Unite In The SAME Amen

Frustratingly

We spent time together playing and karoke.

It turns out that Samuel has a very funny and funny behavior. I feel like I'm in love again. For years I have not felt this way, where my heart trembled with her and did not want to part with her.

We both spent time together and after that Samuel was confused about where else to go, we had eaten, played, eaten again and karoke.

"What else after this Mey?"

"As far as you go, you're the one who's asking"

"I was confused about where I was going, 1 hour before 6"

"We're going to the beach!"

"What did Mey get there for?"

"There you can relax and let go of all the burdens of your mind. We'll see a beautiful view too. Let's go there now, it's good there too"

"Udah deh ayok, oh well you're ahead for a while well, this is the key of your motorcycle is alive just the engine of the motor, the cave must take something there is left, something is left behind, you first let the motorbike turn on quickly"

"Oh yeah, I'm ahead now"

Arriving in front of me followed his orders, but it's been 10 minutes Sam never came

Finally after ±10 minutes I waited Sam finally came and it turns out he brought boba.

"It's for you! don't sulk because I'm long!"

I stared at him long enough as he gave the boba, when he gave the boba I remembered Farel's face, I remember the memories of me and him when he bought me a boba while shooting me and when Sam gave me that boba I imagined Farel doing it…

I was silent for quite a while…

Why can I remember his memories with him again, I decided not to go to the beach, I'm afraid I'll think back to the time and memories of the two of us when we were together.

"Sam..we both don't have to go to the beach, I forget I.I.I.I have a pr that I have to do"

"That's yeah? I'm anterin home dong now?"

"Yes Sam, sorry yeah."

"What's up, there will also be tomorrow and holidays, but the promise is that our holidays will go again?"

"Yes promise"

"Let's call Farel again, let's get more rame."

I immediately denied Sam

" Janggannnn, ma..ma..I mean do not ntar ngak yak Nazwa,.ka.ka..ka..kau know, later in Nazwa we have other intentions…!"

"Oh yes, yuk riding ntar at 6"

On the way I only thought about Farel, Farel and Farel.

Though I wanted to try to open my heart to Sam, but why do I remember it again, this is so unfair, Farel has forgotten me for a year to accept new people, but why can't I be like that, I'm really sick of it.

This is not the first time I tried to forget Farel, again I failed. Why is it that only my love is so sincere but he is not sincere to me.

I didn't realize I forgot to say goodbye to Sam. But never mind, pentinh now I have to study again because by learning I can forget Farel.

I'm really stupid I shouldn't stop learning I can still forget Farel.

I turned off my phone and tried to learn.

But after 30 minutes of reading the book I got frustrated and went berserk. I threw my reading book. I'm really confused about myself, I don't know why I'm like this, I just blame myself.

I hit my head while crying.

I'm really frustrated…

I need a storymate, I activated my phone, I saw Samuel called me 8 times.

I called him and immediately cried.

"Huf..hufh…"

"You why Mey? wh why?what am I doing?"

I continued crying for a few minutes, and Sam tried to calm me down.

"Mey you calm down first, I will wait until you are ready to tell a story, if you are ready to tell a story please just, you do not cry well, later ugly dong, dong added, it's ugly to be even worse!"

I heard him smile and laugh.

"Ah well you are another frustrated person and cry nangis nangis gini still just you ledekin, you are basic*** ugly, stupid again!"

"You're also crying so much that you can ridicule people, ohhh dasarr ngak kelaks, fat cow ugly badger ugly ugly ugly ugly!!"

he could make me laugh.

"Sam actually I want to say something"

" yeah say what, the cave mah people ngak bucket mouth, the mouth of the bucket mah you"

"Ah Sam I want to talk seriously you even kek gini, ahhh ngak so deh, males I males"

"had told you what to say, the promise of the cave will seriously hear it"

I told Sam everything, even I told him everything that happened to me after we both graduated.

I even told you my secret and Papa Farel's……

I told you everything I've been through and how I feel all this time.

"Oh so that's it? already so kek anyway, the cave tau loh strong people, you forget this is not the first time for you, the cave has seen your toughness since Junior High, you know, you have not, I also see sincerity in your eyes, I have never met a woman as sincere as you, to be honest I salute you, I do not believe in a woman's love, I do not believe in a woman's love, because the first woman I knew broke my trust, my own mother. Mother was supposed to be blotting out love of sincerity, but she was the first one to break my trust in women, she left me for years, I can't even remember her face, I grew up without her, I've never had her, My father and you showed me that there is still genuine love and accept all our shortcomings and our side".

I heard Sam's story was shocked, and did not realize we were both talking long enough to fall asleep to each other.

Since then Sam and I have met and spent time together.

We even communicate a lot by phone every night and we are also open to each other, if we have a problem and want to need a storymate to understand the problem, we listen to each other and entertain each other .