There's Only You

CHAPTER 68 - What Should I Do??

"Darling...." Lirih Alwi who no longer knows what to say.

"Now you're out. Don't force me" said Aurora, who tried to hold back her crying so as not to spill back.

Alwi let out a long sigh and walked out of the room with a heavy heart. Aurora quickly closed the door so loud that it made a loud noise. Then he locked it from the inside.

Alwi was stunned to see that. His body decays and rests on the tightly closed door leaf. He never expected the happy marriage he had lived for many years, now on the edge in just a matter of days, due to his one night error.

"Darling, I know maybe now you're very disappointed in me. But not everything you think is true. There was never an affair between me and Delia. Because I just love you. I'm...." Lirih Alwi is still trying to explain. Although he did not know whether Aurora could hear it or not from within.

But the woman heard it clearly. Just like her, Aurora also sat behind the door with tears spilling back. But Aurora who did not want to accept the explanation, immediately interrupted him while sobbing.

"Whatever you say, it won't change the truth. If you're going to be the father of the baby that that woman conceived. And what will you do to account for what you have done to the blood of your flesh? You're going to marry Delia? Then especially? You think, I'd like, to share a husband with another woman? Nah! Until I die, I will never accept it. So now think to yourself, what are you going to do. Stay with me who has lost our baby-to-be, or with that woman who still has your baby in her womb"

Aurora exclaimed from the inside, which made Alwi speechless and looked at the door where his wife was inside. Aurora's words made Alwi's heart feel even more melos. What the woman said had a point. Intentionally or not, there was flesh blood on Delia's body.

And he can't ignore or change that reality. But how does he take responsibility for the baby? Should he marry Delia?

Nope, no! He can't do that. She doesn't love Delia. Especially if you lose Aurora. He would not have done it without his wife.

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Alwi was in the studio. He tried to concern himself with the exercises, so that he could slightly take his mind off the problems that were whack, and make it very frustrating to think about the fate of his household.

But free. Wherever he went and whatever he did, he still could not forget his wife. Can't forget Aurora's crying and disappointment towards him. And it tormented him terribly. It makes him unable to focus on anything.

I don't know when Aurora will soften and accept it. He can only hope for a miracle.

"Al, are you okay?" Reno held onto Alwi's shoulder gently and empathically. He was also saddened by what was being experienced by his care singer, as well as his best friend.

"You know what my relationship with Aurora is right now, right? How could I be okay, when my own wife wouldn't see me. Even the fate of my current marriage, was at the tip of the horn" Lirih Alwi with a grim face and blank look.

"I understand how you feel Al. I never thought, either, that your problems turned out to be this complicated. So what are you going to do with Delia? Wasn't she pregnant with your child" asked Reno as she sat on the sofa next to Alwi, who was holding a guitar.

"Sister Alwi, Brother Reno" The soft voice of a woman who was very familiar interrupted their conversation, until spontaneously they immediately turned their heads.

"Delia? Yours-you.... Already out of the hospital?" Reno stood up and looked at the woman who was none other than Delia with a slight surprise.

Alwi was also surprised to see Delia who had just entered his studio room. It had been three days that she had not met the girl who was pregnant with her child, since Aurora had been in an accident and she was too focused on their problems, to forget about Delia.

"Oh, thank goodness then. Yes, I did, I.... Go out first" Reno left the room. He allowed Alwi and Delia both to talk, in order to find a solution to solve the serious problems between them.

After Reno died, the atmosphere became quiet. The two of them shut up. Delia did not dare to talk or look at Alwi, as the man looked cold and did not look at her.

Alwi was so confused what to do with this girl, after she became the cause of her household rift. Either he should be angry or feel guilty for already snatching the crown of the girl.

"Thank God you're okay. Hopefully after this, no more bad things will happen to you" said Alwi coldly who finally started the conversation, without looking at Delia who was standing in front of him.

"Thank you, brother. How is Aurora doing? I heard he had an accident, after coming from the hospital that day...." Lirih Delia's.

"And she had a miscarriage due to the accident" Tukas Alwi who made Delia surprised and choked.

"I-I really didn't expect it to be like this...." Said Delia with a lowered face.

Either she should feel sad or happy, because now she is the only woman who is pregnant with an Alwi child. As a person who has been in love for many years, of course the feeling of wanting to have it persists. Even though his expectations are very slim.

And now this child was present, as if giving her the hope to have that man. Although as a human being with a conscience, the guilt towards Aurora always overshadowed him.

"And everything happened. Like rice that has already become porridge. It can no longer be repaired" Tukas Alwi stressed.

"I'm really sorry. I never really wanted any of this...."

"There's no point apologizing, Del. It will not be able to change, or restore everything that has been destroyed" Tukas Alwi was upset.

His mind is in chaos. So that he cannot think clearly. Or think about whether his words offended the girl or not. Alwi turned his face back and said flatly.

"Sorry Del, but for now, I want to be alone. Please let me be alone. I promise I'll figure out a way, so I can take responsibility for the baby in your womb. I will not run away from my responsibilities. Even though I still don't know what I'm responsible for"

"Yes, brother, I understand. You don't have to worry about this baby. I won't hold more accountable than Brother. Because all this is my own fault. So I know myself enough. I apologize once again for creating trouble in the marriage of Brother and Sister Aurora. Excuse me"

Lirih Delia before she turned around and left the room feeling sad. Saddened by Alwi's cold and indifferent attitude towards her and her baby.

Alwi slammed the guitar that had been on his lap until it hit the floor hard. Why is his life problem so complicated? When will this storm pass? And how did he fix everything? Not to mention Delia and her baby-to-be! Thinking of all this made his head feel like it wanted to break!!

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