The Year That Has Passed

an emptiness

"good luck with my baby"

vendy was dumbfounded for a moment maybe she didn't think I was pregnant, and she said

"natasha you're pregnant"

natasha had not had time to answer her eyes were closed because of pinsan, natasha was immediately taken to the operating room, then the doctor brought a signature and vendy asked the doctor

"that the boy can't be saved"

"yes the child can not be saved right because the blood comes out too much and the condition of his body is very weak, you have to keep and comfort him" explained the doctor explained

vendy signs the letter because the doctor thinks that Vendy is Natasha's husband,

....

at the hospital where criselia lughas pushed the criselia's hand very hard, and said

"what are you doing, do you know who he is,"

lughas gets a call from his men, and his men tell him that Natasha was bullied by some thugs, then lughas without caring about criselia went straight to the place where his men said Natasha had been taken prisoner,

when he got to the corner alley lughas immediately called natasha and the ringing of his cell phone was in the warehouse, lughas directly led to there and found Natasha's cell phone and handbag, he said, and there was a lot of blood in the barn, and then his men told him it was Natasha's blood, and as soon as the lughas' vision became blurred, Lughas punched the wall so hard that fresh blood flowed out, with a soft word lughas said I did not take care of her well, and once again lughas convinced himself that it would not be so what with natasha, natasha will be fine, just fine,

his men who had never seen lughas like this were so shocked, his master could cry because of a woman and she said

"sir I just got the info that Miss Natasha has been rushed to the hospital by Mr. Vendy, you better go straight to the hospital alone, maybe miss natasha can still be saved"

lughas went straight to the hospital where Natasha was.

....

vendy said, shouldn't he be happy, shouldn't this be lughas's son,? lughas' son is dead isn't he supposed to be happy?

but seeing Natasha coming out of the operating room, the face that was seen pale and limp made her heart start to fidget. Damn him into a snitch being his business! vendy started to get upset and agitated .

Inside the patient's room natasha lay on the blue mattress quietly . her face was so pale and flat that she could not see any expression , even the sick body no longer knows how it feels. She was like a shattered doll lying there, her calm gaze so empty her eyes began to open wide not knowing where to look, if not for the sound of his heavy breathing, people would have thought he was dead.

vendy approaches and sits next to her looking at Natasha's pale face, her heart slowly beginning to be confused.

"where are you?", asked Vendy in her raucous voice, with full attention in the world Natasha was the woman she loved other than her mother,

natasha has no wrong vendy absolutely does not want anything to harm natasha .

"my baby's dead, right?" ask Natasha with a forced smile right, her hands are placed on her stomach, se will check her baby is still there or not,.

It's blank! Empty all his empty heart his empty mind is empty! the baby is no more! her baby has brought all her energy away, Natasha even forgot what it was sad, she said,

vendy lowered her head, not knowing how she should answer, but,

"there isn't, is there?" natasha asked her back her eyes were empty.

"yes there is no more" replied his final vendy open voice.

the atmosphere became calm when.

even Natasha thought herself still able to breathe was a miracle.

"my baby is gone, it's all because of me!"

vendy let out a breath

"all this is unintentional"

"no! because of me, I have to accept proper punishment, I was then evil, wanted it then much, then I could lose my son, he said,....

If I don't want love then what? it must be because God punishes me, making me lose my son!!"

I said another word

"god punishes me". My voice became lighter and lighter as I was about to tell myself, forever would not do the same mistake, he said,

vendy felt very sorry for Natasha, sitting next to her mattress asked her warmly

"how can you be legal? everyone wants a love, don't think too much of this is an accident!"

natasha is sad, it takes a long time for the end of her voice to be out to il.

"but anyone may desire love, only I must not, must not, all is over, all is over"

PLAQUE sound door in forced at open, lughas lunging in see the scene in the patient's room saw natasha ber beds on the mattress still alive her heart became calm in agitated follow.

"natasha" the pain comes hand in hand when opening the mouth.

when Natasha saw the lughas her head became painful, from a void filled with fog, making everything become restless right, making tears flow and I turned my face away.

natasha doesn't want to show her tears at Lughas,

vendy understood his position, he turned himself to the edge of reading the lughas gelagat once looked away. But natasha called her

"vendy can you not let a person with no interests in?"

natasha spoke in a very flat tone of voice, making them two-tailed.

