Very Painful Feelings
section 11
As Silva sleeps he dreams, in his dream Silva meets Himiko in a park
Silva-Himiko
Himiko.
I love you Silva-Himiko
I'm Himiko-Silva too
"Yahoo!!!!!!" Silva shouted and woke up
He looked at the clock beside him which had already shown at nine over five minutes
"Damn I'm late!" silva said, straight out of his bed
Meanwhile, Himiko sits in a public library while typing something on her laptop keyboard to make a report. After that Himiko took out her phone from her pocket
"I'm going to call mamah now" Himiko said as she sought out her maternal contact
Then his phone was connected and before long he could connect with his mother
"Hello mah... " Himiko
What's the matter dear tumben you called? - Himeko
"Can Himiko not go to college in Japan?" ask Himiko
Uh why are you just talking now? Why is Himiko so sudden? What are you thinking? - Himeko
"Again I want to be mah, so can't ya?" Himiko
Hemmm will mamah consideration-Himeko
"Oh yes, mah... What if Himiko stops writing reports? If you are worried you can contact Silva directly. Lately I've been busy mah, can't keep a close eye on Silva" Himiko
That's yeah... Hemmm you're right... Sorry, Himiko Mamah has troubled you, Himeko
"No problem, mah. That's why I hung up the phone, huh mah byebye" Himiko
Then Himiko hung up the phone
"Thank God... I am free now" Himiko said
Then Himiko went silent for a moment
"Him you're being idle, right?"
Himiko saw who called her, it turned out that she was a librarian in the public library
"Yes... " Himiko
Her name is Triana, because Himiko often comes there, Himiko and Triana eventually know each other and become friends
"Batuin dong moved these books to the warehouse" Triana picked up her books
"out of this buyin lontong pecel loh yes" said Himiko raised the books
"Yes, I bought it" Triana
"I'm just kidding, really serious" Himiko
After successfully moving all the books they took a break while enjoying a drink ordered from good food
Himiko emang often asked for help with Triana, Triana herself is a college child from the department of Indonesian literature. Himiko and Triana are the same age
Only Triana Himiko poured out all her feelings. Triana knows more about Himiko than Farik and Norman. Himiko strongly believes Triana if her secret will not leak and sometimes Triana also pours her heart out to Himiko.
"So now what are you going to do Him?" ask Triana
Himiko was silent and then she saw her best friend
"Triana looks like I'm going to run away" Himiko said
"Stupid! what are you thinking anyway?" Triana was a little surprised
"There was a secret going on between me and my family before. I've been thinking about it all this time, that was..."
Himiko started to tell
The flash back
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When we were in Japan
"Himiko... There's something I want to talk to you about" Aunt Aiko said
"What do you want an aunt to say?" much
"That's a big secret." Aunt Aiko.
When I asked her the big secret of what Aiko's aunt smiled at, she said "auntie would tell me if you were 15"
I always remember what my aunt said and when I was 15 I went to Aiko's aunt's house but
I was surprised when I got there... The floor is covered in blood
"Aiko's aunt?" ask me with wide eyes
"AIKO AUNTY!" I screamed and cried
The police investigate the cause of her death, and the police say that Aiko's aunt killed herself. I couldn't believe what I saw in front of my eyes
I'm sure there was something I didn't know all along.
Then Mamahku Himeko intends to move citizenship of Indonesia
During this time mamah often work in Indonesia and rarely come home, and strangely my two brothers also come with mamah.
While I was alone in living at home since childhood and treated by papah. My father is an unemployed man, he said my father also suffered from a disease that can not be cured I do not know what disease.
Everyone does not want to tell what the disease is . After the death of Aiko's aunt, papa followed her. And we moved to Indonesia
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Flash back off
"Yes... " Himiko
"If you were already in Japan would you go back to Indonesia?" ask Triana
"It looks like I'm going back to Indonesia. I still haven't read your work that you haven't published yet" Himiko
"Can I send it via email?" Triana
"Hey you really want me not to go back to Indonesia, huh?" Himiko
"What-what?!" Triana
Returning to Silva who had arrived at the campus at 10am, he was really very upset
"Silva!" Arisa called out to him from far away
Silva stopped and looked at Arisa who was running towards him
"Gue think you're sick again?" Arisa
"Sick mulu. I didn't fall asleep and I didn't" Silva
"Tumben overslept? Kang the devil didn't wake you up, did he?" asked Arisa curiously
"No... " Rivel
"Tumbens?" ask Arisa
"Well, don't you know why?" Silva
"Silva, Arisa" said Renata
"Lu also overslept, Re?" ask Arisa
"Gue's been dealing with the police" Renata
"Buset, involved in what case are you Re?" Silva curious
"Gue witnesses rape of a minor njer "Renata
"Seriously lu Re? It's terrible" Silva
"Gue can't believe it!" Arisa
"Gue don't bongong son of a bitch.It's up to you guys if you don't believe me" Renata
"Silva..."
Silva looked behind him
"Sister Steinar?" Silva
"So I caught you. You just left, right?" ask Steinar
"Huh? My nyariin?"silva asked with a reddened face in embarrassment
"Yes" Steinar
"Please I go first yes buy a meal.Laper has not had breakfast" said Renata who narik Arisa
"Gue's coming too?" Arisa
"Gue pay!" Renata
"Oh yes" Arisa
Silva and Steinar saw the two of them who had gone far away
"Eng... You don't have a schedule today, do you?" ask Steinar
"Not really" Silva said
"Yuk Sil Road" Steinar
"Where?" ask Silva
"To a very beautiful place. Wouldn't you?" ask Steinar
"Yaudah, I want to" Silva was impatient
They left together, Rachael silently watching them
"The girl will not reject Steinar I'm sure, who the hell refused to be shot with a handsome guy?" said Rachael
"Rachael, you said Silva already has a girlfriend? But what is it? they're both getting stuck knowing" Fella
"Do you think I believe that's the same thing Arisa and Renata say?" Rachael
While Himiko herself is still in the library and playing hp
"Busy?" ask Triana
"Yes Farik and Norman echoed me" Himiko
"When do you want to go to Japan?" ask Triana
Himiko saw Triana
"I have no intention of evicting you!" triana said somewhat annoyed
"You know what I think?" Himiko
"You're saying we're best friends?" Triana
Himiko turned off her phone
"Our parents are coming home, I think tomorrow papah same mamah home. After that I will leave without their knowledge" Himiko
Triana was silent
"Triana can I ask you a favor?" ask Himiko
To be continue
By: Kousei
