Very Painful Feelings

section 12

Back to Silva who was in a car with Steinar who was traveling at the time

"Gue what was the dream? Dreams in broad daylight are very strange "inner Silva

"Silva you're okay, right?" ask Steinar

"No, I'm okay" Silva

"So my friend did not enter, he was usually diligent" said Steinar

"Son Ingvar huh?" ask Silva

"No, but Himiko" Steinar

"Himiko didn't come in? Really tumben? But why didn't he come in? Is there a schedule or isn't he usually in?" inner Silva wonder

Silva's mind was chaotic at the time

And that night Himiko locked the door to her room, when Silva came home at the dinner table was served very good food

Himiko was just looking at her picture with her father at the time

"Himiko, you're not eating?" silva asked knocking on the door of his canal

"Gue ate the bastard! Where did you come home at this hour?" ask Himiko rudely

Hearing Himiko's way of speaking who was still the same as usual, Silva's worry finally disappeared

"It's not your thing, you didn't go in, did you?!" Silva

"So I went to the house, then I opened it in the hospital!" himiko said loudly from inside the room

"I'm lying" inner Himiko

Silva smiled again and left

"Looks like he's doing well" Silva said

And the next day their parents came home, Silva was very happy when his dear papah came home besides that they intended to vacation together

"What about you, Himiko?" ask Himeko

"Mom, papah, I don't think I can come. You see tomorrow I will go with the lecturer there is something I have to do. I'm busy, I'm still managing the organization" Himiko said

"You're more concerned about your lecturer than your family, Himiko?" ask Rusdian Silva's real father

"My darling it doesn't matter if Himiko doesn't come. Since childhood Himiko was always crazy about the name of education, lately Himiko is very busy" said Himeko

"That's right, Himiko won't calm down if she misses a little lesson, if that happens she will definitely feel hurt" Silva said

"I don't want the rese to come either" said Silva

"Well, it's up to you." said Rusdian.

And that afternoon Himiko drove her family to the front of the house, Arisa secretly saw them from her bedroom window

Arisa also wondered why Himiko did not come. After her family car left that night, Himiko ran away from her house and went to the library

"Triana" call Himiko

"Himiko... So you're leaving tonight?" ask Triana curiously

"Yes" Himiko sat down

"Be careful Himiko" Triana said

"Let's Triana. You take care of yourself too" Himiko said

Then Himiko got up from her seat and held her bag

"Eng... Himiko" call Triana

Himiko saw Triana

"Czech"

Triana took a photo of Himiko then Triana smiled broadly

Himiko also smiled and then she left that night for the airport. Arriving at Himiko airport ran to lift his backpack in the crowd to the plane that was going to go to Japan.

Inside the plane Himiko was sitting as the plane took off from Himiko's airline closed her eyes

"Sayonara Indonesia" he said slowly

While Silva himself went to Bali with his parents without Himiko by plane, he saw his parents who had fallen asleep

"Why do I feel that there is less? Yeah maybe because the devil's not with us. I should have let him come but at that time I said something else, but what did I do? I really feel lonely... Papah is busy with his mother and I'm in cuekin" Silva's inner self enveloped his body

Back to Himiko

"My burden here is gone now" Himiko recalled Silva

Triana who was still in a library that night was crying bitterly because of her best friend's stay

"He... He's... He's... He's..." Triana

"Masaoloh you why Triana?" ask Lulu

"Gue doesn't know Lu either... Suddenly I want to cry he..he.he" Triana.

"What are you tangisin ha? Try my same story" asked Lulu hugging Triana worriedly

"My package runs out of you... I haven't paid. How to download anime dong?" ask Triana

"Wifian can, right? Or find a hotspot? Just a trivial problem in thought udalah do not cry" Lulu

Triana just lied to Lulu. Regarding hiding any feelings or secrets, Triana was able to keep it a good secret.

Meanwhile Himiko is still not asleep

"Gregh"

There was a sound of shaking from inside the plane

The feeling suddenly felt bad that night, suddenly the alarm that indicates the danger on the plane rang. All the crew woke up and panicked

"What's going on?" ask Himiko to someone sitting next to her

"i don't know... "

"Will this plane crash? If this plane were going to fall into the ocean we'd sink wouldn't we?"

Everyone was panicked and frightened, the flight attendants calmed them down but in the end the flight attendants gave up

"This plane is going to fall!" speak to others in a loud voice

"outside"

The person sitting next to Himiko kicked the glass of the plane with all her might

Himiko and one other person helped with all their might until the glass of the plane broke

"Are we gonna jump?" ask Himiko

"Of course I still want to live, this plane will explode"

The two unfamiliar people joined hands to jump...

"Countdown... Three ... "

"Two... "

"One... "

They jumped into the ocean

Himiko was still looking down and she dropped herself

Then

"Geezers"

The plane fell into the water

And

"DUOR"

the plane exploded

News of aircraft flying from Indonesia while flying to Japan directly entered all Indonesian television stations, newspapers, internet

Triana who tomorrow read the news through her phone was suddenly shocked

"Hi Hi Himiko" she said was heavy

Then Triana cried in her room

"Sister? Brother why brother?" ask Farida Triana's sister

According to widespread news, all passengers on board the plane died, and their bodies are still in the search stage.

Silva who was on holiday to Bali also saw the news broadcast on the television station at the hotel.

In the news shows a list of people who died, then a list of people who could not be found.

Silva was shocked to see the television after seeing Akabane Himiko's name on a list of people who had not been found.

"Himiko?" silva asked in shock

While they were on holiday, Silva was in a crowd of reporters outside about the tragic events of their son. Himiko's mother who didn't know anything was very shocked by the incident. The holiday that should have been a lot of fun turned into a sad day for them.

Farik, and Norman were also very shocked to death hearing the news. Because Himiko is not alone with them, even Rachael who is crazy about Himiko also almost ended his life by hanging himself in the room but fortunately the action was successfully known by his parents.

Triana had to be taken to the hospital because of the disease she suffered from relapsing because of thinking too much about Himiko

To be continue

By: Kousei