"natasha" said a worried lughas, saying she was not an important person.

"i don't know how to deal with you"

instantly the atmosphere around became somber, lughas terned at his spot, angrily his staring at natasha, and yelled towards natasha as if losing his consciousness

" real natasha, why are you? how could you lose so much blood?" don't worry me.

there was a stream of tears, and I answered

"lughas I'm sorry, your son is gone, it's all over!i, don't want to see you again, Vendy take him out"

"get out" said Vendy "his weakened body cannot accept the heavy state"

"what?, son?" lughas' head seemed to explode, his body stiffened motionless, natasha had been pregnant with her son Shit! why can I be this reckless I have lost my son, I cf. Iughas in his heart.

"now come out" said Vendy firmly,

lughas' confused look led to Natasha who was lying weak, inevitably lughas leaving from there,

vendy closed the door, exhaling as she saw the woman in front of her trembling while crying, she said,

from the outside lughas still digesting the news he heard, he quickly looked for a nurse who cared for natasha, who was,

His thought was only an external wound, but his nurse said that Natasha had lost a lot of blood due to a miscarriage, instantly shocked Lughas, to his surprise,

apparently Natasha is pregnant, lughas thinks this must be their child in France when she was given the drug, lughas just found out that natasha is pregnant but has even lost her child!

recalling the moment in France he experienced that terrible event, the painful regret was like a knife carving his heart, he said,

.....

"you must not cry" said Vendy sitting beside Natasha's bed

"now you don't allow yourself to cry you understand? otherwise I'd have let that guy in"

her words seemed threatening but Natasha was still crying.

Natasha covered her head with a blanket, and muttered, but from her muttering looks of sadness, I could not cry but after seeing lughas all those painful memories and emotions, I could not cry, all regrets can not stop crashing, make her lose her voice, already know that this miscarriage is not because of her but at this time I am not wanting to see lughas.

vendy pulled her blanket, saw her face wet with tears, her lips biting the end of the blanket, this look made people feel sad, her sense of wanting to pull her into an embrace, her, like a brother who spoils her,

"don't cry anymore your body hasn't recovered, Natasha don't cry anymore understand?" said Vendy while stroking my shoulder,

"if you want to cry wait until you're healthy again, sister Vendy will borrow her hug for you, let you cry as much as okay?"

natasha from lying down suddenly took a sitting position, her gaze as if thanking vendy, natasha stalling her hand about to hug her, approaching on her embrace, crying without a sound, and crying, with sadness he closed his eyes, why did the moment know it was all over but still hurt?

"borrow it now" I said

I want to cry so badly

"i told you that when I recover I borrowed it but not now"

vendy felt her wet chest shake her head, but Natasha hugged her while crying, she said,

vendy says "is it not afraid of the outside?"

Natasha's cry grew, sobbing sobs, her tears and snot kept on vendy clothes

"i don't care if I just want to cry"

"hm"

looking at his current vendy no longer had the heart to say anything, just wanted to hug him, and while patting his back said

"don't cry anymore"

"i don't want to cry anymore either, but my tears can't stand it!" I said as I sucked 'nose, natasha buried her head deep, in the warm vendy embrace, and,

Heartbroken by what she saw, lughas just berself in front of the door, natasha hugs another man and instead considers her someone else, Natasha must be very disappointed in him, she is very disappointed in him, natasha says it's all over, it's not like this time lughas won't be dead again, not again.

lughas' usually dazzling eyes now drenched the turmoil and sadness of seeing him cry from heartache, lughas suppressed all grief and regret, then called his men to investigate the natasha case, and then called, no one will be forgiven for touching my woman,

lughas sat in the hospital's long chair and covered her face and cried,

the driver saw his master crying! he had only seen the master cry for the first time!.

in the patient's room .

vendy felt a tremor that could no longer be helped in her arms, felt very pity, her arms calmed natasha giving warmth and security ,

"vendy sorry" Natasha finally woke up and at the end she opened her voice

"i'm wetting your clothes too thank you"

"don't worry about me getting better soon"

"i will definitely get better soon, I am natasha lee, no one can give up on natasha lee".

"now you rest and sleep,"

"can't sleep how to sleep after experiencing all these events".