The Warm Your Heart

Chapter 43

Love is not just from the eyes down to the heart. Love is not just material and material. Sometimes love is blinded by eyes and possessions but rest assured not all love will be like that.

In love it is not just about being special in the eyes of our loved ones. Being yourself in front of the person you love without having to hide anything is more than love.

No need to cover up a lack of self, love is about accepting the advantages and disadvantages of a partner. This is what Rian felt.

First to know Ami, when a fairly popular girl on campus suddenly seemed to borrow a photocopian of hers even asked her phone number without feeling uncomfortable at all. It's called courage. Rarely is there such a girl in this world.

No, it's not aggressive. Ami did ask for Rian's mobile number but did not directly approach Rian blatantly. The term play is subtle. Ami offers a friendship, and that's what Rian wants the most.

Rian indeed had a handsome face. But his good looks are not exposed because of his difficult nature to get along and quiet. Every girl who approaches and acts aggressively can be sure Rian will be afraid and avoid. Unlike Ami, this one girl makes Rian more curious.

Ami who remains relaxed among her beautiful gang without feeling inferior at all. Ami who is smart but does not want to succeed alone in the exam so shared the answer to the exam to the one who asked for it. Rian continued to pay attention to Ami's attitude.

Chatting with Ami there is always a new topic of conversation. Negosipin people with Ami was exciting and would not get tired of chatting with him. Rian even dared to speak his mind when with Ami. He usually keeps his mind tightly, because of the nature of his passing.

His closeness with Ami slowly drifted away when Rian was just a fad asking about Intan. Ami started to keep her distance. Rarely hang out on campus and they rarely meet. Rian became a quiet person again. I just say hi every time I meet a classmate. Something is missing.

The comfort slowly disappeared. And Rian really lost it all. Rian began to find out since when Ami had avoided him. The answer is since He asked about Intan. Ah how sorry he is.

Rian called Ami. It seems that Ami has forgotten her frustration with Rian, even Rian wants to apply at Ami's office. All that so that Rian can be close to Ami.

One office with Ami, being able to go home and go to work together is a happiness that Rian feels. Rian did not want to lose the happiness he felt at this moment.

Rian was forced to work in Ami's office. Silent guy seems to have to work as a telemarketing who must be smart to talk is not an easy job. He did so solely in order to be always close to Ami.

However, their relationship deteriorated due to her momentary emotions. He cannot continue in this situation. So he ventured to express his heart.

His plan He wants to express his heart when they graduate, but He can not postpone it longer. He did not want Ami turned to the guy who picked him up in front of the mall at that time. The same guy who once picked up Ami on campus.

Rian immediately followed Ami who went to the locker during working hours. He also ventured to express his heart. Here he is now. Waiting for the answer to what Ami will say.

Silent. Silent. It felt like time was not moving, only his heartbeat was beating fast. In Rian's heart, he prayed that no employee would be in the locker at this time.

"What do you like about me Yan?" Ami asked the question after previously just keeping quiet.

"All. I like you for who you are." Rian replied with complete confidence.

"Why should I Yan?" there was a tinge of disbelief in Ami.

"Gue into first yes Mi. I'm waiting for your answer." Rian leaves Ami alone in the locker.

Ami sat down. His feet could not support his weight. She still doesn't believe it, Rian actually likes her. Not like the Intan.

Ami's face warmed up and flushed in embarrassment. Ami fanned his face with both hands. His heart was still pounding, between joy and shock. Can he hope now?

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Rian gave Ami the helmet that Ami left on his bike yesterday. This is the code for Ami to be driven home by him.

Shamefully Ami received the helmet and finally went home with Rian again. There's no word. Only their hearts beat faster.

Rian who is also still embarrassed after expressing his feelings immediately went home without stopping by Ami's house. He was confused as to what else to say.

The awkward situation between them continued for a week. Until finally Rian ventured to invite Ami again to the Mall. He'll collect Ami's answer today.

Rian also invited Ami to a cafe where cozy and fit for young people. After ordering two pieces of iced coffee Rian was ready to collect Ami's answer.

"Do you know why I came here? As you may think, I want your answer. How's the answer?" ask Rian to break the silence.

Ami held her hand that felt cold because it was too groggy. "Hm.... I thought about Yan. I'm.. Thank you for being my girlfriend."

Rian then sighed in relief. The smile on his face immediately expanded. He waited for a week at last the answer that Ami gave pleased him.

"Thank you Mi, you want to feel my feelings. I'm very happy." said Rian honestly.

"But I want to be honest with Yan. At first I knew you because I again bet with Mala. But after that, I really want to talk to you. Really." I'm Ami.

"No problem for me. Because of that bet I can also know you. I am thankful for that incident. If not possible all this time we just say hi on campus without knowing each other more deket. I don't know what my life is like if I don't see you. Maybe I'm still a closed child or maybe I'm still unemployed because I don't dare to get out of my comfort zone? To be sure, knowing you is a gift to me."

"I'm the one who thanked you, Yan. I feel appreciated when I know you. Hope our relationship can last. Don't be surprised if you know my nature isn't as good as you think."

"It's okay. You can be who you are in front of me. And vice versa. Our goal is to get to know each other's personalities. Maybe you'll start loving me, like I love you first."

Rian's words really made Ami moody. Rian loves himself. He who had been considered nothing became something in Rian's eyes. Is this what it feels like to be loved? Rian did not know that Ami first fell in love with him.