Unite In The SAME Amen

Junior High

I tried to find the two of them in the cafeteria and I saw the two of them eating.

I haven't been to the cafeteria for a year.

I forgot that Farel and I had nothing to break.

But...but why is he with another woman? is he really forgetting me now? I'm like this because I have to, I also have a hard time learning to deserve to be with him.

I saw him kiss Nazwa on the forehead, I was more and more convinced he had completely forgotten me.

He had never kissed Aisyah on the forehead before. I quickly rushed to class, but after I wanted to go to class I passed the principal's room and met Farel's father.

He smiled at me and called me.

"Yesy! come briefly! somebody's gonna tell me!"

it was the first time I saw Papa Farel smile at me.

"Yes om? what's the need?"

"It's for you"

farel's father gave me a rather large and heavy box.

"What is this om? how heavy?" I can't even hold the box

"This is for you, om proud of you even though you have not graduated from school, but o Salut, I love both of your parents and are very concerned about education, he said, and you can get a scholarship, you already understand the position of om and you have released Farel"

"Sorry om, earlier I thank you very much the same, but I never said I was clasping Farel and I have not let go of him om, my heart is still the same om, om, sorry Mey can't take this"

"no this. anu. om no other means, this is a gift for you from om, this is your scholarship gift is not another gift. Let you practice science"

farel's father forced me to take it.

after being forced many times I finally accepted it because I felt sorry for Farel's father….

"Udah deh, makasi yah om, I went to class first" I immediately went to leave his father Farel.

"HAVE WELL!! REMEMBER YOU HAVE TO BE A SUCCESSFUL PERSON" cried Farel's papa when I was far enough away.

It was the first time I saw Farel's father smile at me and speak subtly.

Why does his father smile when my heart is hurting to see his son kissing another woman.

When I got to class I noticed the box.

I plan on not opening it so I can return it someday, to be honest I don't want to accept this because I feel like I'm being bribed by her papa.

So I intend not to open the box.

And strangely again at once I felt guilty for receiving the box.

I feel bribed to leave the person I love all this time.

But I had no other choice, I thought it better to continue my education, anyways I think we can be together when we succeed.

I wanted to tell you the truth but no matter what, just leave if she wants to be with that woman, I'll take her back after I graduate school.

Tomorrow at recess I canteen.

Ternayata there was Farel and he approached me.

"Eey mey"

he certainly doesn't call me syg anymore.

"Hehe yes"

"Well I've seen you in the cafeteria for a year"

"Yes, yesterday was busy for scholarships"

"Hmm..that's yeah? oh btw congratulations well for your scholarship, continued success well" he said by patting my shoulder.

Shortly after he said it was Nazwa coming.

"Ynk.." he said as he ran over to us.

"Oh well ynk nih know my smp friend!"

I looked directly at Farel, he said I was his smp friend, so angry was he with you?

"Oh his smp friend farle well? oh yeah Nazwa cave!"

I just kept quiet not to reply to Nazwa's words.

"Mey cave"

"Gua thought luh budek can't be horrified, oh well what class are you?"

"Courtesy with Farel"

His attitude towards me has changed a bit.

"Oh kaka class huh?

"Yes, the first cave was Farel Nazwa, the cave still has to learn again to test, excuse me"

I left them both.

I still think with Farel saying I'm his smp friend.

After all these years with me and a lot of things we've been through he just said smp friend?

even the attitude he met with me just now looks relaxed and as if he has no love.

He looked relaxed like he was meeting an old friend.

He even dared to make out in front of my eyes and kiss another woman. He looks serious about the woman he's dating now. Do I still have a chance with him?

I don't want to force God anymore.

Let time and effort be answered.

1 Month passed and the entire 2nd grade was conducting a drug extension program.

We were led to attend the event and gathered at the school grounds to attend the event.

We were both accidentally in line.

He was right behind me.

When we hear the explanation we are obliged to take notes as long as the explanation is given.

1 The line turned out to be 1 group.

The group must record all the explanations that are conveyed that do not record not being able to go home.

Apparently Farel did not record at all, he did not even bring a book at all and had to be collected immediately before school and who did not collect could not go home until finished writing.

No one wants to lend me their books because they want to rush home.

I felt sorry for Farel lending him a book.

Turns out he made an appointment with his girlfriend so he had to go home quickly.

I helped her by reading every sentence I wrote and she recorded it.

Nazwa kept calling her.

the first and second phones were not picked up by Farel.

But when the third call he picked her up and heard she was angry".

"Mey is not for me to write this, what do I not want to go home, why also I quickly go home."

"Why?"

"I'm not going to go with Nazwa, he said he went with his papa only"

"Yes even ngak so but Farel had to write dong, in order to go home too."

"That's useless"

"Thus write this, continued the rest a little, very responsibility"

"Hmm.yes, I've continued reading."

"Really?"

"Yes, seriously!"

I also continued to help him.

I saw Farel's eyes.

I no longer see love in Farel's eyes, now he only thinks of me as his friend who helps him.