Unite In The SAME Amen

Mey is heartbroken

"meaning?I don't understand"

"When I fight with you, I start to feel awkward but since then I put my heart, I feel funny with your innocence and your bold behavior, when you hit me I don't reply, in fact I am amazed by your bold behavior."

"Udah ah ynk, I'm so embarrassed"

we both enjoyed the beautiful view and he kissed my lips.

After returning home, the two of us communicated through social media.

"ynk farrel kangen"

"there are still beso"

"Noah ahh right.. aaa. kuu ma. sih"

it turns out he's asleep.

Just go to sleep....

Tomorrow is Friday, and every Friday school we will hold worship every religion.

Christians continue to worship in the school field.

Christians in the mosque.

I didn't see the farel during the school field service.

I searched all the way to the back of the school.

But I didn't see you......

Until the service ended I didn't see him. After our Muslim friend went to school after worship at the mosque I saw him and approached him.

"Ynk kok ngak worship anyway, you can be late as long as not late worship"

He looked at me for a long time and didn't say a single word.

"Ynk why are you? sick yeah?"

Then he left me without a word.

"Eye, ynk kmna? ynk! ynk! where the hell?"

I followed him to his class.

"You why ynk? how weird is gini?Ynk talk dong"

He didn't say a word from me. I don't understand why.

Instantly the teacher entered her class and I went to my classroom with tears.

I don't know why he's like this.

Yesterday everything was fine.

Why did his attitude change like this.

Will he hurt me like Julia?

I just hold back sad and daydreaming.

Sometimes I shed tears.

I already loved her.

No time off came, I did not bring food forced me to go to the cafeteria to buy food.

That's where I met Farel.

I want to reprimand him....

But...

A woman came with him.

The woman was quite familiar with him.

They were queuing right behind me.

I feel jealous and hurt.

I tried to hold it in but the joking of the two of them behind me made me not strong.

I left the two of them behind while holding back tears.

I'm planning on going to Julia's class.

But I am ashamed of my situation like this.

I went to the bathroom and cried inside for quite a while.

I decided to just go home.

I stopped crying and planned to go home.

I went back to class and asked my class president and homeroom teacher for permission....

I asked my parents for permission from Monday to Wednesday.

I said I want to rest 3 days and after that I promise to be diligent in school.

My parents agreed and agreed

I want to forget all my memories with Farel.

Saturday has arrived.

I never forget it, when I remember it I cried.

I eat irregularly only once a day.

My heart is really broken.

I shouldn't have been with him in the first place

I'm really stupid, I know his nature but why I want to be with him.