Very Painful Feelings
section 20
Farida went to her sister's apartment but Triana wasn't there. Then Farida called Triana, and asked her where Triana was, after Triana told her whereabouts Farida finally went after Triana
Triana herself was still writing in a public library not far from her apartment.
And five minutes later Farida came
"What's wrong? Tumben you're looking for me?" ask Triana while typing
"Sister, you know Silva Heartlifia?" ask Farida curiously
Hearing the name Silva Heartlifia from Farida, Triana immediately stopped her activities
"So what did you say? Sil-Silva Heartlifia?" triana asked who was very surprised to hear the name called
"Yes. Brother know him?" ask Farida
"No... I don't know, why?" ask Triana curiously
"So I accidentally hit him on the street. She said she had come to Japan to look for her sister" Farida said
"Himiko" inner Triana
"Oh yes brother... Triana does not know Himiko yet?" ask Farida slowly
Triana was somewhat shocked after hearing Himiko's name which was mentioned by her sister just now
"You, you know Himiko?" ask Triana
"Yes she's alive" Farida said clearly
"I know that Himiko is still alive" Triana said softly
Farida was stunned to see her sister
"You can't tell anyone about Himiko" Triana told her sister
"What's the matter, brother?" ask Farida curiously
"I've promised not to tell Himiko all the secrets to anyone, but Farida." Triana's mind began to think hard.
"Sister?" ask Farida again
"Farida... I can't tell you the truth yet. I'm sorry" Triana said softly
Farida was silent because she was shocked to find her brother hiding something from her with Himiko
"Farida?" ask Triana
"Akh yes, it's okay if you don't want to say it." replied Farida slowly.
Triana held onto Farida's two hands and said "Thank you Farida"
That night they both went home together
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In Farida's bedroom, she still sees her original ring given by her future husband
"The only one I gave Himiko, then the fake one I gave to Silva and the real one is still there for me, oh my God, what have I done?" inner Farida
Farida then covered her entire body up to her face. Inside the blanket he felt a strangeness beside him.
And it was Triana who woke up from her sleep
"Huufh" Triana was bored and came down from her bed she opened her laptop again, Triana was silent looking at the screen of her laptop where there was a lot of documents.
He opened one of his corals entitled Sudeni itta which has not yet been so then continued his writing activities.
"Hemm yes I made Himiko as a role model for the commander character here... I can't believe all the ideas flowed continuously from yesterday. Like an endless waterfall" inner Triana
Himiko called that night
"Hello? "
How are you? - Himiko
"Good"
Thank goodness - Himiko
"Tumben called me?"
Because I want to hear your voice-Himiko
Triana was silent and smiling
How silent? Say hello-Himiko
"What are you talking about" Triana said
About your latest story... Not yet? - Himiko
"Almost so... "
Almost huh? I can't wait to read it..Tonight you stayed up huh?-Himiko
"Yes I'm staying up late... "
Oh yea... I really want to meet you Triana - Himiko
"Degh"
Triana's heart suddenly beat very fast after Himiko said that
"I want to see you too" Triana said
See you sometime. -Himiko.
"Byeah, I'm also in Japan right now"
Are you in Japan? Yaudah if so tomorrow stop by the Himiko-flavored restaurant
"Huh? Whahuh? "Triana
Okey... Anyway, tomorrow you have to stop by... I'm waiting for ya-Himiko
"Eng... " Triana
So it was Triana to see you tomorrow. - Himiko.
Himiko hung up the phone, Triana patted her head
"Campus... My heart is still beating very fast, Triana, you're just Himiko's best friend" Triana said
Triana closed her lapotary, she felt like she had lied to herself
Yes actually Triana really loves Himiko but she just keeps her love because in addition to not dare to express her feelings she also feels inappropriate for Himiko.
And the next day Farida went early to her campus and Triana herself went to the flavor restaurant.
There he sat and Himiko did not come out for long
"Hi" Himiko
"Hi too... " Triana
Himiko sat in front of Triana with her chin propped up and looked at Triana's face
"What do you want to eat?" ask Himiko
"Fried rice" Triana
"What else does it matter?" Himiko
"Teh angel... " Triana
"Continue?" ask Himiko again
"That's it" Triana replied.
