THIS IS MY DESTINY...

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" her. You better take a break. Tomorrow think again how to melt your wife's heart..." Bibik Vero tried to divert the conversation. He was afraid of the abuse that would hurt his nephew's feelings.

Hermawan nodded "Good bik.I will soon be in my room to rest. Aunt take care of your health...!" Hermawan stood up from his chair and left aunt Vero who was still sitting at the dinner table.

" Her.pardon the aunt" Vero's aunt cleaned up the leftovers and washed the dishes at the table. All that aunt Vero did because he was used to it. Although Hermawan provides domestic assistants, but Vero's aunt still helps home assistants.

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Chamber....

Hermawan deliberately brought his laptop to his room. He was eager to ask Safia when she had entered her room why she had always avoided Hermawan.

At 22:00 wib Hermawan began to stretch his muscles. For three hours he struggled with all his work. Finally he put the laptop that was in his lap to the table near the bed. He arranged a position to break his body. Tonight he was really tired. He was still prejudiced that Safia would return to her room.

Since dinner, Safia hasn't gone to her room. But his drowsiness was so strong to attack finally Hermawan closed his eyes.

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Fanesa....

" But mama promised ya mama don't tell papa if there's a guy who shot me"

" Yes mama promised, but you also have to promise to keep studying diligently yaa..." Safia stroked Fanesa's hair gently.

" Yes, the promise...!" She held out her two fingers while smiling cheerfully. " I love mama...!" Fanesa hugged Safia tightly. A feeling of happiness rippled through his subconscious.

" mama is also very dear to Fanes, but Fanes do not go along mama Karin ya" Safia a little hoarse in saying her words. Not feeling the circle of tears gliding freely on his cheeks.

Fanesa raised his head. "mama cry? why?" Fanesa was confused by Safia who suddenly cried.

" Mama just doesn't want to be away from you...."

" And papa, right...?"

Safia's eyes were round, she was surprised by Fanesa's words. Safia looked down without saying a word.

" Mama saw Fanes, I know mama loves very papa. Mama don't torture yourself mama to keep on going papa. It's been a few days since mom came home from the hospital mama always ngejauhin papa. Mama's still mad at you, papa?"

Safia just shook her head weakly.

" And...? why do you keep trying to make papa?"

" It's not so nes, mama ingrasa somehow mama feeling a little unpleasant if close to your papa. Mama is sorry papa.... But.. I don't know!!" Safia turned her face trying to find the truth of her heart. Why does he still feel pain when he is with Hermawan. The shadow of Hermawan who drove him away always haunts him.

" mama.see Fanes" Fanesa grabbed Safia's chin to face her. "mama once told Fanes, as bad as anyone else... we must forgive them before they apologize to us. Moreover, papa mama's husband, everyone is not perfect ma. Must have done wrong too. Especially papa..."

Safia smiled at her daughter and advised her. "when did you ever advise mom?" Safia ruffled Fanesa's hair.

" Since mama was in our lives" Fanesa stared at Safia's bead. It looks so sincere and soothing.

" Haha...there are you....! already yes.already malem, mama tired of going to sleep first. You are sleeping, baby... Tomorrow morning let not be bad luck" Safia hugged Fanesa's body for a moment and then moved from Fanesa's bed.

" ready to booss...!" fanesa said while saluting.

Safia smiled at the adorable behavior of the princess. Safia turned off Fanesa's room light switch and closed the door. Safia moved her body so hard. For some reason after pregnancy her body is so easily tired.

Lazily he walked into his room. When she opened her bedroom door, she saw the atmosphere of the room with dim lights.

It seems like Hermawan was sleeping. murmured while walking his basket.

Half an hour later, he laid his body on the bed. I don't know why she didn't feel as comfortable as before she got pregnant. When sleeping on your back, leaning to the left or right feels uncomfortable. Safia finally sat on the back of the bed. She saw her husband sleeping so well.

Why can't I sleep, really bad. Ouch...! May wake up tomorrow during dawn prayers.

Hermawan felt that something was moving next to him. Finally he tried to open his eyes. " Why baby, why haven't you slept?" Hermawan changed his position to face Safia and watched his wife.

"I cannot sleep...!"

" Did your stomach hurt?"

Safia shook her head weakly.

" Are you hungry?"

Safia nodded again.

" And...?"

" My whole body feels sore" said Safia.

" Do you have olive oil?"

" It's on the dresser..."

" Ok, I'll take it..." Hermawan walked over to Safia's dresser. He noticed Safia's makeup equipment one by one until he finally found olive oil. " Open your clothes...!" Hermawan sat beside Safia.

" huh? why take off my shirt?" Safia was slightly surprised by Hermawan's orders.

" I'll massage you, baby.... Don't think shit. I'm not gonna take you to grapple until the fetal condition inside your belly is strong"

Safia's face suddenly blushed red. She was so ashamed of her husband. She didn't think her husband would say that to her.

" Come, sit in front of me with your back to me. So that I can easily massage your clothes"

Safia followed Hermawan's orders, she also tied her hair to make it more tidy. He unbuttoned his two clothes so that his shoulders were slightly open.

" Why a little? How to massage if it is opened only a little?" Hermawan was so impatient to open all the buttons of his wife's shirt." Well, this is delicious..." Hermawan started rubbing Safia's shoulders with olive oil and kneading her slowly.

Safia was embarrassed to wear only a breastplate.she covered her valuable assets with both hands.

" rilex is your body baby .. Don't be like that. Later you can not enjoy my massage" Actually Hermawan several times swallow his saliva. He was so tempted by the sight before him. But he must not be selfish to attach importance to his lust.

" Have you started to eat...."

Safia just nodded.

" So Karin used to be like you, baby, hard to sleep. So every night I always massage him"

” Oo....." Safia is so lazy that Hermawan always tells her past with Karin. According to him, let it be a memory. There was no need to be mentioned or discussed in front of him anymore.

" Now open your pants, dear?"

" huh? wh-wh-what for? don't fuck around...!"

" Haha...." Hermawan immediately hugged his wife's body.

" Please...! I don't want you to be giniin...!"

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Well, flapain yaa about mbak fianya...🤔

Thanks for everything....💪😘

stay uplifting, and may we always be protected God 🤲 aamiin