Tone & Sound
#44 [Sun sinking, nan]
[Recommendations Backsound fitting when reading this : A. Blomqvist - Agonize]
But Nada has to go home. Even now his heart and mind are only focused on Ms. Ann. He thought about his mother's situation. Ms. Ann must have been devastated by Mr. Tio's departure.
Tone remember something.
In the past, when her father left, when Mr. Karso left Nada and the others, Ms. Ann was devastated. Described as a sprig of uprooted jasmine ***** pickaxe, Ms. Ann's bliss fire was completely extinguished at the time.
Until finally Pak Tio came and became the eastern sun horizon who always helped Bu Ann out of her sadness. But now, the sun was already in the west, sinking and befriending the night. Mr. Tio is gone. Facing who has the right to the whole universe.
Arriving inside the room, putting the tootbag, Nada stepped slowly towards the table. He took the book. A book of his heart and his life journey. Which is also a silent witness to all the feelings created.
Tone opened the book slowly, then observed one of the pages in which there was a photo. That's a picture of Ms. Ann and Mr. Tio. Crying tone. Binge.
He closed the book and stepped onto the bed. Sitting shabby. Droopy. He looked down and covered his face with both palms. Shouting in the heart.
Maybe Nada is not as strong as Alya who can accept pain. He wants to go home. But in the corner of his heart there are also still memories. The tone has not been completely reconciled.
The universe help me. The whimpering in the heart.
"Nad, man,"
Someone's voice is heard. It's Naira. He slowly stepped into the room. There was Jeje and Una also coming in. They, step closer to his best friend.
Tone saw his three best friends coming. He wiped away the tears.
Jeje, Naira, and Una are now sitting next to Nada. Hugging their friends. Tranquilize.
"Yes, Nad. As always."
"Lo's strong, Nad."
Say his three best friends Nada alternately. Trying to give peace in a warm embrace. And being hugged, maybe not being kind. But, at least the presence of his three best friends makes Nada can be much better.
"There's a lot, yeah." he said slowly.
His three best friends nodded.
They drowned in that warm embrace.
In a moment like this, Nada was still lucky to have three friends who could understand her heart. But, yes, not completely. Because the one who knows all the parts is just the tone.
At least there are still people who try to understand even though they do not really understand. No one is trying to understand, even though it is difficult to understand.
A very difficult day for Tone. But he has to choose. Tone should be like Alya fighting his pain. Or even more than Alya. Make peace. Accept what is going on. Wasn't easy. Really am. But that's how it is. Yes, because, if it is not accepted, then how else?
Who wants to go back to their past? Especially the past is very difficult to accept. Which people want to be trapped again? But it's not just the past and it's not just about the memories. Because it's all about Miss Ann.
Although the trauma is still there, but Nada still loves her mother very much. And perhaps, this moment is the answer to long-lost longings. Also the hope that was yesterday was long gone.
Nada has decided. Stop the bitter memories that begin to try to be reborn. He's going home. Accept any risk. The sickest pain.
Ma, wait for me.