"I didn't think of anything" Triana said
"It's like that thought..." Himiko
"Just think about how the story goes... That's it anyway"
"Let's get a leak I did.I doang pleasee about what the story is" Himiko.
"Don't be" Triana
Himiko looked directly at her servant
"Fried rice is the same as anget tea huh" Himiko said
"OK." said his servant.
Himiko again looked at Triana
"Oh yeah... Do you know if Silva is here yet?" ask Triana
Himiko was silent for a moment, she was quite shocked after hearing that Silva was in Japan
"Silva in Japan?" ask Himiko
"He's in Japan, he's looking for you Himiko" Triana explained
Then the food order Triana came
"Good fun" said the waiter and left
"Silva looking for me?" Himiko
"My sister met him yesterday, Himiko maybe she's sure you're alive" Triana said
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Without them noticing the person they were just talking about came and sat down at a place not far from Himiko and Triana
Yes Silva. Silva was unaware that Himiko and Triana were there. When Triana began to eat the food, her eyes immediately turned to Silva
His eating activity immediately stopped and pointed Himiko's face towards the direction where Silva was sitting
"Silva?" Himiko
Himiko saw Triana she no longer knew what she should do
"Jude samperin there... Cepetan" Triana pushed Himiko
Finally Himiko got up from her seat and walked towards Silva
Silva who had been busy with his cellphone had stopped because he was approached by someone
He saw who it was and he was very surprised who he was currently facing
"Hi... Hii...Hii... Himiko?" silva said
"Hi how are you?" Himiko
Silva immediately hugged Himiko with a teary face
"He... He's... He's... I miss you as much as you are the devil" Silva
Himiko who only kept silent when hugged by Silva also returned his embrace
"Me too.."Himiko.
"I've been looking for you all this time" Silva
Then Silva took off his embrace and wiped his tears
"Why are you hiding your identity?" ask Silva
"Come" Himiko
"You really have my intentions, right?" Silva
"You've finally done it and it's hard to manage anyway" Himiko
"You're saying it's like the devil who doesn't hate to try?" Silva
Himiko pulled her hair back
"Btw, you called me sister, right? "Himiko
"No... " Rivel
"Don't lie... " Himiko
"Hemmm yes... " Rivel
Himiko sat down, and Silva also sat down
"Do you know you're here?" ask Himiko
Silva was silent to see Himiko's current figure, Himiko who was currently sitting in front of him was different from Himiko who used to be.
Himiko who is now much calmer, her thoughts are also mature and still charismatic.
"Papa mama doesn't know about my departure" Silva said
"You didn't tell me to go back to Indonesia, did you?" ask Himiko
Silva was silent
"I'm going to stay here forever" Himiko said bluntly
"okay... It doesn't matter if you stay here, you have the right to choose a place to live. I just want to make sure you're alive and right" Silva said
Himiko fell silent and lowered her head
"I'm glad you're okay" Himiko said and returned to see Silva
"Hemmm if you can, I... I want to stay with you" Silva
Himiko was stunned
"Why?" ask Himiko
Himiko suddenly rang, Himiko picked up the phone she saw from Kazumi
Himiko your stepmother has arrived in Japan she is still under my supervision at this time. So you just take it easy-Kazuma
"Arigatou sir Kazuma" said Himiko who remained calm
Silva silently watched Himiko's ring on the ring finger of her right hand
Silva felt like he had seen the ring he finally recalled the moment he and Farida collided on the road
Farida said she had a pair of wedding rings and one of them was given to someone
The ring really looks like the fake ring I sold before... Did he give the ring to Himiko huh? Did the person who collided with me yesterday know Himiko? Or maybe Himiko and she are in a serious relationship.
"I can't say that I love him" Silva said
After speaking with Kazuma. Himiko saw Silva again
"So how? You haven't answered my question, have you?" ask Himiko
"Ah forget it... " Rivel
Meanwhile Triana got out of her seat and left the restaurant
He walked to the public library where he could read the novels, study Japanese kanji and write quietly
To be continue
By: Kousei
