THIS IS MY DESTINY...

14 I'm Afraid

" Safia stop...!!" Hermawan grabbed Safia's hand. Hermawan gripped Safia's wrist firmly.

" Aaaw.." cried Safia.

" Why are you like this?! What the hell is going on with you?" The hermawan began to raise his tone of voice. It was clear that made Safia even more afraid. " Say me why?!" The husband started screaming.

" Why did you marry me when you loved another woman?" Safia's voice began to rise.

" Who is the woman you mean?"

" Sony..."

Hermawan pulled Safia's hand and made her fall into Hermawan's arms. " What did you say, baby?" The Hermawan's voice began to weaken." Why are you jealous of my best friend... I just consider him a friend. No more than that..." Hermawan stroked Safia's back.

" Why are you that close? I think the treatment to her is more than just a friend" Safia was still crying.

" You don't like it?" Hermawan scooped Safia's face. Hermawan's gaze was so deep on Safia. " Let's say..!"

Safia just shook her head weakly. Hermawan immediately kissed Safia's reddened lips.*cupp....

" I won't do it again" Hermawan again gave a kiss, now to both Safia's cheeks and Safia's nose. " Did your hand hurt?" Hermawan noticed Safia's reddish wrists. " I'm sorry"

Safia began to melt with the attitude of Hermawan. Hermawan gave the ointment on Safia's wrist. " Hear me, baby.... Never get angry like this again! if you don't like my attitude, you can rebuke me"

" Dude.I just...."

Hermawan tidied Safia's hair. " Just what? say..."

" I'm just afraid you left me with another woman" Hermawan smiled. She was so happy that Safia began to feel jealous when she got close to another woman.

" Will never be. I love you with all my breaths fia" Hermawan kissed Safia's hand.

" Don't be like that" Safia's cheeks began to blush like ripe tomatoes.

" Tell me, do you want anything?"

" No. I don't want anything"

" why? Say don't be shy like that. I'm your husband now"

Safia seemed silent for a moment. She thought for a moment what her husband said." I don't want anything..."

" Do you know, Fanesa always asks for something when his anger starts to subside"

" Do you think of me as Fanesa?"

The hermawan smiled back. " I don't mean to think of you like a little baby. But I want to please you because I've made you cry" Safia started smiling. Safia hugged Hermawan.

" I want to take a walk in the green garden near the intersection of the five murmurs" Safia looked up at her husband.

" Okay, baby. But wait for Fanesa to come home yes, we are there with Fanesa" Safia nodded with a spoiled smile. Hermawan pulls Safia's nose in a fit of rage.

Hermawan began to be impatient for temptation in front of him. He will not miss a chance with Safia. Safia could only give up on what Hermawan had done to her. It should happen when you are a husband and wife, right?

After finishing the struggle on the bed they also took a bath together. Do not forget to pray Dzuhur.

The new hermawan feels the real household. Feeling always missed his wife, but just left him 10 minutes. His heart always flowered when he was next to his wife. Although Safia with him is much different in age, Hermawan feels back in love like the ABG days before. Whether this is bs arguably puberty to 2 or not.

As the afternoon progressed, Fanesa had been home since 1 hour ago. Hermawan is still cool with his wife in the room. Fanesa began to be annoyed by her behavior.

" Bik, why are you in the room?"

" No idea non, so bibik heard me screaming. Looks like you fought the same Safia"

" Bibik masakin' it again tomorrow"

" this is not a non bibik cuisine. This is Safia cuisine"

" Why aren't you a ripe aunt?"

" Don't know your own cooking aunt that's-that's it, non also often protest, right?"

" Yes, but aunt promised not to tell me I like auntie's cooking"

" Why not? I'll let you make tomorrow a red soup like this again"

" Never say anything! Just say aunt likes this cuisine" Fanesa threatened auntie with a slight glare.

" Yes-yes non, but non don't glare like that I'm afraid"

" That's why...!" Fanesa shouted a little.

" What kind of love should you give?" Fanesa was shocked that suddenly his father was behind him with Safia.

" Papa don't be angry... Fanesa...." Fanesa's words were interrupted for fear that his father was angry.

" Don't be like that baby, pity aunt will be afraid. If the aunt leaves the house who takes care of the house"

" There's papa's wife..." Reply Fanesa while pursing his lips.

" Yes, you also helped Mama Safia ya..." Hermawan smiling jail.

" Darn,najis....! not level...!" now not only pursed his lips, Fanesa also folded his hands in the chest.

" So dear.have respect for others no matter what their work. You can't behave like that to your aunt and mama Safia. That's not polite!"

" Why is he often at home? Papa used to come home late, busy working... Why home?"

" Because papa wants to take you for a walk. Don't you like it, baby?"

" Want dong pa.." now Fanesa's face immediately turned clear.

" Come along, if you change your bad attitude, baby"

" Yes papa...." Fanesa was a little annoyed by her papa's attitude.

" Yes be ready, we'll be leaving soon" Fanesa just nodded and immediately went to his room. All this time his father never had time for him even though it was just a walk together. Her mother was always busy with her own business. That's why his attitude is like that.

After a long wait, Fanesa came down to Hermawan who was relaxing with Safia.

" Let's go, pa"

" Let's go, baby..." Hermawan took Safia's hand and left Fanesa behind. Fanesa's lips are getting pursed. ' Why the hell papa hold the same aunt fia?! so be a sprain!" he murmured in the heart.

Hermawan chose to drive his own car. Safia sits next to the steering wheel. Fanesa is in the back. On the way Fanesa always pay attention to the behavior of his father. ' Papa is this all right? Smiles continue to aunt Safia, already her hands grinned mute' murmur wir.

Hermawan felt like he had a small, intact family back. Sometimes he looked back to make sure that Fanesa enjoyed his journey. Yeah, Fanesa is really happy to be out with his dad. Although little heart Fanesa a little jealous of the attitude of his father towards his stepmother.

A moment Hermawan circled in circles on a street junction of five. Fanesa immediately raised his head to the window.

" Pa..what is this seriously?" Fanesa was shocked as well as gawking in amazement.

" Seriously dear we're here for a minute papa want to find parking first"

Fanesa covered his mouth which was still gawking with his hand. His eyes sparkled in disbelief that his papa had actually brought him here. Her mother always refused if she brought her here. His father never had time for him.