Two Loved Wives

Dream again

I dream of coming back to him.

"Camiy."

"Camiii I'm here."

"Cami help me."

"I need you camii" by crying.

"Cami hold my body."

"I'm cold."

"I need your hug."

"I need your warmth."

"Camiii."

"Come here, I'm here."

"Take me home with you mi."

"Hug and embrace me" by hugging her knees.

"I don't want us to be apart."

"I don't want to."

"Mii."

"I love you mi."

It made me keep calling her name in my sleep while raising my right hand as if to grab her.

"Mii, come here."

"Dingiiiinnnn miii."

"Coldenn."

"I wouldn't go home without you mii."

"Camiy."

"I miss your love."

"Kangen with your joke mii."

"Your smile."

"All about you mi, who spoils me."

"Bring me with you."

"Hand my hand."

"I miss you mii."

"Fet me miii."

"Bring me away mii."

"I just want to be with you."

"Life is happy with you."

"Building a little family with you."

"Seeing our children's funny behavior mi."

"Mi I'm here."

"Bring me up."

Unknowingly in my sleep let out tears that kept flowing and always mentioned his name, and wanted to reach for it but felt far away for me to reach.

"Mii."

"I can't stand it."

"Let's leave your love for me if we're not together."

"I'm sorry if I go as far away, as far away as possible."

"I can't hold it back."

"I'm sick without you."

"You are my life and my death."

"Smile and be happy with you."

"Let me go if we don't get together."

"i hope it will be put together later in heaven mi."

"I love you mi."

"Good bye."

"Good way."

"Hopefully Cami can get my replacement."

"I'm going home but not home."

"My back is far away."

"I'm sorry if only his name is left in your heart."

"NOKK, don't go" I said in my sleep by sticking out his hand.

"Hopefully Cami still wants me there."

"Goodbye and good-bye."

"I'll wait for you there later" with a sweet smile.

"Dada cami" with a wave of his hand.

"Goodbye" then fell down and bled out of his body.

"DON'TKKK" by opening my eyes.

"Son, calm down son, we're here son" said Mama, crying earlier.

"Patience to mom is here."

"You must be strong, son."

I cried imagining if it really happened to her then I was the one at fault.

Then the doctor came in and injected me with something, because from this moment in my sleep, I hit my chest and the mattress I slept with, even they held my hands and feet together, until they have to call the doctor to inject sleeping pills or tranquilizers.