THIS IS MY DESTINY...

61 Confessions of Love

" And...?"

Fanesa waited for a few minutes, but did not get an answer. Finally Fanesa turned to look towards Safia.

" Oh my goodness, you're sleeping....!" Fanesa was annoyed, finally Fanesa left Safia to sleep alone in the room.

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" Sa.mama, don't hug mama like this" with eyes still closed Safia tried to get rid of the hand that was coiled on her chest. But he felt strange, Fanesa's hand felt bigger and heavier. Safia tried to open her eyes and she was very surprised to see someone casually sleeping while hugging her.

" Yes....!" shouted Safia.

" Hemmmt.." answered Hermawan lazily.

" i can't move..." Safia tried to get rid of Hermawan's hand but the hand again twisted Safia's body. Even now it's getting tighter.

Hermawan further teased Safia by rubbing her face in the niche of Safia's neck.

" Young.....! do you want me to go to the hospital again?" threaten Safia's.

And finally the embrace stretched.

" Tell me that you love me so much. Uh no...! Tell me that you love me more than anything." said Hermawan.

" We cannot love anything more than our love for the creator" Safia argued.

" Ok, then love me after the creator"

" Can't be...!"

" How can you not? Must be able to dong.I am your husband. And I'm entitled to everything related to you fia"

" After the creator, I loved the rosary, the prophet Muhammad Saw"

" Then I...?"

" Eehmmmmtt.." for a moment Safia tried to think hard. " Well number..7"

" what's number 7?"

" Yes number 3 my parents, keep the baby in my stomach, Fanesa, Mama Sanjaya and new you mas" Safia was seen holding back her laughter. Because she managed to get her husband. Her husband looked very upset, his face looked very grim.

" Is that not important to me in your eyes?"

" According to the...?" Safia looked at Hermawan's face with a smile.

" Did you still not love me?" Hermawan looked at Safia with a sad look.

Safia shook her head.

Hermawan threw away his face. She wanted so badly to cry. Because the woman he loves does not return his love.

" Look at my face" Safia's hand grabbed Hermawan's chin and pointed Hermawan's face in front of Safia. " Look at my eyes...!"

" Helmm...."

" What's in there?"

" there's belek..."

" Youngass.....! Not that"

" Fine, you don't understand..."

" Look at the black circle.. ."

" There..my shadow"

" So does my heart...."

" A minute, how do you mean?" The husband seemed to think hard.

" No re-broadcast...!" Answer Safia ketus. He also moved from his sleep.

Before he actually died, Hermawan immediately pulled Safia's hand until Safia's body was moistened with a supine position on Hermawan's body.

" Youngam....!" Safia turned to face Hermawan's body and beat Hermawan's chest in annoyance.

Hermawan immediately pulled Safia's nape and kissed Safia's soft lips. "tell me that you love me"

Safia's cheeks instantly blushed red. If only it could be like a cartoon character, maybe now Safia's eyes will appear love-love emoticons.

Safia hid her face in Hermawan's chest.

" Why, baby? Are you ashamed? uhhhaha...."

Safia again hit Hermawan's chest with a smile.

" Tell me since when did you love me?"

" Ehmmm..since...since...." Safia lowered her head so that her face would not look Hermawan.

" Come on baby ..,!"

" Dude...!" Safia looked up at her husband's face.

" Hmm..."

" I hope you will love me to old age"

" Of course, honey...."

" If after giving birth I turn fat like a bulldozer, won't I change?"

" Fia, listen to me.... I love you not because of your beautiful physique, but I love you because of this" Hermawan touched Safia's chest with his index finger.

" Really?"

" Yes..."

" Is this just to cheer me up so as not to sting?"

" Hahaha...fia...fia...." Hermawan hugged Safia tightly.

" Dude...,"

" What else, dear..."

" If I'm being bullied by a criminal, then that criminal is asking for the ransom of all your property. Which one will you choose?"

" Yes I chose you.haha"

" But you will fall poor because you want to be with me"

" That's not a problem for me baby, we're gonna start from zero again"

" Not the mas,"

" why? don't you want me to save?"

" It's not so mas, you have to think mature. I can't be selfish, there's Fanesa and mom. They will not be able to live hard"

" So.I have to sacrifice you? lt's it?"

" If it's the best, why not?"

" How do you not think I am?"

" You can find another wife..."

" Is it that easy?" Hermawan smiled wryly.

" Don't love me too much... Love me accordingly, we never know the destiny of God"

" You mean?"

" I am now pregnant, later during childbirth.I risked my life for this baby in my womb. I read the article, there are many causes of maternal death after childbirth. There was severe bleeding, hypertension, infection, complications.and many more" Safia looked down, her eyes began to turn red.

" Dear, don't talk shit. You must be safe, and so will our baby. Don't worry"

" She, we will never know our destiny mas. chances are whatever will happen I am ready mas"

" Dear..don't....no....! you can't say macems" Hermawan scooped up Safia's face and kissed her.

" Young......!!"

Hermawan released Safia. Safia seemed to be panting to find the behavior of her husband.

" Aren't you, baby...?"

" Bas you mas, the older the crazier...!"

" Hahaha...but you like it, right?" hermawan Goda.

" Bodo very.!, I want to take a shower...!"

" Bath with yuk baby...!"

" No...! Far away from me...!" Safia got out of her bed to avoid her husband. But lost quickly with the movement of Hermawan directly carrying Safia's body. Hermawan brought Safia into the guest bathroom.

" Mom...mamma....!"

Safia shouted to her mother-in-law. But his mother-in-law seems to know that his son is flirting with his wife.

Madam Sanjaya was just shaking while smiling at Safia's screams.

" Sir, shouldn't yu help Safia?"

" For what?"

" It looks like Fia is in trouble"

" You are Vero, you don't know young people. They're having fun"

" but..."

" Have...! Clouds know what limits they shouldn't do. I've never seen a cloud like this"

" yes, I think so too"

Mrs Sanjaya and Ms. Veronika are busy choosing what dishes to serve during the 7th monthly safia pregnancy event.

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Fanesa's room

Fanesa sat on his bedside, he stared fixedly at the photo on his lap.

" Ma.nesa kangen. Why is mom not like mama fia ma? Why did my mom never love me? I want to be hugged mama..like mama fia hug me ma..." Fanesa began to shed his tears. He hugged a photo of Karin.

" Till any time.I still love mama"

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***I'm also very sad gays if nulis sad2 like this. Understandably in aja.aku is including the species of mamak2 who if you see soap operas/Korean dramas come crying....😭😭😭

thank you and see you in the next episode 😘😘😘***