The Year That Has Passed

setting the heart to change

there's a big boss waiting for you , I immediately rushed over and went to that room when I entered that room I saw the figure of a tall man with a dashing daze I felt a little familiar with this figure I silently silently observed him and as he turning back I felt very shocked and my heart almost jumped from its place.

when he saw his figure that was very cold he looked very cruel and confused I shed tears drop by drop of people who all this time I missed the person I loved and the one who has always been in my heart, now I'm reunited with her oh god what should I do ,,, when I was daydreaming he immediately pulled me very roughly I felt it hurt so much all over my body I thought what made my lughas so rude even though he used to be rough but never so rough on a woman I cry tears I fall can not stand it I do not know how to make my tears stop falling me it hurts but in my heart I feel happy to be able to enjoy this day just as well even though he doesn't remember me even though he was rude to me in the bottom of my heart I still love him, do I feel wrong god if I continue to love him,

when my tears fell so much she couldn't stand the tears that fell on my cheeks and she said to me

"for what you're crying, I really don't like women like you getting there fast away"

lughas threw money at me and just left ,,, let me ask you who knows how I feel right now so much pain I feel my heart in a prick I can't even breathe anymore, I wonder if in his heart I have nothing left, why I became so poor like this , I still want to cry and keep crying roaring all day doing that and it doesn't feel like it's going to make my heart feel sore, then I remembered that lupy was lying in the hospital and I immediately rushed to put on my clothes and took a taxi, after arriving at the hospital I immediately gave the doctor all the money I was waiting outside the operating room lupy I was very restless I begged god not to take his life otherwise I would I felt so guilty for the rest of my life, after so long I waited for the doctor to come out of the operating room and tell me

"thank you your girlfriend is fine our lady has the results of saving her"

I was so happy and told the doctor

"thank you doctor"

I immediately went in and saw the lupy who was lying weak, I shed a tear a drop after a drop I went to college for a while to continue my lessons that were left behind when I returned to the hospital a lot of people were gossiping about me

"the girl's boyfriend killed himself, his girlfriend really loved her so much that she was so lucky"

while I was washing lupy clothes I heard old mothers gossiping in the bathroom they were talking about me this remark that made me very hurt

"hey do you know the young man who killed himself yesterday*"

"yes I know she was, she said she killed herself because she was living by her boyfriend"

"well, I heard if you knew that woman was a call woman"

"APA..kah it is is not in the thought of girls today think how"

"yah men today prefer call girls to good girls, if I have a child like that I've killed"

"yes I am also "

I felt sickened by the words of the two people but I did not want to hiraunya I immediately went and headed to the room lupy, lupy, when I arrived Lupy was awake and he saw that I was angry and he spoke to me

"do you sell your body again natasha"

I lowered my head and I shed tears

"why do you do that you just call my parents just don't need you to sell your body anymore, natasha I feel so wronged to you but now I will live without you I've never been to meet the dead there I'm just myself there's no one but me, I'm so scared and from now on I'm going to cherish my own life, thanks for everything"

"well, lupy, I also said thanks to you, we can be friends, right"

"no"

"lughas.who are you, come here I am here..lughas .."

at that time I immediately woke up from my dream my head was wet with sweat when it was 06 am I immediately took a shower and ready to be ready to apply for a job,

I roamed around looking for a job that could accept me when I was off for 3 months I went into a restaurant but they needed a permanent employee while I was only 3 months so they didn't can accept me I kept going into one store to another looking nonstop until it was 11 noon I was very hungry and I was looking for a place to eat I ordered a lot of food I bought food while celebrating not returning me to my dark world ,,,, when I'm done eating I go looking for work again always convince my heart to keep looking I always say to myself I CAN DEFINITELY say this word is enough to sustain me always having hope and passion I found a very crowded GYM I tried to apply for a job here and when I entered this amazing luxury very luxurious I was stunned and there were people who called me

"hello sorry you have any needs"

there was a woman who was wearing a professional job suit I looked down to greet her and said to her

"i want to find a job if you need a worker here, only for 3 months"

"yes here there is an empty job, but do you want to work as an OB or a cleaner, "

"of course I want a sister,"

I said with great hope and was very happy that big brother was like he saw my spirit and said

"let's go to my room and talk about work"

I heard every detail that my brother gave me said I would be given a monthly salary of 2 million but can stay in this GYM because there is a room for employees here, I was very grateful and rested in the room that my sister had given me, I saw the small room there was only a table and a mattress there was nothing else, but I still feel grateful for being given this job, although it cannot be compared to selling my body but this is the result of my own sweat of course I will be happy, he said, some days I work no problem , at that time I was mopping the floor arrived there was a person who stepped on the floor that was still wet it I immediately saw his face and yes sure he was my enemy turned out to be nida but he was with lupy I was very shocked and glared at Lupy when it was lupy looking at me we looked at each other and then nida said something

"why do you see look at him, now he's my girlfriend, oh now the GYM's place also provides prostitutes well"

when Nida said that I could not hide the shocked expression from my face at that time I looked at lupy and lupy like she knew what I needed to just hear the word from her too say to me

"yes, Nida is my boyfriend now"

nida became more and more proud and bragged to me and then I replied

"indeed why if you provide prostitutes there is a relationship with you , what you need to be arrogant from the man that I Natasha has thrown away and does not care, huh basic"

at that time the look on nina's face changed but the look on Lupy's face changed even more she looked at me deeply I ignored her and was about to leave but nida pulled me and was about to slap me , but I immediately avoided hitting her ugly face with a mop, her face is very messy make up thick it faded her face to be very ugly I laughed until terbak bahak when it was a lot of people who shrouded us and Nida said

"it's rude what you did to me if you knew who my father was, I'd get you fired from here"

nida took lupy and left here I was very upset and went behind I always thought lupy was not my enemy but if she was dating nida who was none other than nida was my enemy he also just like not appreciating me at all what time we dated he already does not remember he also knows that I am enemies with nida what he was dating nida because money now people look at money only.,,at that time the manager's brother called me and gave me a splash for causing the customer to run away I apologized I promised not to make anything like that again, the manager's brother said to me

"well this time I'll forgive you natasha but next time I don't know maybe next time the direct boss will reprimand you, but she's the daughter of a pretty important person I'm afraid the boss will find out and fire you soon"

I apologized once again and left the room, brother, I daydreamed what if I get fired I don't have to serve that nida she's really my enemy how can I smash her ugly face with a mop I was so careless when I was daydreaming that I came to sleep and fell asleep....I woke up early and was ready to work but many employees said their boss would come they said the boss here is very young and handsome the boss here is the one who has it all the GYM venue in Jakarta I was very surprised this guy had the whole GYM venue but many said he was married because he was married by his parents and because of the matchmaking he did not love his wife he always looks for women outside all the employees here really amazed when telling about their boss I wonder what kind of person he is, what kind of person he is, as I was mopping the floor arrived everyone was in line and I was called to line up to greet the big boss I immediately followed the others in line on the spot

when the boss came in I looked at his face and his gaze fell on my face.