The Year That Has Passed
puzzlement
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in the room natasha vendy still accompanied natasha and natasha apologized to vendy and said
"vendy I'm sorry, but I beg you to go back to your room first I want to calm myself do you not want to say anything??"
even with a sad expression and not willing to vendy answer me
"that's fine, Natasha, but you have to remember this I'm vendy as long as it's gonna be there for you"
I looked at his handsome and beautiful face as true as vendy not ter then bad he was handsome he was rich and also good to me but why I still can not men love her and I answer Vendy immediately
"yes, thank you Vendy for everything you did for me"
I smiled very sweetly at Vendy this smile was so pure and very beautiful to see arrived Vendy approached me and was about to kiss my lips but I immediately held her back and say
"vendy I'm sorry I can't"
vendy sighed and looked so sad but she kept smiling and saying something to me
"yes Natasha is good I'll wait for you until you're ready"
I just gave a small nod and Vendy immediately came out of my room, when there was no one else in my room, to the sad han I appeared all , I remember when I first knew Lughas and I remembered everything he did for me all his fighting for me I really loved him not to feel my tears flowing so fast getting bigger and falling like a coin I feel so pressured I love her I love her but I can't have her, why should it be like this? what should I do so that I won't have this kind of burden, I really want to equal lughas not because he's handsome, has a lot of money , or because he has power, I love him more than love myself already 2 weeks past lughas never even met me the same time , even Vendy visits me every day to take me out to eat and comfort me to my grief , I felt so hurt and somehow I was so crybaby and cry again when I was crying suddenly someone knocked on my bedroom door , I thought he was vendy and I wiped my tears and went to the door and said without looking
"what's up, I'm not hungry yet"
suddenly he hugged me very tightly I who had lowered my head immediately saw his face and he was lughas, I thought how this is how it is , what should I do if I should hug her back or I should be cruel to her , I really can't afford this kind of situation , after a long time I wrestled with my mind, I finally pushed her very hard and said to her
"what are you here for ?"
I said it with a very cold and flat face, then lughas answered
"natasha why you're like this, I'm sorry I didn't take good care of you, I promised you.."
"sorry sir you're not supposed to come here and say nonsense, don't you see I'm very well"
lughas looked at me very deeply looking at my small face looking at me continuously and he approached himself to me and was about to kiss me but I immediately rejected him and said
"sir please get out of here, do you always kiss women like this?"
actually my heart feels very painful when saying words that also hurt my heart but I have to be like this, I said again very flat
"i'll be the same vendy so please don't disturb our relationship, "
Duarrrr. said that word like a bullet that shot lughas he se when he became dumbfounded and with a face very desperate and sad went from my room , when he went , when he went , I cried and cried so hard I went all out to my sad han when he left I felt my world was destroyed , I feel why to my pan life should suffer this much, why god why do you always give me suffering , please if I can also want memory loss like her I roared and cried, she said, when the door opened again I saw and I found Lughas who was holding me with a happy face and immediately hugged me into his arms ,her hug was very warm and she said to me
"i know you won't be this cruel to me, you still love me so much and feel so sad right?"
I don't know what to say anymore why he could come back and see me like this , when I was daydreaming and silent arrived lughas kissed me very gently and spread to my body I really could not resist it , I love her so much we embrace each other clinging to each other as if we want to unite the two of us into one, as one, lughas and I have been swept away by this passion and somehow I have become so very sensitive now .
it's been a week ago I always equate with lughas , and vendy has returned to Indonesia because she said there is a business of workers an , Vendy still continues to pursue me very hard, very hard work, in the morning I suddenly felt very nauseous but I was unable to vomit something my head was so dizzy, lughas saw me vomit - vomit felt so very worried about getting close to me and said
"natasha are you okay ? what's the last one?"
I just stupefied and looked in the mirror I said in my heart what I was pregnant I had my face so pale, I muttered in a small voice
I'm not ready for this lughas who heard my words immediately said
"what do you mean natasha you're not ready for what? I'll take you to the doctor"
I remembered something when Lughas was given medicine and had sex with me the day I didn't take the contraceptive pill because I was kidnapped by his father, and until now I really really forgot because after that sex we always use **, we always use **, but what makes me uneasy is what if this kid isn't a lughas kid what should I do.
🔥sorry yes guys I haven't been able to crazy up because my baby is less healthyðŸ˜but I promise as soon as his will crazy up😘😘😘
