Very Painful Feelings

Very Painful Feelings
part 21



Akabane Himiko Pov's


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I was confused what I should do. But what is clear now is that my stepmother was immediately arrested, until whenever I would never forgive her.


Today I was really busy with my work


"Himiko, Shina you just go home... It's my turn" said Mega wearing his great white hat


Shina was still asleep on the long bench, she looked very exhausted


"Alright" said Shina quietly in her sleep then she woke up.With a staggering body she came out of the kitchen


"Happy work, Mega" I told her and followed Shina out


I walked towards my house and on my way I was stopped by Farida. I wonder why he came to see me? Does he have a need for me?


Farida took my hand and looked at her ring which I could not escape


"I... Give this to you" said Farida putting one more ring on my hand


"What?" I was surprised


Why was that wedding ring given to me?


"It would be more fitting if you had both... You are free to give one of them to the one you love someday" Farida said


"But" I


"I don't need it anymore" Farida cut my words


"So I'll take good care of this... Arigatou" I said


"Together, then I'll go home. See you later" said Farida, who ran away from me


Then I continued my journey back after I got home to take a shower and tried to remove the ring stuck on my ring finger, It turned out to be very difficult to remove.


"Sialaaaaaaaan very difficult anjir" I said annoyed tugging at the ring


And I kept the other ring in a little box. There I thought of a boy named Farida saying that I was free to give one of these rings to the woman I love.


When I was busy thinking about her words I suddenly remembered Triana, she told me to meet Silva and after talking to my sister I forgot about her.


That night I called him again, and I was lucky that he answered my phone


"Triana" I'm


Hey isn't this the hour where you should rest Mr Akabane Himiko?-Triana


"I want to apologize to you" I said


Pardon you? For what?-Triana


"So I was too absorbed in talking to Silva and I forgot about you" I said


Oh, my God, relax... I'm fine, I'm so happy that you and she can be better


"Yes that's... You're really okay, aren't you?" I suddenly worried about him


Don't think of me... I'm fine-Triana


"Well then I hang up. Good night" I said, turning off my phone


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Normal Pov's


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Triana is busy with her laptop, she feels very dizzy with the story she is currently making. Then he was shocked by Farida's return to his room, Triana immediately closed her laptop


"I brought food" said Farida


"You eat first, right? Brother is still full" Triana said


"It's been" said Farida


Farida opened her lunchbox and started eating voraciously while fiddling with her cellphone. Meanwhile Triana re-opened her laptop and started typing


"Sister" call Farida while eating and playing HP


"Content dining is always crowded, sister" said Farida


Hearing the name of the House Eating Taste Tiana immediately stopped its activities.


"Yes, because all the food there is delicious and the halal is also awake" Triana said


"The restaurant is becoming very famous in the near future, the chef is also young" Farida said


"You're right" Triana


Farida is eager to ask how close she is to Himiko but Farida undoes her intentions because every question asked about Triana's guy always shifts the topic of her conversation.


"The chef over there is cool and all right?" said Farida who pretended to imagine the faces of Himiko, Mega, and Shion while eating


Triana looked towards her sister, she grew more and more curious about how close her sister was to Himiko.


"What about Himiko's brother and chef's relationship?" ask Farida


"Eh? Our relationship is good" Triana replied "then what about you? You're also quite close to her, aren't you?" triana asked her sister


"I'm not close to her sister" Farida replied reassuring her sister


"Hahaha close is also okay" said Triana who then looked at her laptop screen, she tried to ignore her feelings to Himiko


Farida who was still busy eating continued to pay attention to her sister, Farida felt that her sister was hiding a lot from her. The more curious Farida is with her brother who is quite introverted and mysterious, Farida becomes increasingly curious and intends to find out a detective.


At 1 a.m


While Triana was fast asleep, Farida looked for something in her sister's bag. She hopes to get her sister, Farida does it because she wants to get to know her sister more closely without any secrets and something to cover up again.


In Triana's bag, Farida finds nothing but a camera she carries with her wherever she goes. Farida checked the photo on the camera at first she was bored because since then only natural scenery was photographed by Triana, then Farida saw that Triana was taking her picture too secretly.


"Haha big brother shit, why is he taking pictures of me while I'm peeling like this anyway? But my disgrace is so much more, he really is the worst photographer ever" said Farida, who continues to look at the next photo.


Farida fell silent after she saw a considerable photo of Himiko. But from the photo, Himiko looks willing to be the object of Triana's photo. From there, Farida finally finds out that her sister likes Himiko.


And the next day when Farida left for her campus, she decided to take the train. But unfortunately that morning in his passenger train was quite a lot so he had to crammed and feel crowded.


"Sialaaaaaan, in times like this there are usually naughty hands of perverts. I have to stay alert" Farida's deeply upset mind


Unaccustomed to such conditions, Farida felt very dizzy and she lost her balance in holding so much that she fell on someone's lap.


"Are you okay?"


Farida was shocked, and saw who that person was. That person was none other than Mega, one of the chefs of the flavor restaurant. Farida felt that she was much more handsome than the one in the photo, and this was the first time Farida had seen her.


"Sorry, I'm a little dizzy" said Farida who was about to wake up but she herself was confused how?


"Just calm down, stay like this until there's a chance you can stand. It is not uncommon for the train to be this full" said Mega calmly


"Yes" said Farida


"You went to college near a taste restaurant, right? What's yourname?" tanya Mega's


"Farida" said Farida who felt helpless with her charm Mega


"Farida huh? You're Indonesian?" tanya Mega saw it


"Yes" answered Farida


"Are you reading Triana's novel?" tanya Mega's


"I didn't read it, was the novel good?" ask Farida


This time Mega talked about her brother who was greatly admired, Mega did not know that the girl in his lap was his sister.


"Yes, I think all his work is very good, the last time he made a sad ending novel at first I thought the end of the story would be happy, but in the end the story will end as clean as that I even cried. If you're free, I think you should read it too" Mega said


"That's it, you're just like Himiko. She is also a big fan of Triana, she even met Triana often" Farida said


"Eh? Really true?" tanya Mega who looks quite surprised to know that


"Where do you know that? You know Himiko?" ask Mega again to Farida


"Ask Himiko" Farida replied


To be continue


By: Kousei