
At night I was still asleep on my stomach while lamenting.
"Assalamu'alaikum Mami's son" said Mami.
I just kept quiet without an answer.
"Son Mami wants to talk for a minute what's okay" said Mami.
"Hmmm" said Fariel.
"You're why, Mami's story, Mami's story here" said Mami.
I just shook my head.
"Mami want you to pick up adek at home yes, persuade adek to go home tomorrow yes, only you can want to persuade him" said Mami.
"Why else is God" said Fariel, I said in my heart.
"Well do you have a problem with your candidate, talk to Mami, so Mami can help" said Mami.
"No Mi, this is my own problem with her family not Mami's" Fariel said.
"Mommy shouldn't interfere" he said slowly.
"But son, Mami just wants to see Mami's kids happy" said Mami.
"Why don't you wear your shirt, it's late at night even your brother said from earlier just a mouthful of sleep has not been up and eating since coming home."
"Why can't you call my number."
"I don't know, it's dead" Fariel said.
"Gosh, why is your HP destroyed son" said Mami, who looked to the side and found a destroyed HP.
"Mommy doesn't want to see you sad, son" with tears in her eyes.
"Mommy won't lose Mommy's son again."
"You tell Mami the story, let Mami know your problem, son."
"No need for Mi" Fariel said.
"But Mami wants to know my son" said Mami, who was sitting next to me.
"You're crying, there must be a problem, Mami's story, please."
"Mommy can't see Mami's son fighting."
"I don't have a papa" said Fariel.
"Don't make Mami follow sad son, whatever the wishes of the children Mami, will surely mami lasain origin Mami children happy" said Mami.
"Mommy doesn't want to dissolve in sadness because she lost her happiness" who immediately threw her body over me and rubbed her back and hair.
"Mommy wants to see you like you always smile."
"Let's tell Mami's story."
"Let this Mi be a bitter memory of my life, I hope Mami can help me through all this" Fariel said.
"I'm going home tomorrow morning."
"Mommy won't let you go home if you still look like this" Mami said.
"Mommy doesn't want to see you and your Mama sad like this."
"We all love you, son, don't make us grieve over your grief."
"Your brother's brother is outside, he's also crying out from earlier who sees you like this, who gets angry by slamming something that you might slam."
"Tell me Mami" who hugged me.
"I'm wrong to be born to a farm boy" Fariel said.
"There is nothing wrong, it should be proud, because the farmer is a better and more lawful job, because the results of his hard work and draining sweat" said Mami.
"There's nothing wrong either, as long as it works well and is halal" Mami said.
"I'm wrong to love someone who is farther away from everything than me who has nothing" Fariel said.
"There is nothing wrong, everything in the eyes of God is the same, the treasure is just a deposit" said Mami.
"Does this have anything to do with your relationship."
I just nodded his head.
"Tell Mami again" said Mami.
"Will I be wrong if I take her away from her house and elope" Fariel said.
"It's a big mistake, son, it can't be done that kind of thing, it's not good" Mami said.
"Remember, son, blessing is important, because blessing is prayer and God will bless everything if the relationship has blessing" said Mami.
"If the relationship is without blessing then God will be angry with us."
"But I love you" said Fariel.
"Remember son, never do recklessly, let it happen, pray that he is happy, try to be sincere, later Mami will help" said Mami.
"Now you're up and eating ya."
"Not hungry Mi" said Fariel.
"But you haven't eaten from lunch yet, even your sister is waiting for you below to eat together" said Mami.
"Would you bring her food here."
"No need Mi, I no longer have appetite" Fariel said.
"That's not the case, your child should eat to stay healthy and strong, show them that you can be happy, and show that you can be successful even if you are just an ordinary farm boy, show them" Mami said.
"Let's get happiness."
"Let's let Mami persuade Papi to come help you, now don't be sad continue, Mami can't see you like this cry continues."
"The time was so big just because of love without blessing, shame dong same big body this."
"Well, later his muscles even so soft and soft because you cry gini."
"It was like a wire, so it turned into a rubber band."
"Ihh Mami" said Fariel.
"Dah dong, Mami's clothes are wet because of you, look" said Mami.
"How come it's getting so cry."
"Cep cep Mami's son who is already big do not cry yes cep cep big baby Mami diem dong."
"Eeeee Mami" said Fariel.
"Yes cry as you please, let everything pass through your sadness and pain, even strong cry Mami mayin" said Mami.
"But don't yell, but Mami's ears are broken, usually crying, Mami won't go Mami here anyway."
"Look crying again, Mami wants to cry baby boy Mami, long ago did not hear baby boy cry, Mami had forgotten her voice."
"Eeee Mamiii" said Fariel.
"Cep cep cep cep" said Mami while rubbing my back.
"Yes Mami diem, you continue your grief today, throw away all your sorrow today with your tears."
"Mami also wants to cry, so you have the friend to cry too."
Then cry without a sound.