THIS IS MY DESTINY...

32 Calm down

"Would you try mine, baby?" Hermawan thrust his plate into Safia. But Safia shook her head with a smile. Hermawan felt anxious with his wife and he scooped his food and thrust into Safia's mouth.

At first Safia shook her head unwillingly, finally forced Safia to open her mouth. Hermawan kissed Safia's cheeks.

" Don't overdo it...! this is a public place, I'm ashamed...!" whiskey Safia.

Hermawan even launched a kiss that stuck on Safia's cheek. Safia was embarrassed. Hermawan chuckles satisfied because of successfully pranking his wife.

On the other hand, Karin's view cannot be separated from all the treatment of Hermawan on Safia. His chest was sick, he had never been treated that way by Hermawan. His hands clenched hard, eager to tear Safia's body apart. He wanted to destroy Safia with his hand.

" Well, mama will sleep in our house" Fanesa began to speak up.

" Don't love, mama doesn't taste good to Safia. It's not supposed to be your mom still living at home with your dad" Sanggah Karin. Fanesa seemed confused by her mother's words.

How the hell mama, don't mama want Deket same papa again? why did you refuse to stay with me? Bizarre.inner Fanesa.

" Let's as you like, Rin, at home there's Fanesa. So you can get close to Fanesa whenever you want. Even if we split up, I hope our relationship stays good. For Fanesa....." The words of Hermawan are like water in sand. Karin felt there was a chance to approach her ex-husband again.

" Okay, if you will" Karin said with a smile. Karin took a tissue and tried to wipe the leftovers of Hermawan's lips. Hermawan hand reflexes grasping Karin's hand. Karin blushed in embarrassment at Hermawan's attitude.

" Sorry Rin, I can clean it myself" Hermawan took off Karin's hand and took out a new tissue to wipe her lips.

Seeing her husband being noticed by his ex-wife excessively, Safia felt ill. Her chest was tight, there was a sense of disbelief in her because her husband was noticed by others.

Hermawan saw Safia's eyes reddened, he was aware of something. Hermawan's view turned towards Karin who was so happy.

Am I wrong? Is my attitude more Safia? I was kind to Karin only for the good of Fanesa. No more....! Inner Hermawan.

" Dear..are you okay?" hermawan lirih. Safia just nodded and lowered her head. Safia wiped away the tears that started to seep in the corner of her eyes.

" Pa..I'm done, go home yuk...!" fanesa Whine.

" Dear, baby" Hermawan took Safia's hand. Fanesa held Karin's hand. They walked to the parking lot. Arriving near Karin's car immediately stroked to sit on the front bench near the wheel. And Safia finally relented sitting in the back seat with Fanesa.

The car is traveling at medium speed. Hermawan felt awkward sitting close to Karin. Every now and then his eyes glanced at the pawn to look at Safia's face. But Safia looked indifferent looking out the window. Fanesa closed his eyes while listening to music through earphones.

Sometimes Karin invites Hermawan to chat, and Hermawan replies to the conversation as necessary. Hermawan felt bad for Safia.

Arriving at Hermawan's house, Safia went straight into the house without waiting for her husband. Followed by Fanesa who faithfully took Karin. Hermawan walked at the back.

" Seeii kariin...." Suddenly Vero's aunt came over while stretching out her hand.

" Hi bik, how are you...?" Finally Karin and Veronika's aunt cuddled.

" Well, you're more beautiful than Rin.." praise Vero's aunt.

" Aah bibik can do it" Karin blushed in embarrassment.

" ayoo sit down, you're here tonight, right?" aunt Vero let Karin sit on the couch.

" Ma, I'll wait in my room...!" fanesa said cutting off the conversation.

" Yes, baby..." Karin nodded with a smile.

" You changed a lot, Rin"

" This is all for Fanesa bik's sake. Oh yeah, which Hermawan is invisible. It was like he was here..." Karin clingak-clinguk looking for the whereabouts of Hermawan.

" Bias, the most in his room..."

" I followed Hermawan first yes bik..." Karin immediately left Vero's aunt in the living room by herself.

In Hermawan....

Chequek...

" Dear...where are you?" Hermawan is looking for Safia. Hermawan grabbed the bathroom door handle, but it was locked from the inside.

Oh, maybe he's peeing. Inner Hermawan.

Hermawan took off his shirt to show his athletic body. He took off his pants and left his boxer pants. Hermawan sat on the bed while playing his cell phone.

Suddenly the door of her room opened, and Karin poked out from behind the door and just walked in. Hermawan was unaware of Karin's presence because he was busy with his cell phone. Suddenly Safia came out of the bathroom. Safia was very surprised to see her husband in one room with another woman.

" Well....! What are you guys doing?" Safia Shouts.

Hearing Safia Hermawan's and Karin's cries jumped in shock. Hermawan was so surprised to see Karin in his room.

" Karin, what are you doing here?" snapped Hermawan. Karin jerks. He was nervous to say what.

" A.a.a.ku.ma.ma.mau take a change of clothes" Karin immediately opened the closet trying to find her clothes but nil.

Shit, whose shirt is this? I never had a dress like this. Inner Karin was nervous.

" your clothes have been moved in the guest room. Yesterday the aunt was already in the suitcase" snapped Hermawan again.

" i.iya" Karin replied nervously.

" Why are you still here?"

" A..anu" Karin squeezed her own clothes. she was very nervous, never thought Hermawan would be this angry.

" Go....!!" shouted Hermawan.

Karin left Hermawan's room with a frightened face. Hermawan's eyes turned towards Safia. Hermawan saw Safia crying but not making a sound. The hermawan approached him.

" Dear, aren't you papa?" Hermawan hugged the body of Safia who was crying so much. Safia's body was shaking. His hands are cold.

" I can't see you with other girls mas.." said Safia lirih.

" I'm sorry, honey, I didn't know that Karin was in the room all of a sudden. I'm sorry...." Hermawan tried to calm his wife. He knows his wife has not recovered from the trauma of the past. Yeah, traumatic for Martin's attempted murder. Safia has not been able to hear screams, see knife-like objects and see blood.

" I'm sorry, just calm down. I won't scream in front of you anymore. Tomorrow we set your therapy schedule" Hermawan led Safia to sit on the bed.

Hermawan went to the kitchen to get Safia water. While crossing the dining table he passed Karin.

" Mom her.forgive me. It's not my intention to be so presumptuous" Karin tried to explain to Hermawan.

Hermawan took a bottle of water from the refrigerator.

" You're really sassy Karin! You know, because of your act Safia was scared...!" hermawan said with great emphasis.

" I didn't do anything" Karin argued.

" It's all because of your sister! He tried to kill Safia, even he had violence against Safia. And you know, that leaves a lot of trauma that got for her" Hermawan left Karin standing by the dinner table.

*oh, so so. I can take advantage of this opportunity.inner Karin with a smile.

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