Trying To Be Faithful

One sense of meaning

"New motor, sir?"

"No, Neng. It's Mas Airlangga's."

"Well, I'm not a new bike, who's not?"

Puput and the security guard laughed.

After school, Puput immediately cleaned himself and changed clothes. Hansa and the others were not at home, they were busy with their own matters. Raden to the hospital, Hasan to the restaurant, Dewa works, and Akhtia is busy with her sewing course activities.

"Eh uh uh. Don't eat yet." Suddenly Airlangga came, taking the dinner plate of Puput from his hand.

"Loh, why? I'm hungry, Bang."

"Eating outside yuk. He said he wanted to buy hp. I forgot to pick you up, because there's work."

"the HP? Yeaaay. Come on, Bang." Puput pulls Airlangga's hand. The man smiled happily.

"You want this?" ask Airlangga on Puput while pointing folding hp.

"That's why you don't have to change, just the same. I want a run that costs two million down."

"uhuh?"

"Yes, wear that. There are some who use me as well, but I'm not comfortable different from my best friend."

"Eat first yuk. Hp cheap like that is a lot, just show it directly so."

"Korean food."

"okay." Airlangga embraces Puput, then they go to the restaurant that Puput wants.

"Who's your best friend, Put?"

"Gold is the same .. Who's the other one, forgot."

"Eh?"

"Kiddings. He he's. Another one's called Saodah."

"What parents do they work for?"

"Emmm if Imas already has no mother, his father works building porters. He said he likes to be away from work, sometimes outside the island. That's why she lives with her grandmother and grandfather. If Saodah is the opposite, he has no father. Her mother's a maid."

"They have no intention of becoming sodara?"

"meaning?"

Airlangga laughs. That's when Puput ngeh what his brother meant.

"Ih, Brother mah. Ha ha ha."

Laughing until he coughed. Airlangga quickly gave water.

"Aware of sprain."

"Abang no-anyah anyway," said Puput, then he returned to enjoy the food.

"Ck, be careful eating it until it's so big." Airlangga wiped the stain on the corner of his sister's lips, then the stain on his finger he ****.

"Hueeeek, slovenly!"

"Say old man used to be musty, or let you stick with brother."

"The time a lawyer believes the same is like that, anyway."

"Who knows the truth, right?"

"Delish."

"Let's finish it, we'll buy hp, right?"

"Eh, yes. I forgot to see you. Even talk to your brother."

"Well, right. It means."

"What?"

"Say old people."

The puput advances his lower lip, rubbing Airlangga. Seeing the action of Puput, Airlangga took a deep breath with a heavy.

Puput who had always wanted an older brother, he was so spoiled for Airlangga. During the surrounding mall, Puput wrestled spoiled in the hands of Airlangga. Sometimes he was like a child when he saw something he wanted to buy.

After buying a mobile phone, Puput took Airlangga to an accessories store.

"Udah?"

"Oh yeah, I think it's mostly."

"It's okay if there's still something to buy."

"Later on, Bang. Now this is how it was."

After paying for groceries, they went home because it was late afternoon.

"Put, you want some chocolate?" ask Airlangga on the way.

"Emang Brother bought me chocolate earlier?"

"No, I know a good chocolate place. They make their own but they taste really good. If chocolate packs that in the shops."

"Masa? Mau dong's. I can buy it for Imas and Saodah too, right?"

"As long as you're a girl, may. The rest is not!"

"Sheap."

"What was your crush on at school?"

"Hmm?"

"Say you have a guy, who is he? Cool right? Because where is the same brother?"

"Ihhh, Brother why the hell? No, he's just a whore. But yaaa his attitude is much better with me than to others. Attention as well."

"Watch?"

"He-em. He likes to drink when he's resting. Sometimes snacks too, he likes to squirm secretly. Anyway, that's it."

"Tuh, you buy more expensive and much for you. Brother did not see silently, Abang pelototokin directly even."

"Haha. Brother jealous?"

"Yes! why?"

Beards with a smile.

"Why?"

"It turns out this is how it feels to have an older brother. The side of the kayak I saw in the movies. They are very protective with their little sister. Sometimes possessive. It's fun."

Whats? He thinks so? Seriously? Goddamnit!

The phone is ringing.

"Hello, Bun."

"Where are you? Not yet home from school?"

"Udah, I'm the same as you buy hp. It's on the way home. Uh, no. We're going to buy some chocolate first, you want some nitip?"

"Oh, I don't think you're home from school yet. Don't-don't malem-malem. Go home before magrib."

"Okay, Bun."

"Mother tell us to go home?"

"Yes, before magrib has to be at home he said."

"This is azan. Are we going home? Mother's afraid to worry. Buy the chocolates tomorrow go home from school and pick up the bike."

"Well, yeah. I think it's more fun to ride a motorcycle than to ride a car. Promise tomorrow pick it up, be careful if not."

"Yes, promise. Try to go home by noon."

"Uuuuh, good brother. Dear dean." Puput twitched spoiled on the hand of Airlangga who was driving.

For Puput, Airlangga is the figure he has always wanted, he dreamed and he craved. An elder brother that he could make to indulge in, and ask for anything he wanted.

But not for Airlangga. The spoiled attitude of the Frogs made him even more unable to bury what he had been feeling all along. A feeling that was inexplicably present when they met for the first time. The cold attitude of Puput made Airlangga day warm up at that time.

Aware of his feelings will damage the relationship that has been established, Airlangga tried to cover up, burying the taste deeply.

But ... if the attitude of such Frogs how Airlangga can forget his feelings. Instead the seeds began to flourish.

Okay, maybe this is the way. I can't treat her as a lover. But if the opportunity exists, why not? One would consider it natural, no, a brother who is so good to his sister. I just have to hold back and know the limits when in front of the family.

"If you need anything, don't hesitate to tell your brother, yes. Brother is working, whatever you want will be given. Whatever."

My heart and soul will be given to Lo, Put.