Unite In The SAME Amen

Education is more important

The next day I saw Farel's papa coming again, I went straight to him.

"Om why the hell do om have my education that should be damaged? my love story is broken now my education is broken, om ngerti ngak the feeling of parents seeing their children will be out of school? om we are from difficult people, we can't afford to change schools" I said while crying

"FUCK YOU DAD!!! ONCE BRANI YOU!!"

I got down on my knees and begged me to get out of school

"Om I beg you, I still want to go to school, I will do your wish as long as om does not ruin education, I will kiss your feet if that's what makes me go to school again"

Farel's father who saw it immediately fell silent and immediately pulled me up

"Stand up..stand up.. stand up first anyone wants to say. stop crying first and listen to om, Om will give you 1 chance, if you break it om will not give you another chance, om will give you another chance, you do not approach Farel again, om put hope on him to be the successor om. Om just wants him to focus on school, om please don't tell this to Farel. It wouldn't be like this if you were in touch when you graduated school. Now it's time for you to learn it's not time for dating."

"Yes om I promise from now on I will stay away from Farel, as long as I do not make my education destroyed, I still want to go to school om, I do not want to drop out of school just because of love"

"That's what you think, Om ngak later Farel will not focus on school and can drop out of school just because of love, understand……"

"I'm sorry I forced my will and will to be with Farel, keep my promise if I break om can destroy everything I have including my education"

"Makasi if Mey already understand the words om, om takasa om already have no business with Mey, just study hard, om, if you both have good grades and good work, parents will not hinder your relationship and love, o'm saying so first"

This time I'm really gonna avoid Farel.

Time off Farel came to my class but I pretended to be busy making assignments so that I was not disturbed Farel.

"Let's eat!"

"I was busy first"

"Make what?I'm helping ya?"

"No longer hunt me, mending you eat first!"

"Oh yes ynk a..a.aku pe...go du..du.lu yah ynk" he went away with a sense of wonder.

When it came home he was waiting for me outside the classroom.

"Ynk yok abis came home from school we stopped to eat yuk at the warteg kan earlier ngak eat"

"Go home first I want to make an assignment in the library, I also want to prin the same task copy photo and I also want to be picked up papa because I want to prin in papa's office"

"I'm going to the perpus?"

"No need to focus, I don't focus, I want to focus on going home, I want to focus on getting my grades up, I want to take a scholarship"

"Oh well Farel already home first well, heart well do not be late to eat, here is toast, was Farel brought provisions from home ngak to eat because Farel eat in the canteen, but also in the canteen, syg eat alone while studying in the porpus, fear of pain not eating eat"

"No, in the bus must be clean can't eat there, just take me anyway I want to go to papa's office so I must eat with papa"

"Oh that's it?Take care of your health"

"Yes, you're heart too"

"I'll go firstwell, we'll see if you come home!"

"Yes." Yeah."

He left, I didn't want to study at the perpus, but I had to pursue my scholarship.

The next morning Farel came to me in class.

"Why don't you answer my chat?"

"I studied all night" I said but did not see his face and was busy reading books.

"Ynk why the hell?you want what? Blame you only reply to 1 word only? I'm marrying you all night!"

"completely satisfied? satisfied in the morning for a commotion in the guaa class? do you understand the word learning? is it wrong to study?"

"Udah keep learning……!" he said while leaving me.

He hasn't come to me for days.

Days change weeks, we both still don't communicate with each other.

weeks change months, we never communicate either

Until the month changed years we all went up to class 2 Smk did not communicate.

I got my scholarship.

But I lost the man I love.

I spent a year without the people I love.

Let alone communicating, the two of us rarely even met, a month can we meet 2 times, it was just a coincidence.

Haaa... I'm sorry I had to choose my education, anyways if we are a match we will meet again.

We can be together later when we both succeed, I also learn to succeed and get a good job to deserve to be your companion……

The two of us had separated before and still had the same feelings.

I hope our two farewells this time will be the same, still have the same feeling……

I don't worry and miss anymore even though I don't always see each other. Because I know we'll definitely have the same taste as before.

I just focus on finishing my school.

I don't want to break up my school in vain. I have a sister I have to go to school with, I don't want to be a burden on my parents.

I'm willing to lose my girlfriend as long as I don't see my parents in distress.

I wish Farel's father would appreciate me more when I prove I can succeed and have a proper job for his son, I never hated Papa Farel, because I know all parents want the best for their children.

I always pray for Farel and his family even though our prayers and God are different but I still pray for them to my Lord.

I'm just waiting for a time when Farel and I can be together even though I'll be waiting for it.

But bad news I got.

Farel has been courting a younger classmate named Nazwa.

I heard the news a little bit worried, but I tried to think positively that the woman would end up like Aisha, and Farel still loved me.