Trying To Be Faithful

Tears are spilled

After becoming a mother, a lot has changed for a woman. How they behave and think will tend to change significantly, especially when it comes to children's affairs.

Although the heart was being severely injured, its body had to remain strong as if everything was fine.

Children have lost the father they love. They will be even worse if they have to lose the figure of a mother who is still God gives a chance to breathe.

Hasna must be strong for her children. He did not want to look fragile and sad before them because it would make them sad too. Their journey was long, and not yet halfway.

"The breakfast was spent. We're leaving school soon."

"Why is it so early, Bun? I'm in school a little afternoon." Shane complained.

"Mother will anter you at once so as not to go back and forth. You wait a minute it's okay."

"But I'm still sleepy, Bun."

"Usually dong, Sha. You will soon be in SD. Other people are fajr too, you wake up for the night."

Hasna was a little surprised to hear the words of her eldest daughter. He doesn't usually speak in a rather high tone.

"Yes, you guys just eat. Don't talk too much about getting bitten."

"Yes, Bun."

Despite trying hard to cover up her grief, not all of Hasna's limbs did the same. His hands trembled every time he fed the rice into his mouth. Even his spoon fell twice.

Puput looked at his mother with teary eyes. He knew that his mother was just trying to toughen up.

Holding back crying while eating is the most painful thing. Swallowing food is like swallowing a large chunk of rock. Very torturous.

Hasna did not want to get out of the house, but what power she had to take her son to school. It takes 25 minutes from home to school.

If the day usually Hasna will go down and deliver her child to the front of the class, especially the Kindergarten. However, this time Hasna was just dropping in front of the gate.

"Sir Tara, send Shakira yes please anterin to her class," Hasna said to the security guard at the front.

"Yes, Mom. Mom, I'm so sorry. A patient and strong mother."

Hana smiled bitterly. "Thank you, sir."

"Come, Shakira. We're going to class." The security guard held Shakira's hand and took her inside.

Just now Hasna wanted to raise the car window, someone honked from afar. A woman appeared to wave her hand. He beckoned Hasna to get into the old man's solemn parking lot.

"How are you, Na?"

Tapa said a word, Hasna immediately rushed into the arms of Zahira, her best friend.

They hugged each other tightly. The cries he had been hiding, were pouring out in Zahira's arms.

"You must be strong. You are a great and tough woman, I trust you. Patience is my favorite."

Zahira tried to calm her best friend even though she herself shed tears.

"I miss Azam, Ra. I miss talking to both. I miss, Ra."

Zahira could only faintly nod while stroking Hasna's back.

Long enough Hasna cried, she needed time to be able to regain her composure after spilling a sense of tightness inside her chest.

"I need to get back. It's still Iddah time."

"Who?" hasna asked as if to reinforce something.

"Aaah, yes. I forget. Let alone now Azam does not exist, he still exists ...."

"Rb ...."

"Yes, yeah. I'm not gonna say anything. Yes, the hunt back."

Zahira got down from Hasna's car, waving with anxious feelings at her best friend.

"Hmm, I'm sure you can, Na. You're a strong woman." Zahira whispered in her heart.

Zahira and Hasna have been best friends since Puput and Kayla - Zahira's children - went to school at the same place. Their houses were close together, just a different village.

Upon reaching home, Hasna busied herself with homework. He started cooking, after finishing cooking, he started tidying up the house. The clothes in the washing machine, he took for him to dry.

Homework is done, Hasna picked up her youngest child at the niece's house which might be said to be the only one who became Hasna sodara the only one here.

"Nay ...."

"Mother."

Nay ran into Hasna's arms.

"Where, Mba? Did you finish your homework?"

"Udah, Ti. Thanks for taking care of Nay."

"Bye-sama, Mba. If you need anything, tell me."

"Yes. Thanks, yeah. I want to shower Nay first."

Siti nodded.

"What was the same Riki?" hasna asked Nay while they were bathing.

"I'm playing ball, Bun. It's exciting."

"Well, can Nay? Play ball to run."

"It can, but I fell. Ha ha ha."

Hasna laughed.

After bathing and tidy, Hasna started packing food for Lunch. Schoolgirls at SDIT, full day school. He came home at 16:20, while Shaki came home at 11:45

Arriving in front of the school, Hasna again asked the security guard to save the lunchbox to Puput's locker, as well as pick Shakira up to her class.

"Thank you, yes, sir." Hasna slipped the envelope in gratitude to the security guard.

"Bun, you want ice cream."

"Shaki wants some ice cream? But take away, yes. You can't play outside."

"Later dad from heaven gets angry, huh?" tanyanya polo's.

"Yes. Later I'm angry that you're long outside" said Hasna trembling. Shown in his mind how when Azan was jealous because Hasna too long to pick up children. He whined like a little boy who asked to be bought by-by but not in accordance with his expectations.