Trying To Be Faithful

Good bye

The haughty body was now lying weakly with various aids all over his body. Even with the baby. The tiny creature was inside an incubator box with medical equipment attached to help it live.

"Why is this so? What exactly happened to our son?"

The cry of a mother makes the atmosphere even more sad. He who is hated by the whole family, now makes the family grieve.

Airlangga never let go to look at babies who sometimes move small.

"Dad apologize, son."

Airlangga closed his eyes. Regret enveloped his heart. He felt to be the cause of what was now happening. Before Angela was bleeding, they had a big fight because Angela reminded her husband not to love her sister.

"Enough! Don't continue that feeling. You will fail because your parents will never agree."

"Just your own business."

"Airlangga .. don't do anything stupid. Why .... Why don't you open your heart just a little for me? I ... I love you sincerely and so deeply, at least you let me into your heart. At least give your rights as a husband. Give me a birth and inner living."

Airlangga laughs. She approached Angela and looked at her hatefully.

"Why? You want us to have intimate relations? Sorry are! I don't want to touch your dirty body one bit. Female base ******."

Not long after hearing Airlangga's words, Angela felt her head hurt so much. His lower abdomen was in great pain, until there was bleeding.

Airlangga squeezed his head violently.

"Mother." Puput.

Airlangga immediately looked over.

"Where's the baby? How is Angela? Where are they?" tanya Puput worried.

"They-"

Hasna was stunned by surprise when Airlangga suddenly came to hug her son, so Hasna did not continue what she said.

"Absite ...."

Airlangga hugged Puput so tightly. He spilled all his feelings. Crying without a sound.

"patience, Bang. Everything's gonna be okay, yeah." The puput tried to calm down Airlangga. Gently rubbed Airlangga's back.

Hasna touched Puput's hand, gesturing for her son to let go of the hug. Slowly, Puput also released Airlangga.

"Drink, yuk." Puput stared softly at Airlangga. They headed to the canteen.

Hasna who was always suspicious of Airlangga's attitude could only stare at their departure with misgivings.

One night, two nights, three nights passed. The mother and baby were still in the same state without giving the slightest bit of happy progress.

Until the 4th day Angela woke up from her coma. Even though he had regained consciousness, he was not immediately able to fully realize. Speaking still uses eye and hand signals. Once in a while Angela went back to sleep, before long she woke up again.

Through one night Angela's state had improved, she could speak even though her voice was so weak and barely audible.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." Airlangga cries in front of Angela.

"It's okay. It's not your fault, though. It's all fate."

"Forgot my words at that time. I'm just angry, what I'm saying isn't really from the heart."

"Airlangga, whoever my son's biological father is. That's if he wants to live in this world."

"You're his mother, you should have been the one to look after him instead of me. No, it's supposed to be us, we're both gonna raise her."

"I'm going to sleep. I don't know why I sleep so much" Angela said in a very weak voice.

Airlangga tidied up the blanket that covered Angela's body.

Family happiness because Angela siuman, also because Angela's condition began to improve, did not last long. They must be confronted with the fact that baby Angela can't survive. His lungs were not ready to breathe the filthy air in this world. Her vital organs were not yet perfect, she gave up.

After completing the administrative process and his letters, the baby's body was taken home to be taken care of by his funeral.

"It's all done, we'll just say. Then we'll just bury the body immediately."

"Fine sir ustadz."

"Who will carry the body to eat?" ask Raden.

"Me alone" replied Airlangga steady.

"alright. Now we're ready to bury the body."

The families of Angela and Airlangga are preparing to plant baby Angela.

"Airring ...."

Someone came in a hurry.

"What's wrong? You don't see what we want?" ask Raden.

"Sorry, Sir. There's a call from Neng Puput."

Airlangga immediately took the phone.

"Why, Put?"

"Absite .... Bang ...." The ears sounded crying from there.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? Tell me where you are now. Put, what's wrong with you?" ask Airlangga to worry. Airlangga thought if something happened to the girl.

"Snake!" Airlangga screamed as he grew anxious at the Puput who was just crying without answering.

"Dragon!" Akhtia ran towards Airlangga.

"What's wrong with you guys?" ask Raden.

"Mah ...." Achtia approached Raden, Achtia hugged him tightly and said, "Sir Angela has gone, Pah. He's taking baby sister to heaven."

"Innavigal ...." Say almost everyone present. Some of Angela's family happened to be there crying hysterically.

Airlangga threw the pecans, then immediately went to the hospital.

Now .... The baby was no longer alone was stiffened with a shroud. Angela accompanied the tiny baby to the end. It turns out that it wasn't Angela who left her child, but she left because she didn't want her child to be alone.

Airlangga tried hard to bring the baby's body in his hands. His heart was wounded, but he could not show that sadness. Airlangga was determined to deliver the baby to the burrow.

"I'm sorry, son. I put you to sleep on this cold bed. I'm sorry, I covered your room with a board instead of a pretty curtain. Sorry, I gave you this plain white shirt instead, undress the beautiful and cute colorful clothes. Son, keep your mother there. Accompany her, don't let her quietly cry in the middle like she already does."

Raden rubbed his son's back. Trying to give her strength so she can be strong.

"Son, I don't care who your real father is. You are father's son, father's beautiful daughter. I'll give you dad's name on your new headstone."

Airlangga continued to cry on the red mound.

Angela, sorry. I'm sorry I've been such a bad person all this time. If there is a next life after this, I will ask that we can live together as a family, grow up our children together. I will make amends for all my mistakes and deeds with you. Goodbye, Angela. May you be happy with our child.