THIS IS MY DESTINY...

41 I can explain...!

Hermawan made a phone call. " Nes...!, hurry home....!! Now...!!" snapped Hermawan and immediately turned off his phone connection.

Hermawan seems very emotional at this time. He paced while holding back his emotions that were exploding.

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The mall...

" Ma, let's go home...!"

Safia was surprised to see Fanesa's sad expression." You why?" tanya Safia was worried.

" Papa's telling us to go home now. Papa was angry and even snapped at me. But I don't know the reason" Fanesa said sadly.

" Yes, maybe without us knowing we forgot time. We better go home now" Safia seemed to calm Fanesa down. But actually she was also worried why her husband was suddenly angry at Fanesa. Though Hermawan never angry even with Fanesa.

On the way Safia felt her stomach a little uncomfortable. He felt bad eating all day. Her body was limp from not getting enough nutrients since morning. His hands were cold sweat. He touched his warm neck.

Me why? Am I sick? safia in the heart.

Arriving at the Hermawan residence, Safia immediately parked her car. He saw Fanesa looking frightened because this was the first time his father was angry for no reason at him.

" She.I'm scared!" Fanesa was holding Safia's hand tightly.

" Be calm, later if papa scolds you we take both. I won't let you get angry alone" Safia said, trying to calm Fanesa down.

Eventually the two women walked into the house in unison. When just entering the house, Safia and Fanesa looked surprised because Hermawan had confronted them with a fierce face. Of course like a lion who wants to pounce on its prey.

Fanesa hid behind Safia's body. Safia tried to walk to her husband quietly. " Yes, assalamualaikum..." Sapa Safia Rama then grabbed Hermawan's hand for him to kiss.

It was unexpected that Hermawan immediately brushed off Safia's hand violently. " There's no need for you to perform in front of me lady m*rahan!" Hermawan stared at Safia's face.

" What is this mas, why is it so rude to me?" asked Safia nervously.

" Why did you say....?! After what you did behind my back. Women really don't know why you're lucky....!" Hermawan began to raise his voice.

" What's my fault, why are you so angry at me?" safia's voice began to tremble withstanding her cries.

" What's my fault? You still don't know your faults or pretend you don't know, huh?" Hermawan took his cell phone lying on the table. Then he pointed the phone at Safia.

Safia looked surprised to see the photo plastered on Hermawan's phone. From the side of the distance, Safia looked like she was being hugged by a man. " She, that's not what you think. I can explain everything" Safia's tears began to slide down her cheeks.

" Hemmmttt, what other explanation do you want to give? I thought with your new hooded appearance you could keep up your behavior but it turned out...." Hermawan seemed to be smiling mockingly.

" Dad..."

" What...?" Hermawan immediately snapped at Safia.

" Baby,mama...." Fanesa tried to explain what happened but immediately cut off Hermawan.

" Silence you...! go to your room now...!" snapped Hermawan while pointing towards the stairs.

Fanesa ran up the stairs crying. On the other hand, Hermawan's emotions are still being changed. Safia stood up while crying.

" Pick up your things and get out of my house. Now...!" snapped Hermawan.

" Don't you give me a chance to..." Safia is still trying to defend herself.

" for what else?! so you can hurt me again? get the hell out of my house now...! I'm not gonna see you here anymore...!" Hermawan appears to have turned his face away from Safia.

As if struck by lightning Safia's body became limp boneless.he did not imagine that the fate of his marriage ended like this.

This is my destiny. ...Lordy! inner Safia while crying.

Fanesa saw what mom was doing from behind the door. He ran to Safia. " Ma, stop...! what's mom doing?" Fanesa tried to stop what Safia was doing.

Safia shook her head weakly. "Let me pack my clothes, baby, your dad doesn't want my mom anymore. You must take care of yourself, be a good child...!" Safia held onto Fanesa's two hands gently.

" No ma, papa can't ngusir mama. It's not what you think" Fanesa left Safia in her room alone.

Safia continued her activities of packing her clothes. He did not bring all the clothes given by Hermawan and his mother-in-law. He only brought his old clothes that he brought from his mother's house first.

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The guestroom...

" her.." aunt Vero patted Hermawan on the shoulder.

Hermawan looked at her with his lazy face.

"Don't indulge in momentary emotions. All could be well talked about" Aunt Vero then sat down on the sofa beside Hermawan.

" What else should I talk about? why am I always betrayed? why do I always feel this pain?" Hermawan rubbed his face violently.

" At least let fia stay tonight.it's her night, Safia's love...! where does he have to go these nights?" bibik Vero tries to convince Hermawan to return.

" I don't know, bik, I don't care...!" Hermawan got up from his seat and went to his study. He sat down at his desk lamenting what had happened. Twice he was betrayed by a woman. Hermawan throws all the stuff at the table in any direction. He held his head with both hands. His head suddenly hurt like he was about to break.

Dir....

Veronika looked worried sitting on the sofa. Sometimes he changes his sitting position. His hands were busy making phone calls. Shortly after, his phone was picked up by someone.

📞 🙎 : " Hello..."

📞 Vero : "where the hell mbak kok not lifted?, mbak mbak m...gawat!"

📞🙎 : "true talking...!! What's up?"

📞 Vero: "There has been a world war, Hermawan ngusir his wife. Where his wife looks so sweet. I'm afraid of anything happening as she's mad, where it's gone"

📞 🙎. : "I'm there now, prevent my man from going first"

📞 Vero : "Good mbak...."

Bibik Vero went from his seat to go to Hermawan's room, but he was surprised to see Safia had gone down the stairs with a large bag.

" Fia.." Vero's aunt shouted as she ran over to Safia. " Where are you going?"

" I don't know bik,fia has no purpose in life anymore" Safia replied by wiping her tears.

" he...! what the hell are you saying? you can't say that...!!" bibik Vero held Safia's body that was about to fall.

" What else can I expect? my house just destroyed. Even my husband would not listen to my explanation. What's the point of me living? I don't want my parents to be sad to see me like this bik" Safia let go of Aunt Vero's hand holding her away.

" Safia.sorry aunt's niece, stay for tonight only. Tomorrow the aunt will take you to the station" Vero's aunt is still trying to hold Safia.

" Stop bik....! Let him go....!"

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Forgive me for a long time not up my dear all. because I experienced the disaster of losing 2 family members with a fairly close time. Make me very difficult' to immediately rise to organize the spirit of life. But I am sincere now, all will return to God.

happy ways Mbah kung and my fetus👶 we will gather in heaven later.😭 may you be happy by Allah's side, and forgiven all his sins.