THIS IS MY DESTINY...

46 At Citraland

Hermawan parked his car in the garage. He could only look at his wife from a distance. Safia and Madame Sanjaya walked into the house.

" It hurts more than a broken heart" Hermawan grumbled as he picked up Safia's bag from inside the trunk of the car.

Hermawan walked into his house, but only until the door he saw security sir coming to his.

" Her mas, so Karin's mother left this to me. Mom said that this bag is for Hermawan mas" security sir handed me a bag.

Hermawan was a little surprised to see the bag that Karin sent for her. He opened the bag it turned out to contain a car key, a home certificate, a boutique ownership letter in a luxury mall, a credit card, a debit card and also some jewelry.

Why did Karin give all this back to me?

There is also a letter. The hermist read it carefully. He frowned while reading the letter.

*Dear Hermawan Sanjaya,

Thank you for all the material overflow you gave me, I was so happy to get it all. But now it doesn't mean anything to me anymore.

I realize I'm not a good wife, nor a good mother... I was also envious because you loved your new wife more. Now I**aware, All because of me, I can't keep the happiness I've got. I'm looking for happiness out there.

Now..... I was so grateful to find a man who could accept all my flaws. Although he does not offer luxury**like you.haha At least, he does not demean me like a man out there...

Her, with all my limitations, I don't deserve Fanesa's custody. Take good care of my son, no matter what happens please never waste my son. Let her be happy with you*...

 

*Prince of love from*

 

Carin

 

 

Hermawan smiled cynically in response to Karin's letter. He squeezed the letter and threw it in any direction.

Hermawan immediately went past the stairs to his room. He was tired and uninspired that morning. He wanted to immediately lay his body on his soft bed. When he opened the door of his room, his eyes were fixed on a woman standing on the balcony of his room. He approached the woman and hugged her from behind.

The woman flinched as her body was suddenly hugged from behind. " What are you doing to me, my lady!"

" I miss you baby....! Why do you always avoid me, huh?" Hermawan seemed to tighten his embrace.

Safia is uncomfortable being hugged by Hermawan. With all his might he released Hermawan's embrace. Hermawan seemed to loosen his arms. Safia left Hermawan.

" Are you still mad at me? why do you always avoid me?" hermawan's face turned sad.

" I...." Safia was very confused by his feelings. She could not actually linger angry at her husband. I don't know why she doesn't want to be close to her husband. " I've forgiven you. But leave me alone for a while" Safia left Hermawan.

Like being struck by lightning, Hermawan felt his heart break. Since Hermawan expelled Safia, Safia's attitude changed. Safia always ignored Hermawan when there was her mother-in-law. Even Safia always did not respond when Hermawan invited her to chat.

Hermawan put his body on the bed. His eyes began to slowly close. He tried to forget his suffering as long as Safia ignored him.

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Evening passed....

" Her..how do you work" Mama Sanjaya's voice finally broke the silence.

" All is well, ma, I'm now trying to control everything from home."

" Is everything like that. There are a lot of bad people who don't know themselves. How can you just trust someone else"

"I have some confidants I can count on. I want to spend my time with my family"

" Don't be careless, your father built all this effort with no ease.Don't just because of something you become negligent with your responsibilities!" Mama Sanjaya.

" Sir.do not be too hard on Hermawan... It's been working fine. Don't you mind the method of his work" Veronika's aunt tries to defend Hermawan.

" you always defended him.....!" mrs Sanjaya had finished her dinner quickly. He immediately left the dining table for the guest room.

Safia, Hermawan, Fanesa also Veronika's aunt only looked at the departure of the mistress Sanjaya with a thousand languages silent. Bibik Vero patted Hermawan on the shoulder. Hermawan seemed reluctant to respond to the anger of his mother.

" Dear do you want this vegetable again?" Hermawan poured vegetable capcay into saucer Safia. However, Safia immediately pulled her plate away.

" I'm full already.., Fanes, let's go to the room, mama help you finish your pr..." Safia and Phanesa left Hermawan and Veronica's aunt.

" Bik, why is everyone avoiding me? what's wrong with me? has Fia not forgiven me..,.?" Hermawan was very saddened by Safia's attitude that always avoided him.

" Don't think too much of her, maybe a baby...."

" Don't you mean aunt?"

" There are some cases of pregnant women feel uncomfortable if adjacent to her husband. It could be because her husband is too possessive or some do not like the smell of sweat husband.some are crazy about her husband's sweat" Veronika's aunt tried to explain.

" Bibik don't be pretentious.." ledek Hermawan.

" i used to be so, I was so uncomfortable being close to my husband.it didn't last long" Aunt Vero looked sad.

" why is Bibik sad...?!" Hermawan scrunched his forehead.

" A aunt's husband left aunt when aunt couldn't give him a son" Vero's aunt's face turned increasingly sad. Even his eyes look teary.

Hermawan hugged Veronika's aunt. " Don't cry over the man, the boy is the same as a boy or a girl. They had their own rhymes" Hermawan stroked the back of Vero's aunt.

" If you had another daughter, would you treat her the same as her Fanes?" ask aunt Vero.

" Of course, even though they were born in different regimes, to me they were all my flesh and blood"

" You're the best." Aunt Vero smiled as she let go of Hermawan's embrace. "but if Fanes isn't your real son, will you still love him?" ask Vero's aunt again.

" What does aunt mean...?" Hermawan seemed surprised to hear the question of Aunt Vero. "Fanesa was my son, although I knew Karin when I married her no longer." Hermawan's words hung. Feelings of doubt are beginning to arise again. She had doubts that Fanesa was not her real daughter. He even checked his DNA with Fanesa to the lab. But he refused to open up the results.

To be honest, she was very afraid to know the fact that Fanesa was not her real daughter. The daughter he had raised so lovingly...

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Thank you, sorry late up. because it's so small again. So haru accompanied and exerted all the superpowers of my mother to focus on my son🤗

thank you to all who faithfully read my work.i love you all 😘😘🔥.