
Shortly after we went home, I was escorted by Farel because sam had a different direction and was quite far from his home.
On the way I realized Farel had found his replacement, even he was no longer jealous when I rode the bike with Sam earlier……
At least even if he finds a replacement for me who is as confident as he is. Even though she hurt him but at least she can fill his empty heart when he's not with me.
When I got to my house my parents didn't know we were both broken up.
"Ee nak Farel, come in first I make tea, have been here for a long time, I think you guys have broken up, here..here...sit...sit…"
"Yes late aunt Farel's busy"
"Important father Farel came again..Atante make tea first for Farel.. ayok..ayok!"
Mama did not know we both had broken up, but it was mama did not need to know, anyways not important mama know what ngak.
"With tea, son..You two are one more school, huh?"
"Yes aunty"
"Uhh so sweet really, easy easy until marriage well, good loh still easy faithful ama a couple, ntar y'all married ngak cheating.uhh...so sweet really see children easy to last, ntar y'all, aunt is happy…"
"Ma Farel can not be long because Farel there is an exkul at school"
"Yes aunty, Farel here just miss doang sma aunty."
"Hurry up anyway, Farel don't forget to come well next week Aunt's wedding day."
"Yes aunt Farel promised even though Farel was busy butu farel will try as much as Farel can to come"
"yes son of a handsome, heart of a heart on the road well"
"Yes, excuse me aunty"
I took Farel and apologized for not telling my parents about our relationship.
"Maaafin guaa well, guaa.guaa forget..iya cave forget...iya cave forget to tell the real mama, cave will not know if in the future will be kek gini"
"hmm..no what, I'm not angry, besides I miss here, I have not been here for years.oh well I went well"
"His heart."
The more days I am more comfortable making friends with him even though he is no longer together.
Even though I know she no longer loves me but I am grateful to still be able to share a laugh with her and smile in front of my face.
The next day I saw Farel and Nazwa looking fine.
I don't know why I feel so happy to see Farel's relationship is good, I'm even grateful to see them both okay and no problem.
Even in my heart I pray for their relationship to last.
am I really considering Farel now?
Shortly thereafter Samuel called me.
"Ey Mey what?busy huh?"
" Why Sam?not too busy!"
" Yuk road I picked up when you came home from school?"
" maybe, you don't go to school?"
"For this week, I'm not looking for a school that fits just my transfer letter again in papa's business! oh yeah so, huh?"
"OK on Mey's ugly!"
" Yes Samuel is worse!"
when I finished school I was immediately invited by Sam to watch a movie and eat together.
"Oh well Sam why are you asking me to be happy?"
"I'm at home again, I want to go to school again, I don't call Farel anymore, not good with Nazwa"
"How about Trus loh Nazwa?"
"gua asked to break up but I have my own reasons, cave ngak said because it was found out he cheated on me Farel, I have other reasons, I do not want him to feel awkward as Farel"
"patient well Sam, loving the most deeply is to clench himself into the arms of others to see him happy, just trust me that you don't need to have it to make him happy, to make him happy, he along with others can make you happy when you see him laughing and happy, it's better for him to be with someone else as long as he can laugh and be happy than to be with us but his mind is hurt and unhappy."
"I'm so moved to hear that, you seem to be very good at this kind of thing"
"i've learned so much about the people I love, I learned the meaning of love from my experience, just believe that if he is your soul mate then it will unite again but if not the soul mate does not need to force yourself to make yourself and your loved ones hurt."
"hahah..do you know you look really grown?…I'm so sorry I've been able to face years of tests that have to classify part of your life"
"That is Sam's life and destiny, we can only pray and work and effort. We can force something."
after talking Sam drove me home.
We passed the beach I used to go to with Farel.
I began to recall one by one the memories of the two of us laughing. How funny I was once spoiled for a man who now looks like my friend.
"Why laugh at your own laughter?you crazy? It's not clear how laughing isn't funny"
"Ah you know what about me hahahah"
I laugh very satisfied because now I no longer cry for people who have been happy together with others, I can only come to laugh and feel happy for your lasting relationship.
I screamed on the motorbike "HUU MAY THE SOUL MATE OF NGAK KEK SAMUEL FACE UGLY HUUU UGLY VERY UGLY"
samuel also shouted "MAY THE CAVE GET A NEW GIRLFRIEND WHO IS FAT AND UGLY KEK MEY WHO FATNY COW KEK"
I pinched his body and we both laughed together on the bike while shouting "SAMUEL UGLY, MEY UGLY, FAREL UGLY, NAZWA UGLY" we both felt very satisfied with our screams.
When I got to my house I took Sam in for tea.
"Don't be ugly, later with you I could be worse, I went home with ugly cows!"
"Yes****ugly white"
He got off his bike and hugged me.
"Uhhh stinks****don't hug me disgust www"
He laughed and pinched my nose.
I did not stay still, I pinched her cheek until she removed the pinch from my nose.
"It hurts****dumb ugly!"
"The cave is also sick ugly fat cow!"
He left with a laughing face and a smile.