
Although on many occasions he tried to cover up the feeling, there were still no blooms that turned away from the sunlight. Although a lot of considerations, such as the time is too fast for feelings that are getting bigger and bigger. Or even he does not know if the person he loves also has the same feelings. Because Nada is not good at reading the heart. Even reading body movements. Yeah, all he knows is that shitty gesture from that guy. And a few simple words. A very calming set of words. Sounds very expert in that field. Yeah, he's an expert.
But it still sucks. Thin laughing tone.
If you go back for a while, exactly a year ago, there was actually a person who might be more annoying than Sound. Or rather, ketus. The super cute guy. But on some occasions, it may be the most attentive. Yeah, that guy is Cikal.
In the past when I first saw and met Cikal, Nada's cheeks were also flushed. Wrong attitude. Even his heart was beating unusually. Nada also thought it was love. Maybe Cikal made her fall in love. Especially with the unexpected attention that Cikal did. Like when Nada was sick and was forced to miss three days of organ training.
At that time, Nada went to exercise with a carefree body condition. He had the flu until his body temperature rose. But even so, Nada still forced to go to training because a day without Jazz, for him would be worse than any disease. Yeah, stubborn.
Then, when he arrived and started training as usual, Cikal came to Nada, carrying a bowl of asparagus soup, which he then gave to Nada. That certainly makes Nada confused. Isn't one of the requirements to be accepted as his disciple, not to eat the soup? Sanhat hated that soup. Yeah, that's the question in Nada's head. But before the question was said, Cikal held Nada's shoulder, then said, "Rest first. Don't forced. Your body can't stand it if it has to nurture the spirit that's in your heart." Tone was silent hearing that. Everything's jumbled up. That's a concern from Cikal that Nada never guessed. One thing that made him think that the feeling he felt for Cikal was love.
But, it seems like it's wrong. Because what he felt in Cikal was very different from what he felt in Sound. Maybe some of them are the same. However, like the meaning of the words like and affection, it clearly has a different meaning. In Sound, yes, all are summed up into a unified whole. Love, darling, then love.
Tone rising from the bed. Smilingly. Stop the short daydream about the love that is in the heart. He stepped towards the table on which was a small box. Perhaps, the deposit that Miss Ann meant was that box. Thin smiling tone. What's in the box? What surprise does Sound prepare? Remember, Sound is an unpredictable and always surprising man.
Tone took out the contents inside his box. A photo and Walkman that he is very familiar with.
Alyas. The portrait is Nada's first and last photograph with Alya. Taken before he and Sound came home from the hospital while visiting the little girl. The little angel who seemed to smile even though it was probably his last hours on earth. He and Beep embrace Alya from different directions. Cheerful smile. Although, just before the photo was taken, the beautiful fairy had frowned for a while. Sulking at Sound. Alya asked Sound and Tone with her around the hospital courtyard. But the request was not granted Sound due to the drizzle that suddenly descended. Alya sebal's. But not too long. Tone remembered he was carrying something in the bag. Key ring. Tone gives Alya a pretty rabbit-shaped keychain. I never thought Alya would be so happy. Doesn't prolong the frowning. Apparently, in addition to bears, Alya also likes rabbits. Favorite animal.
Smiling tones are soft. Open ones eyes. Trying to hold back tears from spilling. He put the portrait in the box. Then take the other stuff.
Walkmans. Walkman belongs to Alya. Nada remembers Sound once said that it was the most dear item Alya after her doll. The last Walkman also witnessed their separation in the hospital. Witness of that beautiful day. Little angel smiling all day.
Tone closed his eyes again. Wetter. He could not bear those tears. Alya is well worth remembering.
Very strong beautiful fairy. It is still clearly remembered. Although only briefly, but the presence of Alya at least makes Nada learn many things. But what does Sound mean to give those two things?
The tone opens the eyes and then presses the play button on the Walkman. Staring at the window, Alya's face was like dancing on the sidelines drizzling and chanting Jazz songs were twisted. Calm down over there. Calm down by his side.