THIS IS MY DESTINY...

24 Reducing Emotions

After traveling approximately 15 minutes finally Hermawan arrived at Karin's house. Hermawan immediately parked his car in the car garage. BIbik Karin was seen pacing around the door.

" Thank God you came here, scared baby...!"

" Where does Karin make?"

" In her room..."

" Let's bik.." aunt Karin drove Hermawan to Karin's room on the 2nd floor. Arriving in front of the room door, Karin's belongings were scattered on the floor. Some have even been shapelessly destroyed. Hermawan immediately entered the room, his eyes sweeping the entire corner of the room. He saw Karin sitting in the corner of the room with her legs bent. Her hair was disheveled, her body was trembling.

" Karin, what happened to you?" Hermawan embraces Karin and guides her to sit on the sofa by her bed.

" Mum, is that you?" Karin looked up at Hermawan's face.

" It's me, what are you doing? Don't hurt yourself like this" Hermawan coded Karin's aunt to get her a glass of water for Karin. My aunt nodded and went to the kitchen.

" A...me....what should I do? You left me and now Martin too.hiks..." Karin started crying. The husband hugged Karin. Hermawan feel sorry for Karin's condition now. Hermawan did not expect Martin's departure could change Karin like that. Although he had kept the wound that was scratched Karin, but Karin never stopped in his heart. Karin had given him a child.

" Calm down, don't be sad... I'll always be there for you" Hermawan stroked Karin's hair gently. Seen one corner of Karin's lips was attracted a little.

You stupid man, you finally got into my trap. Slowly you will come back to my arms, hahaha. You think I'm that fragile? inner Karin

" We just move to the next room, let the aunt clean up this room" Hermawan leads Karin to the next room. Room smaller than the main room, commonly used for guests staying.

" Sit..!"

" Here is the water." bibik Karin thrust a glass of water. Hermawan immediately gave the water to the carin." Drink that..!"

After the water was gone, Karin handed back the empty glass to Hermawan. Hermawan put it on the nightstand.

" Her, baby, prepare breakfast for you" Hermawan just nodded without saying a word. His gaze returned to Karin's pale face.

" Do you feel any pain in your body? I'll get a doctor"

" I don't need a mas doctor, I just need you" Karin looked at Hermawan with her shoulder.

" Karin, listen to me...! Now the conditions are very different, I'm married again. My wife's condition is also a little less good. Yesterday she miscarried. There was someone who tried to kill him..." Hermawan. Hiding his anger on Martin.

Karin grabs Hermawan's hand, grasps him tightly." I know, at least let me be with you always. I haven't been able to get away from you, my heart after Martin's departure has been broken. I don't have the spirit of life anymore...! I think I'd like to die.hiks...hiks"

" Don't say that, I'll visit you often" Hermawan still persuaded Karin not to do reckless. However Karin is the biological mother of her daughter Fanesa.

" Her...., even though I can't be like I used to be, can I be your close friend? Just friends...! At least I'm not far from you, her..." Hermawan saw the earnestness of Karin's words from his eyes.

Looks like he meant it. I hope he really changes. Inner Hermawan.

" Okay, we're friends from now on. Not because of me, but for the good of our daughter Fanesa" Hermawan saw the look of Karin's face changed sparkling.

" Thank you Hermawan, thank you!" Karin hugged Hermawan tightly. Hermawan returned Karin's embrace. Hermawan feels back to his past. When he was Karin's husband. But suddenly the shadow of Safia was present in him. Instantly he let go of Karin's embrace.

" I'm sorry Karin, I can't control myself. We are no longer husband and wife. Please don't take it personally!"

" Yes, I'm sorry for the release" Karin seemed a little disappointed.

" Here, where are you going?"

" Bike home, pity my wife at home must be waiting for me"

" Wait a minute until Karin improves until later in the afternoon. I'm afraid if he suddenly rampages again" It seems that the look on aunt's face Katin is very worried about Karin's condition.

" Be calm, my brother, I have spoken to Karin. He'll be fine. I'm sorry, I can't leave my wife for too long. His condition has not recovered properly"

" Well if you still want to go. Please don't stay away from Karin, I'm sure you're the only one who can control her emotions"

" No bik, even a baby can give him spirit. Never leave him alone. He just needs a friend, so I want aunt to stay here with him"

" Well, then the aunt will talk to the aunt"

" Yes, I'm happy first"

" Be careful on the road, her." bibik Karin waved her hand. Hermawan replied with a nod and a smile.

Hermawan's car sped away from Karin's residence. I don't know why his heart felt guilty about his attitude towards Karin. Could it be that all this time he was too hard with karin...? Or was he really married to Safia? I don't know...!

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" lady... Where's safia?"

" Safia in the back garden"

" Okay, ma'am, I'll catch up with him..."

" yes..."

Hermawan left Safia's mother who focused on watching tv. After returning home Karin turned out Hermawan did not go home immediately. He deliberately checked out some of his abandoned work. When he got to the back he saw a woman sitting looking back. The hermawan approached him immediately.

Hearing the roar of steps approaching Safia immediately stood up and turned around. " Astagfirullah mas, bikin was shocked" Safia seemed to adjust her breathing again.

Hermawan seemed to gnash his forehead in wonder." Honey are you afraid of me?"

Safia shook her head and landed her pentat on the garden bench. Safia's hands looked slightly trembling. Hermawan immediately embraced Safia. " Dear are you okay?"

" I don't know why events are back in my memory. Martin's footsteps, that sounds really scary. I'm afraid that he's suddenly coming from the opposite direction to mine..." Safia's breathing began to growl. " I'm afraid she's attacking me from behind" Safia covered both her ears with her palms. Slowly a tear fell across Safia's cheek. His body shook, his head lowered.

" Sweetie calm...! There I am with you" Hermawan hugged Safia tightly. His heart ached, he did not expect that Martin's treatment of his wife would die of deep trauma. Hermawan led Safia into his house. Suddenly his body fell. Hermawan immediately caught Safia's body and carried her into his room.

Seeing her daughter held by her daughter-in-law Safia's mother ran over to Hermawan. " the Le.... Safia why?" Hermawan stopped for a few seconds to answer his mother-in-law's question. " Fainting is buk...!" Hermawan continued his steps towards his room.

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