Two Loved Wives

Secret worshiper

A week has now passed left Papi and Mami out of town also with Ervi.

The room that was usually rame full of jokes and laughter teased each other and so on, had now been quiet ever since they left.

The age content of Kak Fida has now also stepped on at the age of nine months which means there must be preparation for the birth even though there are no signs of giving birth and it is estimated that the doctor is still about ten days away, but that's just an estimate.

In the afternoon today just sit back behind the house or garden house with Fida who wants to be accompanied by chatting or venting.

"Da" said Fida.

"Yes, what's wrong" Fariel said.

"For example, later if his son is born continue to have no father and continue to ask his father which for example, Nyai must answer how Da" said Fida.

"Can't I tell you the truth that his father is dead, afraid he'll be angry with me."

"But if I answer the others, for example, his father went far away afraid he would wait for him and even sick because he wanted to meet his father."

"So according to Uda, nyai later should be how to answer."

"Where, Uda was also confused about giving advice and choosing which answer, it was very difficult for me" said Fariel.

"Why not find a new father for his son before his son later can ask where his father is."

"Hyai does not want to marry again, except the same person who is really right" said Fida.

"And Uda knows for himself, nyai this widow son of one."

"His fear of those who only love life, but not with their children later."

"Or simply love because of the wealth of the rich."

"His fear is all that."

"Yes, too, Uda also thought like that, because it would be difficult to find and choose which ones really love the same nyai and nyai later, because it would be difficult to find and choose which ones are really the same, not only the same affection and biological children with nyai, instead later make his own children feel isolated in his family because of lack of affection" said Fariel.

"Not nyai ever tell Mami and Papi if nyai already have a candidate to be a father for his son, why not that alone."

"Rapi instead of not wanting to introduce them, it's just being afraid of whether he wants to and he likes the same nyai, because nyai never express feelings to the person."

"So that means he likes her but he never knows his feelings for her" Fariel said.

"It was like that" said Fida.

"Maybe nyai will always love in silence or rather be a secret devotee who will look at her when she smiles."

"But it would be painful to just hold it, why not just say it frankly to him, if for example later the answer will be painful but at least already know and have expressed feelings" said Fariel.

"That's what I don't want, because someone already wants him too" Fida said.

"Nlyai is afraid to hurt him later, if nyai snatch him, nyahi do not want to hurt him just because of his own heart's desire."

"What would be wrong if it would only be a spectator, rather than being an actor but instead hurting the hearts of others."

"Yes too, Uda salut equally nyai who is able to harbour feelings for the happiness of others" said Fariel.

"But will it be possible later."

"I'll try to be able to" said Fida.

"Originally Uda will help you later."

"You're ready to help with what you need" Fariel said.

"Because it's my brother's sister too even though she's not as conceived and blood."

"But for example, the nyai child will call you by another name" said Fida.

"Not uncle or om or anything like that, and instead call him by another name how."

"I mean" said Fariel.

"What call."