The Year That Has Passed

very hurt

My heart is beating very fast maybe this is due to my feelings on lughas and I do not want lughas to know all my feelings on him but this has been the longest it turns out from the lughas have heard the beat my heart and lughas came closer to me and me....feeling very nervous because of his movements lughas close his face to me and I thought he would kiss me I suddenly close my eyes and ter real lughas hear my heartbeat, I'm afraid, I feel very embarrassed and I feel very in the game but lughas said to me

"Why is your heartbeat so fast?..why are you afraid that your lover will find out"

The atmosphere that was warm instantly became cold I pushed her away from me and said

"Men away from me later my beloved who I love so much was seen"

Suddenly the view of lughas became dark as her she accidentally called the word 'lover' so that I would say a word for a word that he wanted but I instead said that I loved vendy lughas arrived to kiss me very fiercely and in I pushed and hit his but the more I rebel the more he has this spirit is the nature of him from a long time ago I was afraid if vendy or someone else came and I deliberately ran towards the door and just like all I know about the lughas nature is that she's gonna come after me and I'm quietly locking the door to this room, this, lughas who saw me running was not wearing clothes and rubbed my lips with great passion and in this kiss as if it could swallow me into the body of lughas and fused with her, after I finished kissing my lips lughas saw my two peach mounds and he immediately opened my bras pulverized ** which is like chery with the color of ping lughas per field down to the other inch of my body when I see clearly lughas realize that all over my body a lot of former hugs are not hugs what he made but the cup made by someone else and then lughas immediately took off me I was shocked and finally realized by what I made me cover my body with a blanket, I was shocked, then lughas told me

"Little woman"

Lughas left my room and my mind suddenly became empty and I did not realize my tears fell per land I was not strong with his attitude then after the figure of lughas left I immediately cried very loudly I roared and said a few words

"Indeed who has branded me so I should be like this bastard you've forgotten me until I became depressed for what you did wrong to me if I slept with some guy again ,,, hu hu hu yes indeed I am a very cheap woman"

Suddenly lughas came looking at me at the door staring at me with great sadness lughas came up to me and hugged me he said

"Natasha, what did you say about me? I'm sorry for me"

I arrived dumbstruck and thought how he could be here not if he had gone home earlier then how could my body arrive at rocking rocking violently by lughas

"Natasha Natasha said something about me who has died and who has forgotten you, said kan natasha"

"Not you"

I don't know why I really don't want to say anything to lughas I want her to remember me naturally not because of my story I don't want lughas to think I lied to her at the time I saying it was lughas like not believing in me and saying

"Aren't you lying to me, why do you keep hiding yourself natasha"

"Take off me"

I pushed him with all my might and lughas who were not preparing anything fell from my impulse , actually I feel very wrong and want to help her wake up from the floor and say are you okay but I can't I have to be cruel to her nya I still remember if the mother lughas really do not like me all these things lughas do not remember me at all this must be his act that does not let anyone open their mouth or talk it's something that happens between me and Lughas then it's my relationship and lughas if you want to be serious or how much I love or how much I fight for the relationship lughas it wouldn't be so if the andersan family didn't give me the entrance, Lughas saw me dumbstruck with my sad expression, he got up and approached me one more time and he begged me

"Natasha, please tell me about my past with you, what my relationship with you is whether you're the one I love so much,"

Lughas lowered his head sadly and once again said to me

Lughas' eyes are increasingly radiating into a very deep sedation, which is, it makes me very curious what dreams have made her suffer like this I dare myself and ask lughas

"What kind of dream?"

Lughas looked sadder and said something in a small voice

"The dream that made me feel tormented and suffering, to the sad woman who always appeared in my dreams as if she had all flowed into me when I had that dream, if you know anything please let me know please"

This very arrogant, cold and arrogant man is now begging me, the man who never lowered his head on anyone else is now even kneeling in my lap,,,,, that is, the,,, I find it very funny but I very much understand his suffering but that woman is not possible I will I will laugh irony in my heart woman like me where may lughas love me so deeply even when he went to the loss of his memory that he had a dream that was so miserable about the woman I was so envious of the woman that I loved I answered per lughas' words

"I don't know please leave my room if you don't want to be caught wet by my lover"

"Then why were you crying so sad, replied me????...."

I nodded with his words and I answered immediately

"I used to love you so much I love you more than you love yourself, but I'm sorry I can't help you I don't know who the woman you love is, did you know you used to play a woman very often,,,, huh"

Lughas suddenly kissed me ferociously with one direct movement entering me I felt very sick like there was a tear I resisted his attack by biting my lips and while panting heavily I said to her

"Lep..regardless.ak.aku what you do"

My eyes were glaring at her and I really didn't expect her to do this to me why she did something like this to me if she didn't know I was feeling so hurt by his behavior like this I felt very sick in my heart but I did not want to show it to lughas for what I pointed at him he would not remember me and when he finds his love it he'll definitely throw me away......, actually thinking this really makes my heart suffer so much why I still can't forget this man after I know he loves someone so much in his life, I shed tears and said to her

"why do you always hurt my heart like this, hu.hu.hu.."

without realizing I said a sentence that was very lughas memorized, the sentence that the woman always said right in her dream the woman who always cried and said 'why do you always hurt me like this, hu.hu.hu'

when Lughas remembered that, he looked back at his movements and kissed me very gently, he shed his tears and said

"that's you that woman you're so sorry Natasha I'm"

I did not expect that lughas would cry for a man tears were any form of weakness I never thought that lughas would cry and said that the woman he loved was me ,