The Year That Has Passed

gatherings

very handsome face and dashing warm smile look at me with loving gaze , he woke me up from the ground and hugged me into his embrace , I was so angry I hit him and yelled at him

"let go of me, what are you doing ! release ! you've left me don't touch me !!!"

"natasha I beg you pardon me, I miss you so much, you are always in my heart, I do it because there is a reason in my heart !! do you want to hear it ??"

lughas was in front of me, I didn't know what I was supposed to do, I just cried loudly in his arms, I didn't want to hear anything from him but I didn't want to regret it , I wiped my tears and let go of her embrace, I said coldly to her

"just talk at the cafe"

I walk in front of her, my heart is so fucked up, I actually did not expect that I would meet her in this state, I chose the cafe and close and sat down , lughas held my hand very tightly

"natasha sorry, I'm really sorry"

seeing her gaze that was really serious my heart had a bit of fun, she continuously apologized to me, but did she know what I had been through all this time because of her ! I immediately took my hand off her and I said

"sorry you're getting married so you don't have to see me again in the future"

"no way, natasha do you know who I'm doing all this for ! you can hit me, hit me !! I admit my mistake ! I'm sorry I didn't take good care of you, that woman I really don't love her, only you natasha you believe in me right ?"

"me and athanasia just married a contract, you don't have to worry I'll take care of you from now on"

"but . "

not finished I said lughas pulled me into his arms hugging me very tightly, took my hand and put it on his chest and he said

"you feel my heartbeat, I really only love you, I can make sure to you, I won't touch her from now on!! do you know I miss you so much, I want to see you but the time is not right yet !"

"would I be your mistress ?"

"do you mind that ? I can give you everything but not with a marriage certificate !"

in my heart I feel sad , what I want is very simple to have a small family intact , but it looks like it will be difficult for me ! I said firmly

"give me time, if in one month you can make me want a position as a mistress, I will be your mistress willingly, but if not do me wrong !!! "

lughas hugged me and kissed me, this kiss is the kiss I miss the kiss I want, but why do I always feel uneasy , I was afraid that if my father knew that I was a mistress he would definitely be very disappointed in me ! when he came to see me I felt a feeling so agitated and mixed into one, fear , happiness , I was already unable to distinguish anymore , what I think right now is that I have to be happy.