The Warm Your Heart

The Warm Your Heart
Chapter 49



"Mii... Ami's... Wait!" Bagas took his sandals and put them on. He also chased Ami who had walked out of the villa they rented.


Bagas' hand pulled Ami's arm. With breath still panting finally he managed to stop Ami's steps.


"Cleaf, Gas!" Ami tried to let go of Bagas' hand grip on his arm.


"Gue know you'll be angry with me Mi."


"Udah know I will be angry, why are you still lo lasain also the Gas?" Ami finally managed to release Bagas' hand. He walked with an upset heart.


"Because... because I want to do this first." I Bagas.


Ami suddenly turned around, as if he could not believe what he was hearing. "What do you mean by gas?"


Bagas looked around the Villa. Slender. Whether a gift or apes, the villa they rented was far from the highway and also very quiet. Obviously, it's already 2 in the morning. Only Bagas and Ayu and the dedemites are still wandering around at this hour.


"Gue wants nyium lo from the beginning. And I didn't say anything about it." said Bagas. Without smiling. He was really serious about his words.


"Because you want to know what it feels like to know how lo kayak friends? Lo mo made a research with the title 'Difference Kiss With Boyfriend And Friend'?" ami said with a nyinyir tone.


Bagas started to approach towards Ami. "Lo inget not what I said at that time? If there is nothing suitable for me to marry then I will marry you. Is it wrong that I have my own future wife?"


Ami did not feel proud to hear Bagas say such a thing. Ami sebal. "Keep forever I will be a tire serep lo that until you meet your soul mate? Is that? Do you realize Gas if you are the most selfish creature?"


"OK, I'm not going to be the most selfish creature you say. I know why you came here because you're heartbroken, right? Let me not be as selfish as you say, I'm willing to be your escape."


"For what? I can move on in my own way. I don't need your help." Ami turned around and was about to leave Bagas but again Bagas more quickly pulled Ami's hand.


"Let you say the same to yourself. Which is more important for you, your ex-boyfriend or I Bagas sohib lo and also the person whose name is in your heart."


Ami was silent.


So all this time Bagas knew that he liked it and Bagas just kept quiet and pretended not to know?- Ami.


Bagas is approaching. He looked closely at Ami, looking for honesty and Ami's eyes. Bagas holds Ami's chin and confidently kisses her again.


Bagas kissed Ami gently. Something he wanted to do for 6 years. The things He feared would have consequences if He did, but now He doesn't care.


Bagas realized, Ami was getting further and further away from him. All this time want Ami dating anyone Bagas does not care. But this time is different, Ami even hard to move on not like already.


Bagas pulled Ami closer and even almost hugged him, He still continued to kiss Ami. Bagas also fishing for Ami to return his kiss, it is not difficult for Bagas Sang Playboy cap Rhino to do so.


Ami felt Bagas' kiss begin to be inserted with lust, in contrast to Rian. Rian's shadow suddenly flashed. Ami remembers everything he did with Rian, including their first kiss. Ami pushed Bagas' chest and stopped his kiss and Bagas.


Ami looked at Bagas, He could not believe what he was doing. This is what Ami wanted all this time, to be kissed by Bagas. But why does he feel all this is wrong?


"Why the hell Mi? You suddenly pushed me and stopped my cryium. You obviously returned my kiss and enjoyed it. Why?" Bagas demanded Ami's answer. He was disappointed with Ami's attitude just now, but he began to express his joy even though it was still vague.


"Sorry Gas's. It's night. Not good to see with the people. We'll go back to the villa." Ami tried to lie so that he could get out of this place.


"Oh. Kirain because you don't like me nyium lo. Yaudah let's go back to the villa." Bagas embraces Ami, and they walk back to the villa.


Arriving at the villa, his friends were already sound asleep. Ami said goodbye to Bagas to sleep with his other girl friends. They also split up in front of the room.


The door of Ami's room was closed, Ami was immediately sitting down. He wiped away the tears that were dripping on his cheeks. There was guilt in his heart. He feels he has betrayed Rian.


Ami realizes that her relationship with Rian is over, but Ami feels that they only break for a moment and will be back together again. Ami continues to hope that he is still dating Rian and in fact they have really broken up.


Ami cried in silence, not wanting anyone in this villa to hear her cries. She cried again after a month of breaking up. He started to lose Rian.


I always wanted to have a kiss with Bagas. I always wanted to be someone Bagas saw. But why is it that when Bagas kisses me it is Rian's shadow that passes by? Why do I miss Rian so much?- Ami.


Rian... did He not know that Ami regretted her decision to part with him? If only time could be repeated.....


Then Bagas? Has Ami really forgotten her? Is it true that in Ami's heart now there is only the name Rian? Butwhy?


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All the way home from Villa Ami was silent. His friends leave Ami alone, maybe Ami does not want to be disturbed.


What about Bagas? Like a sinless baby, he was resting his head on Ami's shoulder and fast asleep. His hand continued to hold Ami's hand afraid Ami went to leave her.


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The man with the white Ihram cloth was sitting down. The Kaaba in front of him is a witness to the prayer that he prayed.


Too solemn He both until unconsciously his tears flowed between the verses and prayers that He chanted. He raised his hand, pleading with the Creator of nature and the face of the earth.


"Allah has given me a good soul mate, the best soul mate for me. If he is my soul mate, meet me with my soul mate for at least another year from today."


Rian rubbed his face. He was calmer and could accept the reality now. Not in vain both his parents took him away umrah. Only by drawing near to God will He feel the inner calm.