The Year That Has Passed

very hurt 2

I did not expect that lughas would cry for a man tears were any form of weakness I never thought that lughas would cry and said that the woman he loved was me , I was really very surprised when my face twitched because of happiness but I thought very quickly if I still huddled with lughas this would not be good for him and himself ku , when lughas was very meek and crying I pushed him so hard that I fell down and hit the table next to my bed, I felt very very wrong and immediately approached lughas.

"lug.lughas I'm sorry, I was really accidentally ma.sorry"

suddenly suddenly I was dumbfounded while holding his head like he remembered something lughas immediately glared at me and suddenly he woke up and immediately put on all my clothes and came out of my room, with a stagger he walked out and found the door locked by me earlier then he turned his head towards me and said .

"you shameless woman where maybe I can love you I've remembered about yourself I knew you when you sold yourself to me right?, right?, deserve you don't want to suffer anything to me it turns out you before I know I've slept with a lot of men I just like women whose chastity is taken by me you don't ever had a dream"

my eyes are glaring so big I really really want to cry but I still hold her real who has slept with a lot of men before I knew her ,,,, huh he doesn't even remember that he who has taken to my sanctuary, yet, I haven't had time to answer per his question he said again

"then why did you lock the door so right from earlier you hope that I fuck you oh like his lover it is not enough to satisfy you right until you look for a man another to do that"

but lughas inside said why when I said something that hurt natasha and I also felt that pain why ???? was it true that I used to love women like this very much , what I have misunderstood him but I really feel annoyed to see him with the vendy why I feel annoyed to see Natasha with vendy all this makes me confused but when I'm in my daydream natasha talk

"yes why if I've slept with a lot of men instead of feeling really good, "

I grinned at her words that really hurt me so much, why lughas was so insulting to me not did he know the reason I sold myself at that time, suddenly my heart felt very ironic, Lughas clenched his hand and bluffed his teeth very hard he saw very upset and said

"yes yes yes you are really very good if you want to feel right to my greatness again let's here I'll point it at you"

lughas suddenly approached again and opened all the clothes he had worn back earlier, I was very shocked and very scared as his lughas was really very angry this time his eyes were very red veins on his head were very clearly seen ,,, I'm really into fear and he's getting closer to me and I say to him

"you.you.you what you want to do away from me"

"for what to stay away is not that you like and the taste is really good"

"get away from me or I'll yell"

lughas' face suddenly became gloomy and in the reverie of lughas ...

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lughas was getting closer but his face was not as creepy as before I felt somewhat relieved and he lunged at me entering me and doing it again he continued to do it until I felt like numbness has been 1 hour passed lughas just remove me from per toynya and kiss my lips and then he said to me

"sad you can't be like me"

when he said it, I looked at his old self as I was shocked to see him and he put on a shirt while staring at me and then just left as he left my room I felt very comfortable and I felt like there was less than my breath and I realized once again I still love him so much and why it used to be the same time as him I was not so aware of her I was contemplating and feeling sad and now I am very dependent on her presence, she said,

in lughas' room

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he was lying on a soft mattress with a smile and grin he looked very happy and he said his heart greetings

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why do I like her so much, when touching her I feel so familiar and her body like a drug makes me so addicted, but did I get rough on him earlier, anyway, lughas realized something but from when did I think of other people's feelings but why with him I felt familiar and felt very familiar,,, I cared that when he was hugged by Vendy in front of me, I felt jealous

in natasha's room

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I went to take a shower and it was 12 pm but I did not go back to sleep first while constantly thinking about it being the same lughas , why do I still love her so much even though I have been in a relationship with lupy and now with vendy but still no one can replace her in my heart, I thought about it until I slept while I was sleeping Vendy came at 03 pm and she saw I was asleep when Vendy looked at me lovingly she approached me and speak in a soft voice

"natasha I love you and do you believe I will die my wife for you"

I felt very tired from the accident and of course I did not hear the words of Vendy, Vendy kissed my forehead and slept beside me.

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