Unite In The SAME Amen

I love you, but I love my God

Arriving in class I studied as usual, I tried not to bother with Julia's words.

I just want to go back to normal like I used to..

The time of rest arrived.

I saw Farel next to my class.

He was talking to a man who was apparently his friend.

He saw me when he left class,

we've been staring at each other for a long time, though,.

I also left without paying attention to him.

I went to the cafeteria to wait in line to buy food, but I knew he was following from behind and was looking for me.

He also found me waiting in line.

He's waiting right behind me

"Hi"

He greeted me in a whisper in my ear.

I didn't return the greeting.

I try not to pay attention to it

"Hi"

uhhhh he's pissing off.

"Hi hi hi hi"

I can't stand it and am really sick of it

"Why the hell are you?what the hell do you want? try not to bother me anymore"

I left and I didn't buy food in the cafeteria.

Honestly, I'm sick of it, I don't want to be played anymore.

I want to go to class and it looks like he's following me again.

I went to him and I was so angry

"You want what?not satisfied to see people suffering? oh I know, you did not do well so come back to me? haaa you think this heart is a toy!"

"Can you not get angry? not all your problems can be solved with anger"

"Well, what's wrong? ngak papa gua often angry ngak clear than your feelings and behavior that is not clear"

"Tell me I'm busy here"

He kissed me on the forehead, and I calmed down a little but I didn't want to feel fooled again by this kiss and comfort.

I left him, but he grabbed my hand as soon as I wanted to leave.

"In a moment, I miss you"

I was silent, but I tried to let go of the ladder.

"Don't you miss me?"

I didn't heed it I was just trying to let go of the ladder.

"I love you, but I love my God"

haa?I was confused and silent, I turned my body and I looked confused.

She hugged me tightly while crying.

I was confused as to why she was crying.

I let go of her embrace.

"Later to meet again, it's still hours of study" I said as I went to class.

I was so confused, I didn't know what the reason was until he said it.

I love him, but I love my God too.

I don't understand what he's saying

Time passed and I didn't realize it was time to go home. I waited in front of the class. I wish Farel would come here and sure enough he'd come here.

"There's nothing I want to say"

"we're out of school first"

I went ahead of him and he was left behind.

Arriving in front of the gate in holding my ladder and grasping my ladder.

"Don't be far away, I miss you"

We walked while holding hands without a word. Arriving at the angkot stop, he hugged me.

"I'm sorry, I know I'm wrong, but I love you and I don't want to lose my loved ones"

"Well you keep saying sorry, I need an explanation, I don't know what 'I love you, but I love my God' I'm confused by that word"