
Everything goes according to their destiny. Man can only live like running water. Although it does not want to be like this and that, but if destiny has said it, then nothing can change it.
One thing Nara never thought of was having a child out of wedlock, with no accompanying husband. To bear humiliation alone. And being a mother at a young age.
In the past, Nara was very eager to feel the sense of having a biological family. God granted her wish, but in a way that was never in Nara's mind.
Nara continued her steps and then opened the door, seeing that her two children were awake and sitting in front of the television.
''Are you awake?'' nara asked without stopping and headed to the kitchen to put the vegetables she had just bought in the refrigerator.
''Udah, Bun, this morning we have an appointment to go with Fahmi, '' Nessa replied as she followed her mother's steps.
The tone of the two children of Nara has gone smoothly, even though she is only four years old. But, Nara thought that their growth was indeed fast. So Nara didn't bother about it.
"Well, now you better take a shower."
They nodded, then walked into the room. Half an hour passed and both of Nara's children came out of the room wearing casual clothes.
Nessa is Nara's first child, her face is very white and beautiful. Almost the same as her, but the faces of Nessa and Nara are not so similar. Nara thought, maybe Nessa's face is mostly similar to her father's.
Especially when looking at Nevan's face, the nose that is sharp with white skin and red lips that have no resemblance to Nara at all.
Nara who was making bread for her two children heard the door of her house on tap. Nevan who also heard that immediately went to open the door.
''Um Fahmi, have you come? Go in first Om.'' Then Nevan and Fahmi sat in the guest room.
''Do you drink first, brother?''
''No, try. We want to go straight.'' Fahmi turned towards Nevan. And Nevan just nodded.
''Yes, but you both ate the bread first, which Mother was ready for, '' Nara said, pointing at Nevan and Nessa.
They nodded, in just five minutes, The two children of Nara had finished Nara's bread and drank a glass of prepared milk.
Nara drove them to the front door and then back inside the house. His eyes glanced at the clock that was already showing at eight in the morning.
It's soon time for Nara to leave for the boutique, but she still hasn't taken a shower. He has not yet swept the house and cleaned it.
Nara sighed softly, she woke up last night because she slept too late and now her body still feels tired. It's okay that he's a little late, he thought.
While cleaning, Nara's eyeballs had a glance towards the calendar. As soon as he remembered that today was Sunday, it was fitting that the two children were still relaxed and left with Fahmi.
"Ah, when have I been exposed to the U factor? Thirty hasn't." either." Nara shook her head.
The effects of fatigue made him a little more forgetful. His boutique was also every Sunday to be closed, so why would he go to the boutique? Really, this time Nara really felt tired to affect her memory.
The sound of a motorbike approaching Nara's house as Nara was sitting casually in front of the television with a snack in front of her, having finished cleaning her entire house, he did not have ART because the house Nara had was also only one floor. Cleaning the house herself is still able to do Nara.
''Ara, dear ...''
Nara closed both ears when she knew who was her guest, Kiki's voice that had never changed and was still the same, she said.
''Still morning, no need to fuss at people's homes, Nara lowered her hand from her ear and continued her snacking which was delayed due to the sound of Kiki's screams.
Kiki just grinned to hear Nara's words, she sat down beside Nara and ate the snacks in front of Nara.
''Yeah, same friends themselves so very, Ra!''
Nara did not listen to Kiki's words, she just kept quiet while listening to the news that was being watched.
''Eh ... Ki!'' Kiki turned her head towards Nara as Nara called out to her.
''Why ''Why?''
''Why is it?''
''That's a guy who went viral, who he said was a young successful businessman.''
''Why do you want?'' Kiki still hasn't captured the gist of Nara's talk. Is there something wrong with the businessman?
''Still not conscious?'' Kiki just shook her head, she did not realize what Nara meant. And Nara could only sigh.
''The more viral men, in your opinion, look like Nevan?''
The words of Nara made Kiki come to see what Nara had seen. Uh! as it turns out, Kiki also feels that what Nara said was not wrong. The businessman who was going viral on television was almost the same face as Nevan Nara's son.
''Really, Ra, he looks a lot like Nevan. Don't you think he's Nevan's real father?!''
Nara was silent, was it true that the man she was watching was the father of her child? But, hurriedly Nara shook her head, not wanting to think anything of it. They may just be similar. Similar doesn't mean biological family, does it?
''Doesn't mean he's the father of children, does it? It looks like a doang!"
Kiki scratched her nape that was not itchy, ''yes as well. But it really looks like Ra.''
''If he really is a father of children, what can I do? Asking for responsibility? no way.'' Nara smiled wryly, her life was already filled with drama but still could not reach perfection.
Nara thought, maybe her life was destined to be like this. It is sad that from childhood, he never got the love of a father, although he also got the love of Mom from Bu Mira, but still it feels less.
Nara also never felt like having biological parents. And now he still can't make his son get a father.
Kiki frowned, astonished. ''Why can't I take responsibility? He should have married you so Nevan's status with Nessa was clear. And you also do not have to be humiliated anymore, Ra.''
''Do you ask for responsibility how? you don't know if that man has a wife?''
''AH!!''
Kiki's shout made Nara's ears feel buzzing. Especially now that Kiki is right next to his right and only a few centimeters away. Nara rubbed her ears while still buzzing. He thinks Kiki's reaction is overrated
''But where do you know that man has a wife?''
Nara rolled her eyes lazily. ''Eat it, look at it first. See for yourself ... ''
Nara stopped her speech and her hand pointed towards the TV. Kiki reflexively directed her gaze.
''You see that woman over there?'' ask Nara.
Kiki nodded. ''He's his wife!'' nara said briefly, again Kiki turned to look at Nara. Feeling sorry for the life of his best friend. The man should have been responsible for marrying Nara and giving the status clearly to his son.
But now the man is married. ''Ra, now I hope he's not the father of children.''
Nara looked at Kiki in surprise. ''Why ''Why? didn't you ask him to be the real father of the children?''
''Not be. If he really is the real father of children, what is your fate? But he has a wife. Can't you ask her to make you a second wife?''
Suddenly Nara hits Kiki's arm hard until Kiki grimaces to feel the blow from her best friend.
''OH!! What do you think I am a girl? Even though he's the father of the children, it's too late to tell him. What if she also has a child? What is the fate of my child? They will be mated. Wanting not to tell him, I can still make care of my own children.''
Kiki felt guilty after hearing Nara's words, but her intention was only joking, but Nara took it seriously. What's the word outrageous? until Nara's reaction was like that.
''Ma-ma-sorry Ra, I was just kidding don't take it seriously.''
Nara snorted, You joke outrageous, you know not?''
''Yes, I'm sorry."