was instantly speechless after hearing that voice
"Hi... Miko?" inner Triana
Hey I asked you. Don't just shut up Himiko.
After that Triana smiled if the voice was Himiko's voice, Triana was very familiar with that voice
"How good are your own news?" Triana
Yes, I'm fine... I miss you so much, you don't miss me?- Himiko
"Gue also misses you Him.gue wants to hear the story that you experienced during the trip to Japan" Triana.
That's her! You have to be secretive about everything you know right now... Don't tell anyone if I'm still alive please Triana-Himiko
"Yes yes... So how's the story" Triana
I sent it via email to Himiko
"Can..." Triana
Btw I've read all your stories by Himiko
"His time Him? What do you think? I really want to hear your opinion about the work I made" Triana seneng really
Everything is great, the story is so cool. But what I like most is that if it is not wrongly called Love on Mars-Himiko
"Yes it tells about the feeling of a girl who is quite innocent and really likes other people who have a character that is not good" Triana
Da... The girl did not dare to express her feelings, I wonder why people in her tribe should be such men anyway? Strange girl huh-Himiko
"In that story every day the girl always sees it, and watches the man silently .." Triana
just get there... I haven't read it until it's over - Himiko
"Oh that's it" Triana
By the way about Silva.how is he now - Himiko.
"Silva..." Triana stopped talking for a moment
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Silva himself was seen sitting on Arisa's bed that night. Silva came to see Arisa to confide in her usual manner
"But you and Stein didn't break up, did they?" asked Arisa who was still confused
The flash back
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Silva and Steinar's relationship has been strained by the Silva and Steinar families
Both parents disagree
"So how?" asked Silva who was already feeling tired from all this
"Let's go together and start a new chapter" Steinar
"Don't be crazy... I can't do such a thing" Silva
"Silva I love you!I don't want to part with you Sil!" Steinars
"But you've seen it for yourself, haven't you? How are my parents and your parents?! We better end our relationship here, I'm tired" Silva
"Sister Stein?" Silva
"Have you really loved me all this time? Or are you just pretending to love me? Or have you never loved me all this time? Answer me" Steinar
"Sister Steinar, I love you" Silva
"Don't lie! Lately when you and I saw each other, I saw someone else in your eyes and that opened me up! " Steinars
Silva lowered his head down
"I'm sorry, it's true, there are people I've been thinking about all this time... Sorry" Silva said slowly
"I should have realized earlier... But I keep forcing you. How do you feel?" Steinars
Then they shut up
"If it's the best, good-bye Silva" Steinar said, leaving Silva
"Thank you for the love you've given me all along" Silva said slowly
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Flash back off
"So who do you like that?" ask Arisa
"Himiko" Silva said bluntly
Arisa's eyes widened in shock
"Himiko. I love Himiko, nor did I expect that the person I love is Himiko" Silva said very clearly
"But the demon kang is already..." Arisa
"No! He's a demon, the devil won't die so easily!" silva said cutting off Arisa's speech with
"I'll look for him... I'm sure he's alive" Silva
That night, Himiko walked to the restaurant she had built with her two friends
"Good night everyone" said Himiko who threw a knife at Mega
"Haiti!" said Mega caught him
"It's almost about you Mega's leg" Himiko said as she picked up the tomatoes
Then Shina came and saw Himiko. Himiko, who felt the same way as Shina, continued to look back at Shina
"What's wrong?" ask Himiko
"It's if Him jan is angry with me, Gue asked for help" said Shina who was anxious with Himiko
"Let's go... I have missed all of yesterday. It was easy for Shin" said Himiko, starting to pick up the cooking ingredients in front of him
And...
Suddenly, Himiko's eyes suddenly became very dark
"What happened to me?" himiko's inner being is very kegety
"Him?"
"Himiko?"
"You why?"
"Oi don't want to take me dong"
Only the voices of Shina and Mega could be heard. But she could not see because her eyes became so dark that Himiko fell and her eyes closed
He is trapped by memories of the past
"How does it feel?" ask Himiko to Silva
"It's normal" Silva replied
"Absually you say?!" Himiko
"You asked me what it felt like, right? I answered how I felt! And it feels really ordinary..." Silva
"During this time the food I cooked had a very distinctive and delicious taste... You lied to me" Himiko
"Yes... Well, I did lie to you. Your cooking is so good" Silva
"Because our parents left, and you sucked in the kitchen, too. I'll be the chef in this house" Himiko
"What did you say? I suck in the kitchen?!" Silva
"It's been... It doesn't matter" Himiko
Although Himiko and Silva often quarrel but Silva always eat Himiko's food until it runs out
"Himiko... "
Himiko heard a voice from Shina who kept calling her name from earlier
Slowly Himiko opened her eyes, she felt her head was very dizzy
To be continue
By: Kousei
